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「喂。」585Please respect copyright.PENANAVwkF06oZPM
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聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音,眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發,氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。585Please respect copyright.PENANALbUpoLC4pa
「我失戀了......」585Please respect copyright.PENANA8Zqh69clFJ
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「你在哪裡?別喝酒。」585Please respect copyright.PENANAARdrDxrv4m
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姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲,搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐,向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上,電話也沒掛就失去意識,剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。585Please respect copyright.PENANAM7BrBji0Xd
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人,總是在不停的跌倒中成長。585Please respect copyright.PENANA23ytXHCe7g
我總相信,自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。585Please respect copyright.PENANApOgrDQDHio
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被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著,我坐在吧檯前,身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。585Please respect copyright.PENANAv9qvwPQgZF
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他是嚴祐俊,我的青梅竹馬。585Please respect copyright.PENANAFL3mIjX1Em
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊,但我知道,他其實是個非常溫柔的人。585Please respect copyright.PENANAefIEAOkNzr
冰山只是假象,裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。585Please respect copyright.PENANAWAykl2bHU5
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但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。585Please respect copyright.PENANAtaMBe6v2PD
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「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線,我只能回以孱弱的乾笑,努力抬起嘴角弧度。585Please respect copyright.PENANAa3JBiUbdv1
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啊,不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。585Please respect copyright.PENANAWO7GZoxpZi
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知道一定會被罵到臭頭,我也只能將錯就錯下去,無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。585Please respect copyright.PENANABN8sKS9vv6
「我要一杯威士忌!」585Please respect copyright.PENANAFB3hz4GhfC
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酒保點點頭,我看著他純熟的倒酒,晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌,像暖陽似的,有點美。585Please respect copyright.PENANAdwLAKQbXKN
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「先生你的威士忌。」585Please respect copyright.PENANARpxC701xUJ
待清脆的聲音響起,我正打算拿起杯子時,隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走,我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。585Please respect copyright.PENANAx4kBVONll8
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上,招來了幾個客人的視線。585Please respect copyright.PENANAl9vSrfpmyS
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「……」我沉默的盯著他看,表情十足像受傷的幼犬,心裡不知道哇咧了幾次,只能等死。585Please respect copyright.PENANAGLpf3Fn0rb
「……」他的視線不容反駁,也完全無視裝可憐攻勢,直接把我穿透的稀爛。585Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ouc9hP2Gw
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不妙,他超生氣的…585Please respect copyright.PENANAqZcgbMZIEN
唰。585Please respect copyright.PENANAP0MDxKV4Fq
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一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前,一回頭,看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼,我只能尷尬的笑笑,挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。585Please respect copyright.PENANA7ydhNCbSdV
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「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形,伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。585Please respect copyright.PENANAuMQHgujlvT
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他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。585Please respect copyright.PENANAElSv6dOOOq
「威士忌。」585Please respect copyright.PENANArAvhWDVgk7
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「欸,還喝…?」我嚇到傻眼,站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了!」585Please respect copyright.PENANAlMQxPN2sBW
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他抬起頭,用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我,不發一語,只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上,幾乎要埋進我的肚子,像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。585Please respect copyright.PENANAJlVcoeHvuF
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我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常,意外的凌亂,下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮,明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…585Please respect copyright.PENANAvkZVPFKXYa
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以自己的力氣背不動他,我拍拍他的肩膀,將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走,我們叫車回家。」585Please respect copyright.PENANA4kvTXuAmcp
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計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下,期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人,深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。585Please respect copyright.PENANA9yKnYQL8AB
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走出電梯,我翻了下門邊的信箱,鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭,輕笑了下,這是他一直以來的習慣。585Please respect copyright.PENANASXLc01cCmM
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扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室,附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。585Please respect copyright.PENANAaC74RE6qGn
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瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬,直接就讓他這麼躺上床。585Please respect copyright.PENANA3bwYWzjx3Q
他的酒量應該不是這麼差,卻讓自己醉成這樣,實在有些蹊蹺。585Please respect copyright.PENANAGUEnIaX1NY
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真的有什麼感情上的心事,他也不會跟我說吧?585Please respect copyright.PENANAEoLbUuUNd5
是之前告訴我的那個人,嗎…585Please respect copyright.PENANAOeKGE4NXvv
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搖搖頭不再多想什麼,再次將視線放回床上,想破頭也於事無補。585Please respect copyright.PENANAxHg8tEU2WJ
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嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉,毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇,我跟你說喔---」585Please respect copyright.PENANAavGHQbko3H
