※PTSD ※娛樂圈 ※醫師 ※心理治療 ※強暴 ※反轉 ※高H
入戲,原著童子。
攻:方熾(甄心),心理醫生(騷斷腿影帝)攻。221Please respect copyright.PENANAjxt3rUwVlx
受:高准(張准),PTSD患者(武打演員)受。
這部小說落花同樣是二刷,221Please respect copyright.PENANAI26l3ybiSj
第一次看的時候還沒開始寫分享文,221Please respect copyright.PENANAkgOhrUBy07
直到最近朋友推了我一下,221Please respect copyright.PENANAiwZ0VuUT26
我看了兩章節才反應過來,221Please respect copyright.PENANAiIHc5WjvQB
這是當初結局讓我意想不到的故事XD221Please respect copyright.PENANAuFSxqZbPik
要介紹這部必定大暴雷,221Please respect copyright.PENANAQw025nO102
會介意的朋友請止步!
※暴雷預警※221Please respect copyright.PENANA0biPejykG8
※暴雷預警※221Please respect copyright.PENANAd7sUzVh1eY
※暴雷預警※221Please respect copyright.PENANAPw6CCjhCwy
以下開始介紹整部劇情吧。
故事一開始,是以張准為中心,221Please respect copyright.PENANAnP5pz9qPK2
敘述他和女友交代自己接了一部同性戀題材的電影,221Please respect copyright.PENANAoyx6XtKKDy
確定他能接受這才前往劇組的。221Please respect copyright.PENANAfcoNUSh4K7
而與他為兩個主角的另一人是影帝甄心,221Please respect copyright.PENANAPIqinivaOf
為了讓不熟悉的二人能夠迅速培養感情,221Please respect copyright.PENANAbTUMoxiw4l
便在劇組的安排下,於開機前同居大半個月,221Please respect copyright.PENANA7z0884YNdx
兩人從不熟、嘗試觸碰、習慣、開始親密行為,221Please respect copyright.PENANAiS6cJQoTIg
到最後已經能輕易在對方的觸碰下點燃情慾。221Please respect copyright.PENANAOfnRJqvnYv
我認為這個作者最有趣的作法,221Please respect copyright.PENANANYu0nTA1Ka
便是以不同一個章節去區分戲裡戲外,221Please respect copyright.PENANAEwF4BXm3oN
第一章敘述張准與甄心,221Please respect copyright.PENANAm9vWX1qfGC
第二章就敘述兩人所飾演的高准和方熾,221Please respect copyright.PENANAzZoey22Yi0
輪流交替,不僅能看明白這部劇的內容,221Please respect copyright.PENANAwRrDEpLVqX
更能看清兩人在拍戲過程的情感碰撞,221Please respect copyright.PENANADhdoZsC33x
會有種一本小說看了兩個故事的錯位感。221Please respect copyright.PENANAXPKz1zeRyT
為了讓大家看明白,221Please respect copyright.PENANA4eNxa0ne7Q
我將兩個故事拆開敘述內容。221Please respect copyright.PENANAa2n3JaH45U
以戲外來說,221Please respect copyright.PENANAl8bR7kQEVV
張准與甄心在拍戲的過程裡漸漸「入戲」,221Please respect copyright.PENANA7IWptDAuA4
在一次次的糾纏裡發現了對彼此的在意,221Please respect copyright.PENANAWCgKQ5rNsz
更在一次次的碰撞中徹底被掰彎,221Please respect copyright.PENANAT6C91B280e
成為一對拋下女友並偷偷在一起的私下情。221Please respect copyright.PENANALGsFm5WoFt
卻在誤會與糾結過後,張准扔下甄心給他的戒指,221Please respect copyright.PENANAnE0wtfrHQz
彼此分離,直到又一次相遇,221Please respect copyright.PENANA98Ws5objgc
他看見甄心變成手機吊飾的戒指,221Please respect copyright.PENANAeDXpE1d0Qw
張准才拋下自己的隱忍與直面自己的情感,221Please respect copyright.PENANAZhwwWnrdlA
掏出掛在胸前的戒指,問他是不是還來得及,221Please respect copyright.PENANAs6xXql6YGF
留下一個還不錯的結局。221Please respect copyright.PENANAYS7kbHtLKU
以戲內來說,221Please respect copyright.PENANAx5jbJitPly
是以高准的女朋友左林林為主軸,221Please respect copyright.PENANAHu6lXJ3GOX
敘述她去找心理醫師的前男友方熾,221Please respect copyright.PENANAJRRaHjPLwO
希望他能夠幫助高准並開解他,221Please respect copyright.PENANA541TTzcKAl
解決他的心理問題。221Please respect copyright.PENANAiokYIHQLC9
一開始方熾心裡不是滋味,221Please respect copyright.PENANA6fV43xge2K
左林林與他分手後多年沒連繫,221Please respect copyright.PENANAmBJk8WSS4G
有了聯繫卻是因為她的現任男友出了問題,221Please respect copyright.PENANAwQGyujGA0C
這也導致起初是對高准起了不好的心思,221Please respect copyright.PENANAV0ENYFZD8D
試圖捉弄高准的。221Please respect copyright.PENANANUU5b9Svg7
作為心理醫師的他,221Please respect copyright.PENANAY9BuzUrlff
懂得拿捏他的心理活動,221Please respect copyright.PENANA8SWA9xatLb
換取他的信任,以他的信任去使喚他,221Please respect copyright.PENANA7D25kGUQNC
做著有違醫德的事,221Please respect copyright.PENANA63ILjpT7qt
卻在不久後發現自己對他逐漸在意,221Please respect copyright.PENANA9xsGyyyfca
