(1)死217Please respect copyright.PENANANoQt0ztIxq
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他在梳化上猛然醒來。217Please respect copyright.PENANA1aDp8VPlLx
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電視仍然亮著,新聞報導員正在講述關於疫情的新聞和消息。內容千篇一律,悶人又煩人。217Please respect copyright.PENANAbWMD356RYQ
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他打個呵欠,伸個懶腰。雙掌使勁按壓梳化,借力撐起整個人,避免膝頭過份受力。許是在凹陷的梳化坐得太長時間,大腿和臀部均感到少許麻痺。不至於會跌倒的程度,但他下意識地一邊倚扶著傢具,一邊拖著腳步走向浴室。217Please respect copyright.PENANAr5ExoiXW3j
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人老了,身體差了,動作遲緩了,連小便如此簡單和基本的本能也變得困難。甭提總是瞄不準便器,尿液還要是逐滴逐滴慢慢滴出來,彷彿要滴乾他的尊嚴。217Please respect copyright.PENANAY60qbn4lho
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怎麼辦?可以怎麼辦?吹口哨吧。口吹曲子,耳邊響起熟悉的歌聲,心裡默唸自勵自欺的歌詞。217Please respect copyright.PENANAtCUbDKoeUG
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莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張217Please respect copyright.PENANAq3SiiPCt7f
誰亦要經風與浪 誰遇挫敗不受傷217Please respect copyright.PENANAXbqr5L1B4j
逝去的 莫再想 路正崎嶇更漫長217Please respect copyright.PENANAXE3AjUnXhC
何用嘆息風裏望 寶貴光陰笑著量217Please respect copyright.PENANAmUFMNXk798
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小便後,步出浴室,再次聽到報導員的沉悶腔調。217Please respect copyright.PENANAaVBCubz3wV
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抵不住。217Please respect copyright.PENANAo4vQ7VMj9b
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他決定到公園散步。217Please respect copyright.PENANAIWoFvz2khT
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望望手錶,是上午十時半。難怪放眼所見多是上年紀的人。217Please respect copyright.PENANAW33pPzNjKh
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好福氣的,或是三五成群談天說地,或是在家傭的攙扶下散步。福薄的,或是推著購物車奔波買餸,或是顫巍巍地被送上療養院的巴士。217Please respect copyright.PENANApuIzf85lLD
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自己有福氣嗎?托賴。能走能動能講能吃,與兒孫同住。雖偶有口角,卻也沒有特別煩心事。217Please respect copyright.PENANAf5yb5GCOUO
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他知道自己該要感恩,奈何始終沒能衷心感謝上天。217Please respect copyright.PENANAVp8zbbw1dG
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輕嘆一聲。繼續走。217Please respect copyright.PENANACrcaRmlGft
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。217Please respect copyright.PENANAsGUe5VFZrU
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他不自已憶起亡妻……217Please respect copyright.PENANA8JYs3pJC14
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三年前的夏天,她在家跌倒,傷及腿部筋骨,自此總是步履不穩,走路時偶爾會突然腳軟跌倒。兒子勸她多休息,不要外出。她明白兒子苦心,奈何整天悶在家中令她心情抑鬱,精神越益差勁。217Please respect copyright.PENANAejeKpylvqb
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他偷偷帶她到公園散步散心。217Please respect copyright.PENANARtZsmiG8iF
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「我的腿康復不了,是嗎?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAUQyQBBVwjs
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「不是。你向來身體強健,這小小傷勢不是大問題。」217Please respect copyright.PENANAsXSlPrQOC3
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「我何時可以痊癒?我想去探望朋友。」217Please respect copyright.PENANAYn06QyhxPI
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「快了、快了。不用著急!」217Please respect copyright.PENANAUCVizJwh65
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「即是何時?」217Please respect copyright.PENANASvyldtcdKz
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「下一個夏天。」217Please respect copyright.PENANAz6ivTvjb7p
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她幽幽回望,驚訝丈夫斬釘截鐵交出一個確實答案——醫生也不敢斷言她會否康復。217Please respect copyright.PENANAVOC0Cm2qRN
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。217Please respect copyright.PENANAl99liAL5F9
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感動,明明眼前只有絕望。217Please respect copyright.PENANAeM3vNcrZ4V
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她的手忽爾不再無力,牢牢緊挽住丈夫的臂膀。217Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4rqrDoscr
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奇蹟?希望?不。僅是信念,難以言喻的,難以理解的。他不是神、不是醫生、不是專業人士。他僅是一個脾氣古怪的躁狂糟老頭。但她就是相信他。217Please respect copyright.PENANAC9CyZxsYpG
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內心終於安定下來。217Please respect copyright.PENANALSvvW7jfSc
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她沒再糾結於健康問題,開始向丈夫講述她的未來夏日大計:「探望朋友前,我要先辦一件十分要緊的事——吃『菠蘿油』!」217Please respect copyright.PENANAcF8jrifYvp
