December Scarborough never saw it coming. But maybe she should have, considering how he scowled at her so hard in the music store that it might as well be permanent on his face. Throw in some cousins, friends, an estranged brother, a weird feud and a twin, she really should have anticipated it.

❝ But writing pushes me past any boundaries.❞

This is the story of Lynn Owens, a teenage girl who had it all. The love of her life, her family, and even money. She knew she needed nothing more. Insert Grace Lynch, and Lynn felt like the happiest girl alive.

...Until the unthinkable happened. When Grace is left comatose in the aftermath of something awful, Lynn is destroyed, fraught, and unsure of how to feel about anything. Lynn continued to fight, deciding that staying strong and being with Grace was the best option. However, as hard as Lynn tried to keep herself together, the evil of man and the darkness within herself had come out on top.

Lynn finally shattered and what came with that was a yearning for numbness. She spiraled out of control, falling into the world of Heroin and Benzos. Further and further she fell, until she was placed into The Oregon Mental Health and Substance Abuse Rehabilitation Center by her parents and a lone friend. Alone and scared, she was now forced to look at herself...and a pair of familiar faces.

Can Lynn take a step forward without taking another two backwards?

What happens when Lynn meets the problematic singer and songwriter, Jay Ward? With anger issues and an appetite for destruction, could Jay be exactly what Lynn needs? Could Lynn be exactly what Jay needs? Or are they one another's downfall? Will Grace return to Lynn?

Can Lynn pick up the pieces and regain what once was?

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「Cyrus」 is the story of a man who was in love, shattered himself into a million pieces, and then fell in love again. Sound generic? Well, think again.     Aiden "Cyrus" Jacobson was once a teenager who was irreparably in love. However, after a single, life-shattering incident, Aiden headed down a path of self-destruction. Careless, he destroyed himself and everyone around him. He was a walking disaster.     That is, until he meets a select few people and finds himself in deep with a notoriously ruthless gang.     Will Aiden run, will he die? Or will he fight?

- Adult Content is within this book, though nothing explicitly graphic. -

These are ideas I've had for multiple stories.

I thought I would keep track of this romance of mine - and how it came to be.

Contains swearing and drug references

(do not own the cover page)

Ever wish you could figure out what was going to happen next? What your mom will make for dinner, which lego set will not have missing parts, or what are you going to get for Christmas. Or important things like is my friend going to be okay, will i get hurt doing this, or what is going to happen to my life a year from now.

Don't, please don't ever wish this on yourself. Please, it is not amazing, cool, or hardly even useful. I dream what will happen, a day, a week, a month, who knows how long. Perhaps it is a few seconds, or it's an hour long. Most dreams i never remember until it actually plays out. There are however a few, very few, that stay with me through the night, sitting inside my head until i realize that they are there. They wait until their brother comes up someday, and then they leave.

The human mind wasn't created to see the future. If there was, I wouldn't be writing this. It hurts for your mind to reach out into the featureless wall that is the future. I say that because it is a wall, no gaps, no doors, no windows. Crystal balls, mirrors, cards, and fortune-telling are all false, tricks and guessing. There is nothing that can penetrate that wall.

My mind found a way to jump it though. Maybe teleportation happens in the psyche and not space-ships. My conscience jumps past the wall, and lands in the garden. From there it brings back a seed from the garden. But that seed can be dropped, lost on the way back to the body; these are the ones I don't remember. Perhaps they find a place to grow, maybe they will grow in the wall. Even rocks can be split by the roots of trees. Maybe someday the roots of those seeds will tear down the wall.

There is a cost to jumping that wall. Headaches, depression, and more. Sometimes my mind revolts, and refuses to sleep and jump the wall. The worst though, is when it brings back things that should be left in the future. Ways to cheat life, events that lose their surprise, information that shouldn't be known yet.

Imagine watching your wife or husband die, and the next day you meet them for the first time. Knowing every detail of how your friend will hurt you, weeks before they ever will.

I fight. I fight to forget. For my friends. For my family. For you, if need be. Ignorance is bliss, and knowing is pain. I will fight to forget you. I will fight to forget it all.

Just my poems. Simple.

21-year-old Persephone, who actually goes by Steffi since no one can spell or say her name correctly, is starting college. She's finally two hours away from her overbearing mother, and able to live on her own. The first day, as she's walking through the forest, she meets a stranger on the bench. Little did she know, it's the God of the underworld, and he's falling in love with her every second of the day.

He put two hands back up again. "Maybe . . .maybe I should show you. I'll show you the Inbetween, okay?" Jade raised an eyebrow. She was halfway out the door when she saw Mr. Moon tracing the closet door, and then knocking the door four times. Knock. Knock. Knock. Knock. When he opened the door, there was no supplies, no brooms, nothing a normal closet would keep. Instead, inside the closet door was a city.

Sky Simmons may be tall, but she is far from delicate. Much like her name, she's as unpredictable and dangerous as the sky can be. Growing up with access to anything she wants, except for the love of her parents, is what led her down this undesirable path.

Upon the request of a family friend, Mason Evans appears on the scene, and you can see this side of hers begins to get much worse. With Mason's parents initially asking Sky's parents to take the boy in to finish his studies in England with the intent of paying all the expenses, her parents decline. Instead, they ask that he try and straighten out their daughter.

Grateful to have the chance to get it all for free, Mason agrees, but being a head shorter than Sky kind of leaves doubt as to whether he can have any authority over her. Will it turn out to be more than he signed up for?

Cover was made by honey_bear_io on Wattpad!

WARNING-STORY CONTAINS SELF HARM TENDENCIES, MATURE LANGUAGE, SEXUAL SCENES, MOST OF ALL LOTS OF SASSY!!!Reagan is an angel!....oh hell no I'm not!  I'm an outgoing, gobby, thick-skinned bbw. I haven't always been like this I use to be a shy introvert a loner, till one day I tried to take my life don't think I'm that girl who wants attention because I don't, maybe I just wanted to find piece but instead I found my brother.

Maybe he had something to do with my sudden burst of confidence, thanks to my loving brother, my best friends, Theo, Cal, Tyler and Jay. I found a new lease of life and it's great.