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「好好,我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊,手卻被床上的人一把拉住,瞬間來的重心不穩,就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。585Please respect copyright.PENANATOaNFp4LQX
「嗚哇!」585Please respect copyright.PENANAkilZIE1dbP
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「對不起!有沒有壓到你?這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉,將身體微微撐起。585Please respect copyright.PENANAQcbYaxqTwr
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著,585Please respect copyright.PENANAMDrim113Ei
我有多久,沒見過他發自內心的笑容了?585Please respect copyright.PENANAQUuayr0JKQ
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我看著他閉目的俊臉,不知不覺有些著迷,完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡,自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗,卻總是為了誰保持單身。585Please respect copyright.PENANAALSjjuSwtB
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我認真的注視著,忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。585Please respect copyright.PENANAmG9UUPcmhM
哇,眼睫毛好長…585Please respect copyright.PENANAmEbdciijEX
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突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道,我來不及反應,只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉,心跳無意的漏了半拍。585Please respect copyright.PENANANxepWMttqQ
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被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭,自然而然的將唇貼了上來,溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。585Please respect copyright.PENANAlMDWCdtnXY
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…咦?585Please respect copyright.PENANAaJgd3JRlRj
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還沒搞清楚現在的狀況,嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣,撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇,擅自深入翻攪。585Please respect copyright.PENANARQ15FvFCir
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「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡,我掙扎著扭動,卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」585Please respect copyright.PENANAqkp0CyVH6H
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在快無法呼吸的前一秒,他的動作驟然停止,我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊,卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。585Please respect copyright.PENANAuLw0UA7E5M
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嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上,長瀏海擋住了表情,他發出低低的嗚咽。585Please respect copyright.PENANAZEkIuU0UCW
「愛你,不可以嗎…」585Please respect copyright.PENANAMmk9rWSqh5
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…他把我,誤認成誰了?585Please respect copyright.PENANAoHS6jYsE5S
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我哭得說不出話,只是搖搖頭,抄起他放在床邊的手機,刪除了自己的號碼後,不發一語的離開,像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。585Please respect copyright.PENANAEzoYcI31iT
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他,沒有挽留。585Please respect copyright.PENANAETBykIdrd9
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我喜歡姜幸宇。585Please respect copyright.PENANABPP1Q9p4cq
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小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看,只因為這樣,想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去,於是一直陪在他的身邊。585Please respect copyright.PENANA73fOU9Mxo4
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十七歲那年,我們兩個坐在速食店裡,看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天,臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。585Please respect copyright.PENANAmQ3YnpJz3T
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「喜歡一個人,是怎樣的感覺?」吸了一口可樂,我淡淡的開口。585Please respect copyright.PENANAclJOmS56oG
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「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下,臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」585Please respect copyright.PENANAlk7POAh0px
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「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇,想想之前好像也有類似的想像。585Please respect copyright.PENANA4hRJIcNM24
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想像把他壓在身下,盡情的疼愛他什麼的。585Please respect copyright.PENANAoUqOPeZXRX
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聽他一說,我才終於意識到這件事。585Please respect copyright.PENANABqafumDoX8
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我愛上了姜幸宇。585Please respect copyright.PENANAuI4djgyX8u
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。585Please respect copyright.PENANAloXBvGEOow
我愛上了不該愛上的,他。585Please respect copyright.PENANAxYFB3Mc2Ai
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那天在喝了幾杯酒,醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他,清醒過來時被他用力的甩開,我看著心愛的人的眼淚,這次終於是為我而落下的。585Please respect copyright.PENANAAT5aZYnJlP
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但,這並不是自己想要的…585Please respect copyright.PENANAKNeQ2tt5qd
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他的眼淚讓我的心很痛,在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時,我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。585Please respect copyright.PENANAeRGlsrrD13
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我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界,我們的關係,都是被我打壞的。585Please respect copyright.PENANA0xpOWCrAEF
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明明,我只希望一直守護著他的笑容,卻反而奪走了他的笑容。585Please respect copyright.PENANAJcuAUlJZMW
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「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機,看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼,我無法按下儲存。585Please respect copyright.PENANAiJ9MTQAQwY
所輸入的號碼不會儲存,確定要返回嗎?585Please respect copyright.PENANAfpNZRjUbUY
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「啪!」585Please respect copyright.PENANAAoPJ0VW4et
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我把手機丟了出去,毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁,和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你,便一無所有…585Please respect copyright.PENANA40tOcepeCL
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■ 有人說,太完美的愛是浪費時間,只因我們都是殘缺的。585Please respect copyright.PENANAF5u56dCL6z
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好,只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了,
其實那又是,另一個故事了。585Please respect copyright.PENANAEbQIcToeGz
能確定的是,我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡,持續的成長著,成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到,那時候……
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