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「但你的血糖……」217Please respect copyright.PENANAJCoPwrXU3D
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「我向來身體強健,這小小血糖問題不是大問題。」217Please respect copyright.PENANACUIPbdt02r
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他會心一笑,笑她依舊貪吃如豬。217Please respect copyright.PENANA492aw8AaBn
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下一個夏天到來。她的腿傷還是沒能康復,走路時拐得更嚴重。217Please respect copyright.PENANATZcNaKmFw5
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兒子送她一根拐杖。217Please respect copyright.PENANAPRtL7ny5LV
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當晚,她躲在浴室裡啜泣。他沒有上前安慰,因為所有安慰說話都沒能扭轉衰老之勢,倒不如讓她盡情宣洩情緒。217Please respect copyright.PENANA7T8ZCWyHbL
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她不知道,整個晚上,丈夫徹夜無眠,眼睜睜望著天花,細聽她的哭聲,細想她的未來。217Please respect copyright.PENANArnZGiCL3eg
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天亮,兒子和媳婦準時離家上班去。他送孫兒到學校後,馬上回家慫恿妻子一起外出逛街。「夏天嘛!當然要吃『菠蘿油』!」217Please respect copyright.PENANAXACaBrZiVl
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妻子笑了,連忙穿上最漂亮的衣褲鞋襪,戴上最喜歡的髮夾,塗上最鮮色的紅唇膏。她沒有使用兒子送她的拐杖,因為丈夫就是世上最好的拐杖——依著他、靠著他,她安然走到今時今日的七十高齡。217Please respect copyright.PENANA6VQuEoEJex
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鐵路車站裡,人流如鯽,彷彿有股無形的強力水流在背後催促著。他懶理,繼續保持慢調,只知自己不僅是自己。217Please respect copyright.PENANAuXPXJfvO63
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終於來到馳名的冰廳,二人各點一客「菠蘿油」。不好吃,亦不是回憶中的味道。217Please respect copyright.PENANAKccK4cwHJe
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不要緊,反正「菠蘿油」僅是一個名目而已。217Please respect copyright.PENANASD9L9Zm2O2
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夫婦相視而笑。笑甚麼,不知道,大概是完成了十分重要的事情吧。217Please respect copyright.PENANAoV7tL3Y91r
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於願足矣。217Please respect copyright.PENANAQyjkSzGf5b
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沒過幾天,還未開始探望朋友,她已於睡夢中悄然離世……217Please respect copyright.PENANA2C1sAfqWd2
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公園裡,樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。217Please respect copyright.PENANA4cNl1zictW
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他不動聲息,藏起思念,繼續開步走。217Please respect copyright.PENANAudjemevuwt
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總得走下去,不是嗎?217Please respect copyright.PENANARyjDEuUGZs
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不努力走下去,就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。217Please respect copyright.PENANA3XQOrwyhvh
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走到涼亭,看見熟悉的棋友正在對弈。217Please respect copyright.PENANAjFBeYimjij
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棋局中,事事分明,步步無情。217Please respect copyright.PENANAAEhfeJd545
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他專注觀賽,全然忘記身後的樹影鳥蟲。
(2)病217Please respect copyright.PENANAhZMetCPpnU
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他在床上徐徐張眼。217Please respect copyright.PENANAUuQ3dBRjcm
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床褥太軟,腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。217Please respect copyright.PENANAtFKZUUI43J
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暈眩冉退,目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者,他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。217Please respect copyright.PENANAfxQYXzbxjh
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嗯。醫院。217Please respect copyright.PENANAUDsKPxOlLp
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接受醫生的檢查,證實無恙後,獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄,已通知兒子和媳婦,只待他們前來接送。217Please respect copyright.PENANA6j9iiBubtN
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醫生離開後,護士也去忙別的。217Please respect copyright.PENANAQTRBJNg6DB
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他呆坐床上,默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回,感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀,總得要到醫院走幾趟,實屬平常不過的事情,對吧?217Please respect copyright.PENANAAuaLZ0nhHh
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如他所料,兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。217Please respect copyright.PENANAoA4aWixKtP
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱,熱昏了。」217Please respect copyright.PENANATH1TQQxNVw
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「那就多待在家裡避暑,不要外出四處走動。」217Please respect copyright.PENANAOjFIejDAKN
