From Yesterday till Today https://www.penana.com/feed/62459 Klein only wanted to be happy but he has too many secrets. He is also afraid of commitment but he can't help falling in love with Eliot and Raymond. - literal summary :) en Penana From Yesterday till Today Page 24 https://www.penana.com/story/62459/from-yesterday-till-today/issue/25 6/7/2019First of all, I just want to state that this will be the last entry of my diary- diary because I now accept it for what it is. This will be the last one because I think it is not good to remember bad memories or experiences. Of course you can learn from them but I think I won't heal from this one. Many things happened today that it Wed, 24 Jun 2020 16:13:07 +0000 From Yesterday till Today Page 23 https://www.penana.com/story/62459/from-yesterday-till-today/issue/24 6/5/2019AT LAST!!!!! I'VE DONE IT!!!! I didn't forget any step and my hands didn't get too sweaty so it was perfect. I heard some applause after the routine. Scott, Henry and Jerico complimented me and I can't seem to forget the flattery. But later on, Scott told me that things work differently at the club. He said that if I danced like th Tue, 23 Jun 2020 13:12:23 +0000 From Yesterday till Today Page 22 https://www.penana.com/story/62459/from-yesterday-till-today/issue/23 6/4/2019The cafeteria's lunch was better than usual so the conversation got longer with my coursemates. At first, we were just bashing our professors and then we started talking about love life. Most of them had relationships and I didn't show any strange reaction at all but they all thought I was hiding something from them. I Mon, 22 Jun 2020 11:43:03 +0000 From Yesterday till Today Page 21 https://www.penana.com/story/62459/from-yesterday-till-today/issue/22 6/3/2019I just realized finals is already at my doorstep but my body is not ready yet. I don't remember half of what I learned at uni because it's not interesting at all and I just hate most of my professors because their scumbags. It's like their all plotting for their students to fail. I'm still a second year but I am more h Fri, 19 Jun 2020 11:51:15 +0000 From Yesterday till Today Page 20 https://www.penana.com/story/62459/from-yesterday-till-today/issue/21 6/1/2019He was wearing burberry while I was wearing target. This guy and I are clearly not meant to be friends. But there we were at the mall, sharin a cup of gelato because I said that I didn't want it but it really looked delicious so I politely asked if he could share some. While we were at the escalator, he told me that he wants to buy Thu, 18 Jun 2020 15:54:37 +0000 From Yesterday till Today Page 19 https://www.penana.com/story/62459/from-yesterday-till-today/issue/20 5/29/2019I've checked the calendar and it seems that I've been practicing how to pole dance for 16 days; minus that day I got really depressed. I guess that means I'm very serious about this and I've been considering quitting my job at the cafe. Well, I would really miss the free and tasty coffee, and the occasional free bread or cu Wed, 17 Jun 2020 11:59:49 +0000 From Yesterday till Today Page 18 https://www.penana.com/story/62459/from-yesterday-till-today/issue/19 5/27/2019I was so exhausted that evening because there were rowdy teenagers at the cafe. Since I am the only guy at the store, I was expected to keep them at bay. They were clearly bullies at school because they called me gay just for wearing a pink sweater. I'm still confused about the gender thing so I wasn't hurt that much Tue, 16 Jun 2020 16:50:02 +0000 From Yesterday till Today Page 17 https://www.penana.com/story/62459/from-yesterday-till-today/issue/18 5/25/19I do like working in the cafe but sometimes is just boring and I can't really save much because of food and other bills. I know that people will judge me and if the school catch up with what I'm about to do, I might be expelled or worst, I will be on the news or somethin. I might be overthinkin again but it is actually a risk Mon, 15 Jun 2020 09:55:01 +0000 From Yesterday till Today Page 16 https://www.penana.com/story/62459/from-yesterday-till-today/issue/17 5/24/19This time, I didn't get it into my head and just show it through my body. I danced as good as I can and just feel the music bouncing in the private room. Scott was there. He was watching like a predator and it might be because he knows I'm serious this time. Then I turned my back, knelt and my hands are on the dirty floor. I Fri, 12 Jun 2020 09:13:23 +0000 From Yesterday till Today Page 15 https://www.penana.com/story/62459/from-yesterday-till-today/issue/16 5/19/19Nothing eventful happened this week. I ignored that korean guy though he's still sayin hi and I only did small talk with some people around the campus. I didn't like my roommate so if I had free time, I just go to