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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
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難以脫離。958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dBpbpwaFG
毫無去處，不得不。
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難以忍耐。958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1htWoJv25
無法壓抑，不可避。
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轉向他人求助，958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5iLvti1DT
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyV8tsYQjzz
妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
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「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgo2Khtmkzq
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMkbKAT0Vw
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4edB13qEUW
包裝妳的異樣，958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSn5VL9gP3b
編織出一道厚繭囚住，958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4k1leMsQ0
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
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外表與他人無異。958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQD37cpEXK
「這樣的我。」958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTg6MkIwiI
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDb8XBYAIaG
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEb9lpkKyK9
深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXmFKHferw
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7Tyre3f0p
刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
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妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDoGDXjZeN
「將異樣的感受消除。」958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjSwJo6Gag
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3be3EXHCKK
「別再讓那種感覺來了……」958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmEwNcG3cb
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDhA338jFz
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KqKlsaqrK
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妳渴望：958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkjzWYZd7I
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAOv0PAG5F
「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqskJ1Zsbj
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFl3l7J1t8Q
「一個也好……」958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LbRgCfHGN
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958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6epZGWVait
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVO8p8K0VP
深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxGNKZRhep
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ghfZJGf2m
「暴露出來。」958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iqnjWj8ZO
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjctJRbUmnp
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfhZhoqLVp
「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5WPX4Fx29
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4TJGUHSRK
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmkSQCs9wk
「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKAhP7R2t6
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGBdYedTy0
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AtEbfSqEd
父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eoeT10sSt
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsL6K7tkVH
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUn3xYFmsCK
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOt5fXQIJ5N
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yvnfPbA7f
牽起一絲又一絲，958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSX2GVhD2k
有粗大、有細小的，958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlu7BigRbib
快樂與憂鬱。
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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNBAK8YEtg
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3YuxMJPOx
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WkD9MEriv
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxEXMcVpV2
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8U7gS1MO7z
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVOBW2t0d7
正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfhAdzx1NQ
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PQB6WOWIm
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdlrG5Mizm
放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIPpS0tee1
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPyqb0Pwey
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yWssyVIAi
四溢出……958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKDMslEvI7
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958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDz822Wca8V
「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0YEaSb88k
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo17Ux0bpNL
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFA7iOcCWf
「答案是肯定的對吧？」958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphHtNnuleq
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2WGC3vWUW
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaH2PQXzhSB
視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QYDlCyaZ8
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡry7mrx5Xh3
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwM6hpm7bE9
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsJQuUW8dk
「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErOlsnvPLw
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9rXsucaCR
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcW0dWu7r8I
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5h7U7WYx47
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2l4muJMXyQ
內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEv3ScCkoEt
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pPjV7dkxS
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JqKpeMGTs
「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6otfqu4cb
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaE2NdIEFY
更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBzKVioMVr
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdANimvzHe8
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTCWsBOTXi
產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyKd97SyBm
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eg0CvjGJl
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzZrSu37rf
全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCHGIJ1kuE
好像也不怎麼在意了……958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbyQLqynCE
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnM2RMvYyhT
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ozKsaskyp
身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxOAS9lUV2
而且從內到外的冰冷。958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemSUex4R4P
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCU7Y4easA
像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5rri0F58Z
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveFDLAp2JU
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcT4gteftD4
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1Y8E7tOaL
「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWAyeTDHbY
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJVZ5qAk1p
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAZRRQsyWk
眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFvMyPB7Rb
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCALnF5TtjC
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSrVNko2tb
收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaJxasfWgX
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg28HBNgyHT
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvE6zYEu7g
那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AbVnQkSyx
958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOJsnmr1Oh
取出，
心之果實。
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終於...
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不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
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