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「知道。」217Please respect copyright.PENANAXPvGMGriGn
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院,在街邊截下的士,直驅住所。217Please respect copyright.PENANAgYeaLaG7ZQ
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車廂裡,二人不發一言,各自對著窗外景物發愣。217Please respect copyright.PENANAQGOq0l35pg
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沒有怨氣或鬱結,只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。217Please respect copyright.PENANA5cfGdqaAfD
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡,無窮。217Please respect copyright.PENANAEBIpg8Tk9O
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兒子倏忽開口,神色惘然。217Please respect copyright.PENANA30kFDpPsSG
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「我有末期肝癌,剩半年壽命。」217Please respect copyright.PENANAHIBOqalCQT
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「她知道了沒?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAW4fNUPOHEm
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「不打算告訴她。」217Please respect copyright.PENANATb9LaXOzrd
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療?」217Please respect copyright.PENANA8zmcK3aDDN
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兒子笑而不語。217Please respect copyright.PENANAjO98rkOCu7
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他愣住片刻,良久才道:「明白。」217Please respect copyright.PENANAymbdbqSgLP
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊,以示感謝。217Please respect copyright.PENANAv79VJrW68v
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲,逕自到浴室洗澡去。217Please respect copyright.PENANAc2jbUIVZ3B
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蒸氣瀰漫,看得見,抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始,也抓不著終結。217Please respect copyright.PENANAX1EA4ENpDl
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來,沒能選擇長大與否,沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛,沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死,全是沒能選擇的。217Please respect copyright.PENANATZUbDTSNzM
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翌日,兒子和媳婦如常上班,孫兒如常上學,家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。217Please respect copyright.PENANAXSp9BXHH68
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他決定到公園走走。217Please respect copyright.PENANA2uKqLYhwpA
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。217Please respect copyright.PENANAEnAca8ySoU
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此樹是否去年那樹?此鳥是否去年那鳥?此蟲是否去年那蟲?要緊,不要緊。在意,沒能在意。217Please respect copyright.PENANAabhdlzbDuy
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幽幽踏步,皆因內心焦躁。217Please respect copyright.PENANA8pjY96hLrO
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來到涼亭,棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他,感到難過。他認為無論難過與否,該死的時候總得要死。217Please respect copyright.PENANA2qGPgvorNS
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全場一片默然。217Please respect copyright.PENANAwbE6VVDxXX
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。217Please respect copyright.PENANAaBHann20o4
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不要問為何。不要問感受。217Please respect copyright.PENANArFjuE62A2E
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。217Please respect copyright.PENANA8W5yLygYe5
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正午,他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午,孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦,他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間,一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上,被匆匆推送入急症室深處。217Please respect copyright.PENANAUjBfkS3MBK
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。217Please respect copyright.PENANA9g4oieRVjQ
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站,然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久,醫生步出急症室,宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。217Please respect copyright.PENANAcakMPs1XXQ
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。217Please respect copyright.PENANAVIdXtsCGLb
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然,皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。217Please respect copyright.PENANAmm0JYu2Lpg
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「爺爺,很熱啊!」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。217Please respect copyright.PENANA2s4OvzAI5s
