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I’ve seen countless shorts, videos, and comments about suicide.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ABFGJrkL6
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People say: “Think about your mom, dad, grandparents, your dog or any pet, your friends, anyone you know. They love you. So don’t do it.”
But let me respond — from the perspective of someone standing on the edge:
Dad — why don’t you talk to me?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6PBS8HOEr
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Why can’t I remember a single time you played with me?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32ZRJ84slX
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Why do you mock me, laugh at me, make others bully me?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJ4fpCYdQM
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Why are you never proud of me?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogK1xDTGPL
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I know you work hard, but is it really impossible to spare just five minutes a day?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuCiKs2iS3
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Or even just two minutes in a month to ask how your child is?
Mom — why do you fight with me over everything?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmWzL833yu
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Why do you taunt me, make me feel like I’m always wrong?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvyFvhGybz
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Why did you steal my childhood and force me into the role of a second mother?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSeobUJXMf
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Why didn’t you let me play, paint, dance, or sing like other kids?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl55LrojFrT
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Why do you compare me with my siblings until they hate me too?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6pWesD1GK
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I can’t remember the last time you treated me like your daughter — not your burden.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmI8GfhJSKR
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A smile, a hug, a pat on the head — is that too much to ask?
Brother — I raised you. I took care of you.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYODhdY4F1G
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You saw me breaking, yet you sped up the process.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmzGSa7hRQ
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Do you remember how you blamed me for everything, how you made Mom hate me?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspQpuqswnR
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Do you know how deeply that broke me?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yAzEsVGvS
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I tried to protect you — so why did you give me reasons to die?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtGsTgHtJ0
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Was your hatred really that deep?
Sister, little kid — even you joined in.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJwauPIsTX
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You’ve changed a bit now, but I still remember.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhHZkmnTSO
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I took you to school, protected you, gave you my chocolates and my love.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOJIDjDqaK
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So why did you help tear me apart?
Grandpa — you were my friend once. Then I found out your truth.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWSDdyaSYe
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Why do you drink, scream, abuse, and destroy everything?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLk5FZZQAO6
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Why did you have to be another man who hurt me?
Grandma — why did you humiliate me in front of the whole family because of my skin, because I’m a girl?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCu3ZjXka1q
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Why do you play your games behind everyone’s back?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjfhGxrNLP
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Why did you become a puppeteer of cruelty?
My two friend-dogs — why did you die so early?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGwQqLmTCz
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I couldn’t even say goodbye.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VsjFi3dQA
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I tried to save you.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirmdFY8VzU
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I told everyone what really happened.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xRA2h5XU4
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They didn’t hit you that day… so did they kill you later?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8iaAJ504o
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Was it painful?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmf2SeumgO7
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I should never have left you.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQVwuPUgy6
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They told me about your death 15 days later.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyRfpTw81F
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I asked everyone — they stayed silent.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssJk51JRbF
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Was poison really that brutal?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOF0mcwZeb2
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I went back to that place. A snake bit me.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotbqy6rfle
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I thought I’d see you again.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIIu7a0Ov8
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I’m sorry I wasn’t there.
Principal Sir — you saw my grades for 10 years, my achievements.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZksINVHtqP
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But not my pain?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Z3pnXHCcY
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Why didn’t you ask any questions?
Classmates — I don’t even care anymore.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sbsT00T4L
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But I remember how none of you talked to me, played with me — for two whole years.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpg8NB0cCOw
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You chose silence. What could I do?
My 5th class classmate — you died.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzIBpyPNaO
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The only memory I have is scolding you.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnG3xc8SoV
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But I also remember your last smile.
Coaching Teacher — I asked you for help.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7kQK7xmr5
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You laughed. You mocked me in front of everyone.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSf1xe5lr9
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One month later, I attempted suicide.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsi1TUh6NH
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You still don’t know.
To everyone who saw my pain and looked away —16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxRGMY9FOz
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Why?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpKpTHEYX4
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Why did you turn your backs when I begged for help?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxnEOoJyEC
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Why did you make me feel like suicide was my only answer?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOhd2Dh48x
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Why am I falling apart like this?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0O5D2Phvr
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Why are there blood clots on my body, bruises on my spirit?
So don’t talk online about mental health if you won’t even listen to our side.
Don’t tell us to care about family and friends — some of us never got that kind of love.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KsD0g00uV
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At least tell us: “You matter — for yourself.”
And remember:
Not everyone is remembered forever.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzZFBPfHVC
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People move on.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dpLiSxT3I
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Family is not the same for everyone.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlgeWhjOlH
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And love isn’t always where it’s supposed to be.
