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哭夠了,女孩拿起電話,斟酌了一會詞句,才告訴男孩,她還不想拍拖,她玩不起愛情遊戲。女孩清楚自己很容易對男生有好感,也不懂分清喜歡與愛,所以逃離一切、讓自己孑然一身可能才是最明智的,不論對她自己,還是對別人而言。473Please respect copyright.PENANA7ORwMlYbTr
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男孩一再為自己令女孩哭泣而道歉。473Please respect copyright.PENANAEmpT7iDwU3
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時間晃晃悠悠地踏過了十二時。473Please respect copyright.PENANAbte04Ok3PJ
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「今天是我的生日,可以祝我生日快樂嗎?」電話傳來震動。473Please respect copyright.PENANAstStckCFAF
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女孩這才知道,原來自己在男孩生日前幾分鐘,狠狠地拒絕了他。473Please respect copyright.PENANA8bwa8xmijE
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「生日快樂!」473Please respect copyright.PENANAnolh510lpW
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「我可以要一張你的照片嗎?」473Please respect copyright.PENANATOE0NApFpH
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「別玩了。」473Please respect copyright.PENANA9YrinEEP3t
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女孩逃也似的拋下電話,直到洗澡過後,看男孩的最後上線時間,他應該睡了。473Please respect copyright.PENANAQhgPqnvhuf
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出於歉意,女孩在Facebook找到男孩的帳戶,加男孩為好友,算是滿足他想要女孩照片的生日願望。473Please respect copyright.PENANAFK873gt1NH
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男孩的帳戶頭像,是戴着墨鏡的他,抱著膝,坐在赤柱某處石堤上,背後是湛藍的天空和海。473Please respect copyright.PENANASUM1pBm2ZN
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指頭再往下拉,女孩卻頓時愣在被窩中。473Please respect copyright.PENANAKLOASHoXq9
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那是一個正在當交換生的女生在當地拍的照片,文字中全然是女朋友身份才會寫的祝賀內容,還寫下他們數十天後就能再見,最末有亮眼的示愛與紅心符號。473Please respect copyright.PENANAgwLMllbA8I
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而男孩也讚了這個在他牆上的發帖。473Please respect copyright.PENANA5e6zYM64yF
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女孩阻擋不住自己,按下了那女生的名字連結。473Please respect copyright.PENANA2LGsR9MXsh
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女生的帳戶頭像,有著與男孩一模一樣的背景,還有,與男孩如出一轍的姿勢。473Please respect copyright.PENANAcNdnNeuYfQ
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當然,帳戶中還有一堆甜蜜的照片與宣言,在昏暗的房間中,耀目得不能忽視。473Please respect copyright.PENANAm3CctmAb7L
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憤怒和失望,這是女孩的第一個感覺。顧不上那天是男孩的生日,她取消了好友要求,更在短訊中罵了男孩一頓。473Please respect copyright.PENANAhvu7z7aAWk
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次日,男孩回覆了。他解釋他和那女生已於稍早分手,主要原因是那女生在當交換生期間,不顧男孩反對,與曾經追求過她的男生單獨旅行,還發生了關係。473Please respect copyright.PENANAPQkEy2h1Xq
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女孩清楚自己不應介入,她要求男孩先處理好這段感情再來找她。男孩答應了,可還是按捺不住來找女孩。473Please respect copyright.PENANA1qXdttNvUW
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女孩討厭自己已讀不回,於是兩人也有繼續聊天。只是每當男孩發來丁點曖昧的內容,女孩就會決絕地回一句「別玩了」,但每當男孩轉個話題,女孩卻又狠不下心不理他。473Please respect copyright.PENANAZQhcbYzXAG
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我常對女孩不懂拒絕別人的性格不以為然,她從不想自己是不是應付得來,總是抵不過別人的請求,不介意花上休息的時間與心機,完成答應別人的事。473Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8rVuegAvY
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我問女孩為什麼能不求回報地付出,她滿不在乎地說因為付出本身就值得滿足,只要付出的當下曾經開心過,那就已經值回票價。別人的回報,只是額外收獲。473Please respect copyright.PENANA5jD79vFUjr
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女孩說這樣想會好過一點,我親眼見證過她幾次不同的經歷,也不是純粹關乎愛情的,我想我明白女孩為什麼會有這樣的想法。473Please respect copyright.PENANAmxdK6dNVmZ
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面對自己曾付出的,也許對別人的回報不帶期許,才不致於太失望。473Please respect copyright.PENANAHTzBQzhEXg
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為此,我總笑女孩的傻,笑女孩總相信每個人都是好人,笑女孩終會因為她的優柔寡斷而不被理解。473Please respect copyright.PENANALr6KXnDBo3
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「這不是優柔寡斷,」女孩苦笑着搖頭:「我只是不忍心。」