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「嗯。」對於眼前一切,他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。217Please respect copyright.PENANAVMtajqFSuY
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晚餐後,兒子在露台抽菸,媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子,五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟,此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。217Please respect copyright.PENANAOE6kX5i0Kl
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跳跳跳,有節奏地跳個不停,像心臟。217Please respect copyright.PENANAKD5Znt1RSr
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心臟停止跳動當刻,棋友有何感受?掛念未完的棋局?掛念急症室外的男女親友?217Please respect copyright.PENANAF4DkDIhxHH
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他的目光不期然瞄向露台,看著兒子呼出個個煙圈,圈圈復圈圈,冉升消散不復見。217Please respect copyright.PENANA4i2WBPxQBn
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不復見。217Please respect copyright.PENANAUzR35C7HRN
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他莫名的被深深憾動。217Please respect copyright.PENANAT1ERKYCClU
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走到兒子身邊,告知棋友的死訊。217Please respect copyright.PENANAiqcHeJupjZ
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毋須明言,兒子已猜測到他的用意。217Please respect copyright.PENANApWqfNmzCZx
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「我不怕死。」217Please respect copyright.PENANAbnNdoP6Y0s
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕,只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」217Please respect copyright.PENANArgJl41jW9x
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「你有沒有想要完成的事?」217Please respect copyright.PENANA1Oy825UxLL
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「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」217Please respect copyright.PENANAdL5dJJsluJ
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「她的叮囑?」217Please respect copyright.PENANArHMDCrsxfh
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「不。她離開得太突然,我沒機會問她,只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」217Please respect copyright.PENANArclrYqHrEM
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「別傻!她不願看見你耿耿於懷!」217Please respect copyright.PENANApnzxoXSMvI
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「她沒這麼說。」217Please respect copyright.PENANAGSEZLuoGcd
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兒子苦笑,笑他彆扭。217Please respect copyright.PENANAWibLhd5F6P
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再次不了了之?他以為是,直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。217Please respect copyright.PENANAb3Kkxqn8sw
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無論大家怎樣勸說,兒子依然不願接受治療,堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。217Please respect copyright.PENANAjjbQYk7k8W
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半年後,兒子沒死去。一年後,兒子仍活著。三年半後,兒子依然沒斷氣。217Please respect copyright.PENANA4OBDCIJbqv
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問何解。醫生說原因不明,但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。217Please respect copyright.PENANAo4jnsh3kL0
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離開醫院、歸家路上,兒子和他拐到公園散步去。217Please respect copyright.PENANAQn6PQVANcA
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。217Please respect copyright.PENANAxmHhSkp5cg
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「你多活了三年半。」217Please respect copyright.PENANAwBEUS1hiHR
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」217Please respect copyright.PENANAh2LDPn4gQp
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「想繼續吃?」217Please respect copyright.PENANA74pTHguOUU
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」217Please respect copyright.PENANAlrVOHdOUJA
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒,希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子,在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後,才重回職場繼續拼搏。217Please respect copyright.PENANAie5lB14DEs
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他為兒子衷心高興著,亦感謝上蒼的好生之德,沒有帶走……217Please respect copyright.PENANAfrh467tcHe
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兒子呢?217Please respect copyright.PENANAVKgReCkKPF
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。217Please respect copyright.PENANAsHMic8qGYA
