tw- incest70Please respect copyright.PENANAfMTqW77xRO
Hollypaw's pov70Please respect copyright.PENANAnNBbEMfB0P
although I know it's wrong I don't care. I love my brother and that's what matters. now, you may be asking right now how loving my brother is wrong. but I don't just love him as a sister should. I want him to be my mate.70Please respect copyright.PENANAMbXYHjsxiZ
I know that most cats hate cats who date each other and are closely related. cousins might get you a little hate. but anything less related than that cats won't care.70Please respect copyright.PENANAwphg3krJB2
but if two siblings become mates then surely nobody will accept them. I try not to think about my crush but every day it just gets worse and worse.70Please respect copyright.PENANASZPFIfofx6
after all, who wouldn't love Lionpaw? he's so handsome, strong, and overall just a good apprentice. It's a surprise he isn't a warrior yet.70Please respect copyright.PENANAPPJUh5oHIz
Lionpaw has golden fur with orange tabby stripes and gleaming amber eyes. he also has a few scars despite only being an apprentice. but just his looks aren't the only thing attractive about him.70Please respect copyright.PENANA0sjXo8evtU
Lionpaw has some anger issues I will admit that. but they aren't that bad and he never snaps at me or our other brother, Jaypaw.70Please respect copyright.PENANAGC3wN6bEZ7
I know that deep down Lionpaw is a kind and caring cat even if he doesn't always show it to others. but Lionpaw is truly himself around me.70Please respect copyright.PENANA3cpskhPtRb
although at the same time just because Lionpaw acts like a different cat around me doesn't mean he loves me. after all, most cats don't love their siblings in this way and if they do then they keep it to themselves.70Please respect copyright.PENANAvP8jFVfro1
a part of me hopes that Lionpaw does love me back and that we can become mates. although deep down I know that life isn't that simple and things won't turn out this way.70Please respect copyright.PENANAIOMTVty4OM
maybe it is for the best if Lionpaw doesn't love me back. then none of us will get in trouble. although technically, incest isn't against the warrior code.70Please respect copyright.PENANAenFtjA4fMB
I do follow the warrior code and the rules as closely as I can. but even if Incest isn't in the warrior code it is wrong in many cats eyes. yet I still can't force away these crude thoughts.70Please respect copyright.PENANAgN5zYkwymN
sometimes I wonder if I should just simply give in. after all, what's the worst thing that's going to happen? I shouldn't care how cats think about me. but then I remember my family.70Please respect copyright.PENANA1T1lsA8P1b
what would Jaypaw, Squrrielflight, and Brambleclaw think? or what would Firestar or Sandstorm think? they are my grandparents after all...70Please respect copyright.PENANALZWwQk8fWf
sighing softly I flop over in my nest. it is late at night and I shouldn't be thinking. I should be resting and getting prepared for tomorrow's training. but I still can't sleep.70Please respect copyright.PENANAsnGLdbg5Ke
I move towards Lionpaw's nest, hopefully trying to snuggle up against him. but I feel nothing. I then open my eyes and realize that Lionpaw isn't in his nest.70Please respect copyright.PENANAdZwBaEizyd
instantly my heart starts to rapidly beat and I panic. I don't know what to do.... is Lionpaw okay? I try to force away my thoughts and worries though. surely, Lionpaw is fine and I'm just overreacting.70Please respect copyright.PENANApR17ikGQlk
after all, Lionpaw is a strong apprentice. stronger than his own mentor, Ashfur, and I wouldn't be surprised if he was stronger than Firestar himself. so he can defend himself.70Please respect copyright.PENANA0NoclnmJqe
there's a chance that he's doing something wrong but I doubt it. Lionpaw is just most likely making dirt.70Please respect copyright.PENANALgbGXXL4bJ
I decide to wait for a few heartbeats but after a few minutes passed I realize I have to do something. even if Lionpaw is doing nothing wrong there's a chance he's in danger. even if he's strong I still don't want him to get hurt.70Please respect copyright.PENANA9wJ5Z3MtX1
carefully getting up out of the apprentices den I make sure that I didn't wake anybody up before going out the dirtplace tunnel. leaving the camp like this feel wrong. but it is going to be worth it as long as I find Lionpaw.70Please respect copyright.PENANAXe9DGrLTyA
I hope that Lionpaw isn't breaking the warrior code. then again sneaking out like this could be considered breaking the code. but at the same time, it is not bad if Lionpaw is just out taking a walk or going on a hunt.70Please respect copyright.PENANAltU9t4sAgc
soon I caught Lionpaw's scent and I realized that it led to the windclan border. my green eyes widened. why was Lionpaw near an enemy clan?70Please respect copyright.PENANAWeHWKpSncL
that made me get even more curious and worried. I began to sneak near the edge of windclan territory. because of my black pelt, it makes it so nobody can see me. so if Lionpaw is getting attacked I can easily defend him.70Please respect copyright.PENANA9n9qRibQzi
but what I saw next shocked me. Lionpaw isn't getting attacked by a windclan cat. he's playing with one! from the pelt of the cat I assumed that they were Heatherpaw, a light pink she-cat with purple eyes. she's around Lionpaw's age.70Please respect copyright.PENANAj8OijqEJPy
Lionpaw and Heatherpaw were smiling, leaping onto each other, and giggling. soon Lionpaw was on top of Heatherpaw and he leaned down, licking her face.70Please respect copyright.PENANA3DtzZFZHQs
"I love you," Lionpaw muttered.70Please respect copyright.PENANA3eUtBhUpwT
"I love you too," Heatherpaw replied.70Please respect copyright.PENANADZICnowNFd
hearing that made my heart shatter. Lionpaw is breaking the code! but more importantly, Lionpaw doesn't love her. he loves a windclan she-cat.70Please respect copyright.PENANALMKLK2RJXZ
suddenly getting angry I leap out of the bushes and glare at the two apprentices.70Please respect copyright.PENANAig7oHUQ99z
"What in starclan's name do you think that you are doing?" I demand.70Please respect copyright.PENANAAer4dXQ9kI
instantly Lionpaw's eyes widened and he nuzzled Heatherpaw up and smiled. "go back to the windclan camp. I'll see you soon." 70Please respect copyright.PENANApSTZ3qpesW
Heatherpaw nodded before leaving. "alright." 70Please respect copyright.PENANAv5SgNWu8nA
once Heatherpaw was gone Lionpaw then turned to Hollypaw. "Maybe I am mates with her. does that matter?"70Please respect copyright.PENANAuJrHFVFtq6
"of course it does! you are breaking the code." I point out.70Please respect copyright.PENANAWfkb9yvdoj
"so? the code doesn't matter. my love is greater than the dumb rules." Lionpaw declared. "why do you care?"70Please respect copyright.PENANAElHkCBqD46
"because you are my brother and I love you!" 70Please respect copyright.PENANAS8TCOFnyG2
once I said that I know that what I'm going to say is dumb and that I'll regret it in the future. but right now I don't care.70Please respect copyright.PENANA5wIbAg3LT0
"I love you more than that though. I'm bad because I'm jealous and I want to be your mate." I admit. 70Please respect copyright.PENANAoXT5VFZ0CG