the club and ordered their orange juice since it's only 40 cents. I don't know why it's cheap though, becau Wed, 10 Jun 2020 15:53:35 +0000 From Yesterday till Today Page 14 https://www.penana.com/story/62459/from-yesterday-till-today/issue/15 5/11/2019Before I could finish what I was writing yesterday, somebody called a private hospital and the EMTs literally kidnapped me. They did a lot of test including an MRI scan and I am not sure if that is part of the insurance program of the school so I frankly asked the doctor if my parents are paying for this because I know they Tue, 09 Jun 2020 15:39:33 +0000 From Yesterday till Today Page 13 https://www.penana.com/story/62459/from-yesterday-till-today/issue/14 5/8/19I thought I performed as shitty as usual until Scott told me to stop and have a quick break because my mind is too busy. I think he's a psychic because he just knows that I'm really bothered by something that is why he was able to sympathies with my situation like last time. Anyway, I really didn't talk about it so he to Mon, 08 Jun 2020 15:57:34 +0000 From Yesterday till Today Page 12 https://www.penana.com/story/62459/from-yesterday-till-today/issue/13 5/7/19I didn't hang out with anyone after work yesterday because I just didn't feel like it. I just went back to my dorm, said hi to my roommate, made some homework, played some video games, had banana for dinner and went to bed. I slept like a rock because it was a dreamless night and I woke up earlier than my alarm. I checke Sun, 07 Jun 2020 12:58:38 +0000 From Yesterday till Today Page 11 https://www.penana.com/story/62459/from-yesterday-till-today/issue/12 5/4/19My dad wasn't really home but he left a mark on my mom's face that will make me remember him for the rest of my life. My mom said that she just fell off the stairs because she was rushin to go to work. Like really? there's no one more time conscious than my mom so she is just protecting her abuser as always. Well, I can' Fri, 05 Jun 2020 12:00:12 +0000 From Yesterday till Today Page 10 https://www.penana.com/story/62459/from-yesterday-till-today/issue/11 5/3/19Scott was frustrated as I am. It is a hard and a hilarious fact that I can't dance but he doesn't seem to give up on me. He even tried to keep me hopeful by letting me pick a song that might inspire me, but I know that won't work. So today, I decided to spend my free time searching some good songs in YT. Well, I really l Thu, 04 Jun 2020 12:04:35 +0000 From Yesterday till Today Page 9 https://www.penana.com/story/62459/from-yesterday-till-today/issue/10 4/19/19Raymond ignoring IT while Eliot is ignoring ME.  Because even though Raymond has served lunch and were talking about soccer, he's just on his phone and lookin at the ceiling if his gf replies too slow. I tried to talk to him, tryna put some sense into this dude; tellin him that there's nothing between us and he can ask Raymond abou Wed, 03 Jun 2020 15:42:00 +0000 From Yesterday till Today Page 8 https://www.penana.com/story/62459/from-yesterday-till-today/issue/9 4/16/19Raymond and I were hanging out more often than usual. And I wasn't really thinking about it until he asked if I wanted to bird watch with him after our third morning class. I didn't know how he knows that I have a long three hour break before the next class but I didn't bother and just said YES. So, were watching birds, Tue, 02 Jun 2020 12:28:27 +0000 From Yesterday till Today Page 7 https://www.penana.com/story/62459/from-yesterday-till-today/issue/8 2/23/19I'm not really sure why I am keeping this journal like a quirky teenager but I guess I should keep it because I'm not really good with remembering stuff and I heard that some people keep journals so that they can make fun of their past-self. Well I am very invested in that because I want to improve myself and I want to be in Mon, 01 Jun 2020 11:48:47 +0000 From Yesterday till Today Page 6 https://www.penana.com/story/62459/from-yesterday-till-today/issue/7 2/13/19I was bored as heck so I was lookin for fun when I found Raymond studying at the library alone- as always. Does he even do anything else than to do uni stuff and sleepin? I'm not a bully at all but this guy is getting skinny as heck because of the stress and pressure of schoolin so I started teasing him like callin him paper thin a Mon, 01 Jun 2020 11:43:22 +0000 From Yesterday till Today Page 5 https://www.penana.com/story/62459/from-yesterday-till-today/issue/6 2/11/19AND TODAY WAS MUCH MORE INSANE!!!!     I know how to act like nothing happened or I saw nothin so the day was normal as ever. But I think Eliot sensed that something was wrong so he told me to come with him to this cool place. I was thinking about a bar, a nice restaurant, the movies or the bowling alley but he t Fri, 29 May 2020 14:50:26 +0000