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啊!記起來了。217Please respect copyright.PENANAPtKz8MrAXH
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外,下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊,沒能重回職場,沒能享受期待已久的夏日。217Please respect copyright.PENANAL0UBGEPRhd
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果然。217Please respect copyright.PENANAMEYYVoaYGM
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不努力走下去,就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。217Please respect copyright.PENANAYBBT5JSmyh
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中,他繼續走。217Please respect copyright.PENANAMJ8y5Vzdbu
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。
(3)老217Please respect copyright.PENANAZOLxUSJYka
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他在搖搖椅上猛然醒來。217Please respect copyright.PENANA23miCMOKZg
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望望掛鐘,七時半。該要喚醒孫兒。217Please respect copyright.PENANASKZIsPZGpo
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輕敲孫兒房門,不聞回應。推門內進,不見孫兒身影。房內枱櫃床鋪依舊,掛牆照片卻變了樣——相中人稚嫩不再,五官英氣。他頓時意會到孫兒早已不再是黏人的小孩子,不需要他的照顧。217Please respect copyright.PENANA3mWs54VmEt
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若有所失。217Please respect copyright.PENANASwjkgYldxQ
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到公園散心吧。217Please respect copyright.PENANAJmh40KXGH4
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公園裡,美好回憶俯拾皆是。217Please respect copyright.PENANA31KaEcUcXn
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憶起跟妻子慢步於蟲鳴之中,憶起與兒子傻傻追尋鳥叫源頭,憶起和孫兒偷偷在樹身刻字。217Please respect copyright.PENANA6RdyFWfoi3
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離開緩步徑,闖入樹林。217Please respect copyright.PENANAYZL3K1kTcf
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找樹。找到那樹。217Please respect copyright.PENANAPLEnMqdXxy
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不,不是它——因著樹身變得粗壯,刻記模糊難辨。217Please respect copyright.PENANAxrS4lFrxaX
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此樹不是當年那樹,正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。217Please respect copyright.PENANAlYg28uEW9U
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡,無論願意不願意。217Please respect copyright.PENANAH0d0HtWgyr
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不願意。217Please respect copyright.PENANAaUeDx23khc
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想逃。217Please respect copyright.PENANAv5Saohtx3t
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逃!217Please respect copyright.PENANAc2qn3pn9ab
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逃出樹林。217Please respect copyright.PENANAPlaeKAyRaT
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彷如隔世。217Please respect copyright.PENANAWYNwDBVb4U
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陽光刺眼,氣溫熬人。不是回憶裡的現實。217Please respect copyright.PENANAIoKfSqueoQ
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倏忽忘了路,忘了如何走下去……217Please respect copyright.PENANAhsFzGC48qe
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一青年步入警署。217Please respect copyright.PENANArOoGvmMkIh
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「你是誰?」217Please respect copyright.PENANA73Cj6HHL8M
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「我是你的孫兒。」217Please respect copyright.PENANAac4J0URQWI
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「嗯……」217Please respect copyright.PENANATLwkL32kKn
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「爺爺,回家吧。」217Please respect copyright.PENANA1q07jjNgOo
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「嗯……」217Please respect copyright.PENANAXVxdocTPRS
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家。他在搖搖椅上搖著、搖著,天花燈在眼前晃著、晃著,孫兒在廚房裡頭忙著、忙著。217Please respect copyright.PENANAYUq8IvQ2GR
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一切近在眼前,卻又無比遙遠。反觀那些遠在天邊的,竟顯得如此接近。217Please respect copyright.PENANAufheSkjyBX
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是否忘記了甚麼?217Please respect copyright.PENANAeE3l9Cf6Do
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目光無意間落在緊閉的主人房房門上——何解兒子沒有一起吃午餐?217Please respect copyright.PENANA0Pi2UnaLAQ
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輕敲主人房房門,不聞回應。欲推門內進,卻發現房門上鎖——自己被兒子嫌棄了嗎?217Please respect copyright.PENANAe8vzL82ZYj