隱約有了不能言說的意圖,221Please respect copyright.PENANA3wZ05M9fGE
甚至忍不住對這個曾經被強暴過的人施暴,221Please respect copyright.PENANAJaAfbFBW7w
成為了加害者,221Please respect copyright.PENANAbepUufffgO
而後狠狠切斷了兩人之間的聯繫,221Please respect copyright.PENANAI8JFOo1XEt
徹底從高准的視線消失。221Please respect copyright.PENANAV7PG6FXqgx
他離開後,221Please respect copyright.PENANA4hu8bqeMcY
高准不願相信他真的離開,221Please respect copyright.PENANAD414wj5yfK
每天打著電話,221Please respect copyright.PENANApooRFpDTWV
卻日復一日愈發墮落,221Please respect copyright.PENANAKmKKNY94Pi
開始了濫交行為尋找一夜又一夜的交歡,221Please respect copyright.PENANAdSkz8D50vE
甚至意外遇到當年的施暴者,221Please respect copyright.PENANAEWJWYgtCTB
被強迫著領回去,221Please respect copyright.PENANAAiofldwHSu
而後一天天被堵截、帶回家、上床、再離開。221Please respect copyright.PENANAinZyEl3KNs
過了很多天,221Please respect copyright.PENANAjD2dtnP8x9
因為愛上自己的病人的方熾,221Please respect copyright.PENANA9RZVeiRv0w
從某天起發現高准不再聯繫他了,221Please respect copyright.PENANAQfBBOO3ktI
他慌張、焦慮,漸漸失去理智,221Please respect copyright.PENANAXxG3OgN3gM
回撥回去才發現對方始終關機。221Please respect copyright.PENANAGJI8yIJABM
好不容易遇上了他,221Please respect copyright.PENANAx7Z35roe6I
才知道他竟然和當年的施暴者在一起了。221Please respect copyright.PENANAYZ46HVZbRH
他痛苦難當,221Please respect copyright.PENANAryoTpLSZ9C
高准甚至也意外發現了他在吃抗憂鬱的藥物,221Please respect copyright.PENANAbnHLY3JBMo
還發現他買了遮瑕液去遮掩自殘所留下的傷疤,221Please respect copyright.PENANA8oOXFhi1PB
最終兩人才終於走到了一起,221Please respect copyright.PENANAczzJu7XYuI
修成正果。221Please respect copyright.PENANAN9Jo7hpN9t
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大家發現了嗎?221Please respect copyright.PENANAeMjtJUk9ut
以上我介紹的反而是戲內較多,221Please respect copyright.PENANAStx52rghwJ
這也就不得不提到劇情的反轉了。221Please respect copyright.PENANAYjgROqJS8L
其實在看的過程中,221Please respect copyright.PENANAz9XvGwfjuI
他的拍戲的過程,221Please respect copyright.PENANA9ugsbyMyrG
和實際寫出來的高准和方熾的故事內容實際上是有出入的,221Please respect copyright.PENANAaL6U88wXQr
起初我沒多想,221Please respect copyright.PENANAM0USyzKNOY
以為是最終電影呈現出來的效果不一樣,221Please respect copyright.PENANA7O3V9RF1G1
看到結尾才知道原來不是!221Please respect copyright.PENANANfNu9P6WUH
故事結尾,221Please respect copyright.PENANAACNqLigouJ
是高准和方熾兩人在給人按摩舒壓,221Please respect copyright.PENANANykTDttKMI
而前面的一連串故事,221Please respect copyright.PENANAm4Fw0kJGmq
是方熾的朋友以兩人的故事進行改編,221Please respect copyright.PENANA8T4GruS6Ab
寫出了「出演他倆故事的張准與甄心」的故事,221Please respect copyright.PENANAlnDEeQFPnX
這實際只是一本書!221Please respect copyright.PENANA3KXyo98DMt
這太讓我意外了(〃∀〃)221Please respect copyright.PENANADOksLVxcx4
也是我時隔多時會記得這部作品的原因。221Please respect copyright.PENANAuUXiS1d1UZ
整體來說這個這個作者的敘述用詞很美,221Please respect copyright.PENANAvmjKQjnMn1肉也多(?),故事表達方式第一次見,221Please respect copyright.PENANAf6DcxZ8syq
讓我看完之後挺驚喜也挺喜歡的。221Please respect copyright.PENANA4HnMsieBFy
劇中劇的表達手法很厲害,221Please respect copyright.PENANAXu9UmaByg4
在此推薦給大家,221Please respect copyright.PENANApx8rEwlmLF
有興趣的朋友歡迎找來看哦(*´∀`)~♥221Please respect copyright.PENANAjb8iKfe9AN
甄心發起狠,一口叼住張准的嘴,只是叼著,沒別的什麼,張准愣愣睜著眼,從一個近到模糊的距離看著他,一刻不停的閃光燈仿佛無數片破碎的夢,夢裡折射出對方瞳孔的光,光的盡頭是一頃漆黑的海,靈魂就迷醉在那海浪裡。
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高准很享受被一根硬邦邦的東西戳著的感覺,興奮地吐出幾口長氣,像是歎息又像是痛苦:「不許愛我……」他不要臉地張開大腿:「只睡我就夠了。」221Please respect copyright.PENANAP2WOPd8Pp0
這種時候,Justin才忍不住問:「那個人……」他指的是方熾,可「不要你了嗎」這種話,輕易卻說不出口。221Please respect copyright.PENANAEDsCAoCPw3