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激動。拍拍拍,踢踢踢,吵吵吵。217Please respect copyright.PENANAWOZOw315V0
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「快開門!我要跟你聊天!快開門!來!快開門!」217Please respect copyright.PENANAGTE8Zxjqyb
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孫兒應聲衝出廚房,上前阻止他吵鬧。拍門的手轉而搥打孫兒。孫兒逆來順受,硬生生吃痛。217Please respect copyright.PENANAwxfBxzAeBV
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「爸爸不在房間裡。」217Please respect copyright.PENANAtIg3TyFCZQ
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「你騙我!他一定在裡面!」217Please respect copyright.PENANAEdEtBgW7Ae
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「爺爺,你看看掛鐘——爸爸尚未下班,還在公司。」217Please respect copyright.PENANAknzYLAxMEO
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未下班?在公司?他瞄向掛鐘——的確未到兒子下班時間。可是總覺得有甚麼不對勁……217Please respect copyright.PENANAk0hKyWVixv
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見他愣住,孫兒馬上抓緊時機分散他的注意力:「爺爺,不如一起到公園散步。」217Please respect copyright.PENANAW1EZJ7H2cL
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公園裡,美好回憶俯拾皆是。217Please respect copyright.PENANA8wHabapVfa
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他享受沿路的樹影鳥蟲,孫兒只著眼於面前的佝僂身影——希望他忘記剛才的亂局吧,那就不用向他解釋家庭現況……217Please respect copyright.PENANAm78CqNwmPw
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爸爸癱瘓後,媽媽獨力扛起家庭重擔。數年以來,乳臭未乾的孩子、癱瘓的丈夫、腦部日漸退化的家翁以及工作壓力狠狠將她壓垮。她捱不下去,離家出走。爸爸難以接受愛妻的絕情,一直鬱鬱寡歡。217Please respect copyright.PENANALMdqzeL4yB
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某個深夜,忽聞爺爺自言自語。起床查探,驚見爺爺對著垂頭不動的爸爸侃侃而談。窗戶半掩,冷風吹得爸爸頭髮凌亂,臉色慘白。滿房遍地都是涼透的菸屁股。淡淡的菸味在鼻腔彌留不散,卻偏偏嗅不出半絲生命的氣息……217Please respect copyright.PENANA9Y4bGlQrSb
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。217Please respect copyright.PENANADNWLWTxFTw
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「不用發愁啊!」217Please respect copyright.PENANATCyvjBNU8W
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「你知道我在愁甚麼?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAEfDi0jBOkV
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「考試成績嘛!」217Please respect copyright.PENANAd9gJZTqpMK
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「對!我就是擔心考試成績!」217Please respect copyright.PENANASyPpfh6cYT
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「傻孩子!考試只是人生的一小部份,毋須將成績看得過份重要!」217Please respect copyright.PENANA55L0sglHsX
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「嗯,我知道了……」217Please respect copyright.PENANAaF63lCnrhD
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孫兒唯唯諾諾,以假笑作結。217Please respect copyright.PENANAVteO4GkqKK
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結伴走了又一段路。217Please respect copyright.PENANAPXRXUsvAND
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他望望孫兒——像曾經的兒子,也像曾經的他。217Please respect copyright.PENANA2UdTceahMp
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憶起關於兒子的一切,憶起關於自己的一切。217Please respect copyright.PENANAATAIUmEncU
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希望孫身兒能夠好好活下去,活得比兒子好,活得比他好。217Please respect copyright.PENANAeXy9zmZnhl
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絕不能重覆亡妻與兒子的錯誤,留下一堆永遠沒解的執著予孫兒。217Please respect copyright.PENANAesz2TWwuJZ
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。217Please respect copyright.PENANAoIW3sZ0lQF
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「不用發愁啊!」217Please respect copyright.PENANAEYDMH79qzk
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「爺爺放心!考試而已,難不倒我!」217Please respect copyright.PENANAX9hxMTjWTE
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「對於考試也好、爺爺也好,如果你累了,就乾脆放下吧!」217Please respect copyright.PENANA7bkg0ufUOE
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他淡然一笑,笑孫兒長高長肉不長大。217Please respect copyright.PENANAOi9Gf9MKA6
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孫兒傻了眼——他是真瘋或是假傻?217Please respect copyright.PENANA1nC8n4A17y
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沒待孫兒辨清真假,他已然幽幽踏步開步走。217Please respect copyright.PENANADKoggHEylU
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孫兒沒有追上。知道自己該要追上,但雙腳偏偏誠實地佇立原地——多麼希望爺爺可以從此消失。217Please respect copyright.PENANAi7xj25eiB6
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佝僂身影幽幽遠去,沒入婆娑樹影當中不復見。217Please respect copyright.PENANAA3RqaY6mLu
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鳥繼續叫,蟲繼續鳴,不過往後的夏天從此走了調。217Please respect copyright.PENANAhv5Ympop1U
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沒有在意的人,沒有在意自己的人,無論願意不願意。217Please respect copyright.PENANACXeFSLgHV1
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。慢慢記起很多,慢慢忘記很多。217Please respect copyright.PENANAGE8VH7kdLb
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忘記為何自己會獨自一人走在樹林當中。217Please respect copyright.PENANAv9lX3T3UD3
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找樹?找不到那樹。217Please respect copyright.PENANAYgmaJegY9z
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此樹不是當年那樹,正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。217Please respect copyright.PENANA8byq0swuUM
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡,無論願意不願意。217Please respect copyright.PENANArOfUoXAHr2
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願意。217Please respect copyright.PENANAlD5jsfvCnA
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無謂白花力氣去逃避。無人能夠逃過生老病死。217Please respect copyright.PENANAvh75Nzwb1w
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身累,心累。就此停下來,可以嗎……217Please respect copyright.PENANAteJKq2voJM
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一青年步入醫院。217Please respect copyright.PENANAiZIjKCXjTJ
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「你是誰?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAB4RVa2jaPd
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「我是你的孫兒。」217Please respect copyright.PENANAU19uOCEnpc
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「嗯……」217Please respect copyright.PENANA7KJaHiK0q5
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「爺爺,回家吧。」217Please respect copyright.PENANAxAAmKPo9K6
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「嗯……」
(4)生217Please respect copyright.PENANAdscMcAafZB
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他在輪椅上猛然醒來。217Please respect copyright.PENANAvDyqxAL047
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。217Please respect copyright.PENANAX2ON6M5dM3
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爺孫二人身處公園大道上。217Please respect copyright.PENANAxPRDf6vQW7
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「口渴嗎?來,喝些許清水吧!」217Please respect copyright.PENANAv6icNHiwBf
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孫兒停步,從背囊掏出保溫水壺,欠身將插於壺嘴的飲管置於他雙唇之間。217Please respect copyright.PENANArso0APaT8t
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他沒有吸吮。217Please respect copyright.PENANA6qOpld5lUB
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孫兒保持這姿勢好一會,惟見他沒反應,也只好收起水壺。217Please respect copyright.PENANAglvxkE0kNZ
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罷。217Please respect copyright.PENANA5z0NHepIdW
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。217Please respect copyright.PENANAvL15JAnnUz
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他覺得這地方很眼熟,卻又苦苦想不起更多關於這地方的回憶。217Please respect copyright.PENANAQOS6pBOa3T
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不要緊。217Please respect copyright.PENANAI4KSqUyGea
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反正該是不重要的事情——自己寶刀未老,才未糊塗得忘記重要事情。217Please respect copyright.PENANAjJt8heTRCP
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他仍是那個身體健康的他,每天為養活妻兒勞碌奔波。妻子貪吃,尤愛「菠蘿油」,於是他偶爾會帶她到冰廳享用下午茶。兒子是個單純正直的小孩,深信「一分耕耘,一分收穫」,於是他一直暗暗為兒子籌謀、護航……他很自豪,自覺是個好丈夫、好爸爸。217Please respect copyright.PENANAQG0I4y9spy
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嘴角輕揚。217Please respect copyright.PENANArbWO5EOPwI
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一。217Please respect copyright.PENANAnYkdeDYLWg
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二。217Please respect copyright.PENANA2cottpEDiA
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三。217Please respect copyright.PENANA3njTP1o4kW
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那抹難以察覺的微笑僅維持了三秒。217Please respect copyright.PENANADDAYRSXjJA
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三秒後,他忘記了前三秒的快樂,正如他忘記了大半生的重要人事物。217Please respect copyright.PENANAnp5QH0tUBP
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要緊的,不再要緊。217Please respect copyright.PENANAR2fwIKN6En
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罷。217Please respect copyright.PENANADgmpvtY7P7
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。217Please respect copyright.PENANAXqFQEFOUdY
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循著鳥蟲之聲,他的眼珠子微微往上瞄。葉間隙縫的陽光誘人卻刺眼。217Please respect copyright.PENANAUW0YtOQOyt
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輪椅一直前進,映入眼簾的紛亂光影不斷交替、退去、消失。217Please respect copyright.PENANATv8y6GiylR
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在最後的最後,他眼前只餘一盞佇立於公園外的交通燈。217Please respect copyright.PENANAyaqTI61rMx
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紅燈。217Please respect copyright.PENANAeLKOgtLaAJ
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「爺爺,這可能是我們最後一次一起逛公園。」217Please respect copyright.PENANAPVVB1mJqYs
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孫兒彷彿自言自語。217Please respect copyright.PENANAUwzFkSRbuH
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綠燈。217Please respect copyright.PENANA9QisZgxSH6
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孫兒沒有開步走。217Please respect copyright.PENANAxwaTjvVPCg
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紅燈。217Please respect copyright.PENANAf3VOm4Ooys
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「爺爺,我日後會盡量抽時間去探望你。」217Please respect copyright.PENANARpiwpt2FDc
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孫兒彷彿對空氣許下諾言。217Please respect copyright.PENANApjf2kMtF3c
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綠燈。217Please respect copyright.PENANAebfmYabbGU
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孫兒仍然沒有開步走。217Please respect copyright.PENANAz1WayrrbWf
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紅燈。217Please respect copyright.PENANApPKLFO6TZD
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「爺爺,你會怪責我嗎?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAX0CDB2HgGb
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孫兒問空氣,縱使知道空氣沒能回應。217Please respect copyright.PENANANaB46GvXXD
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綠燈。217Please respect copyright.PENANAWX1rz80PEm
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「爺爺,放心。我會努力繼續走。」217Please respect copyright.PENANAGc3eA1XXXz
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孫兒抿抿雙唇,藏起憂思,推著輪椅開步走。217Please respect copyright.PENANALwV9ge3IXf
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總得走下去,不是嗎?不努力走下去,就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。217Please respect copyright.PENANApJtIdv2HxE
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這是從他身上學懂的。217Please respect copyright.PENANA2orpu5ryam
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一生受用。217Please respect copyright.PENANAFknToajfVV
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「爺爺,謝謝你。」217Please respect copyright.PENANANJv64pUUOj
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孫兒的話猶如耳邊風,進不了他的耳,到不了他的心。217Please respect copyright.PENANAdafrgX69zr
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要緊的,其實不要緊。217Please respect copyright.PENANA3XrVnb4EL7
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罷。217Please respect copyright.PENANAELx0r4c6sJ
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他被送上安老院專車。217Please respect copyright.PENANAx3R4SOgCf2
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車窗外,無光街燈迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡,無窮。217Please respect copyright.PENANAU5PxtHruiF
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腦海裡,無數樹影鳥蟲交替、退去、消失。217Please respect copyright.PENANAoNzLbtBtyc
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他被動地遠離昔日一切。217Please respect copyright.PENANAYkz6ESrMYQ
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要緊的,不再要緊。217Please respect copyright.PENANAjDXnax0MYs
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他克盡己任,沒有遺憾。217Please respect copyright.PENANAR5lQr6r9Tz
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他忘記前塵,沒有執著。217Please respect copyright.PENANAYB6W9qDtj4
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有如被踐踏的梳化,有如被點燃的香菸,有如被吞吃的「菠蘿油」。217Please respect copyright.PENANAvFrMJ8Gfi7
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毫不在意未來的每個夏日。
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***創作概念:人生四苦——生老病死——免不了,唯有盡量好好面對和處理,令苦痛時間減短。人到晚年,對四苦感受尤深。死,可以由身邊同輩身上深切體會到;病,也許是身體發出的一個警號,提醒你要珍惜光陰和重要的人事物;老,可說是身體的老去,也可以說是精神上的成長;生,沒有永恆的生命,只得將自身的經驗和知識傳承予後代。好好面對和處理四苦,是其中一種令生命變得圓滿和有意義的方法。217Please respect copyright.PENANAqIZtLfRXGE