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(這是有中日翻譯版,原版中島美嘉的在這)
僕が死のうと思ったのは(曾今我也想過一了百了)574Please respect copyright.PENANAu2NdaOjqfT
這首歌,是在月黑風高的夜晚,帶我走進平安鄉的歌謠。574Please respect copyright.PENANAUuWkrbcEHM
那段日子中,一個靜默的夜裡,獨留我哀嘆流淚。574Please respect copyright.PENANAp5uaVafCzU
那個夜晚,我想了很多、很多。574Please respect copyright.PENANAcIqUTYU9ns
很迷茫、很無奈、很痛苦。574Please respect copyright.PENANAq5n3VjbmJK
壓力如影隨形,就連片刻喘息的時間都被無情剝奪。574Please respect copyright.PENANA9gFx0ScNHK
生活上,學校、老師、同儕、家人、朋友、親戚、財損、工作。574Please respect copyright.PENANAE1hY4HaaUY
直直壓得我喘不過氣。574Please respect copyright.PENANANQjDuEkcGM
學校課業上的壓力。574Please respect copyright.PENANAHmykuyYRTz
老師囑託的專題負責人以及為此負出代價。574Please respect copyright.PENANAY4BqIPMlKQ
同儕暗中惡意的中傷毀謗及陷害。574Please respect copyright.PENANAQM0loy4JD6
父母之間不和的居中調解,兄弟姊妹之間的不明是非。574Please respect copyright.PENANAeK3JrF0ZLQ
期中、期末時,朋友好比同林鳥,大難臨頭各自飛。574Please respect copyright.PENANAyRAZLnji7k
親戚間的反目成仇。574Please respect copyright.PENANAtibBy5HJBD
車禍的財損以及趁虛而入的敲詐。574Please respect copyright.PENANAXLobcbTM1c
以及因車禍曠工而被老闆數落。
世間種種,複雜,很複雜。574Please respect copyright.PENANAjgTuHC3vgm
所以,想逃避的念頭如止不住的噴泉急流湧出,我開始迷茫、發呆,只怕自己沒克制住,想起那些不公平的事。574Please respect copyright.PENANAsRj5l2z7wt
怕想起那些事,自己會承受不住。574Please respect copyright.PENANABaK6ZwUyi9
就這樣,我戴上耳機,聽著youtube自行循環撥放的音樂發楞。574Please respect copyright.PENANAXR9sjxS7TZ
直到邂逅了這首歌。574Please respect copyright.PENANA6NJ2MwRicb
起初,不懂日語的我,只是靜靜地聽。574Please respect copyright.PENANAQtW84G0I7V
彷若世界隔開了我,不再有任何的情感留下。574Please respect copyright.PENANArlJw2adEtq
直到歌曲帶著一絲絲哭腔,那一絲微弱的力量。574Please respect copyright.PENANAwDCGur149s
是希望之火!574Please respect copyright.PENANAU5V1urpXYN
是期望所向!574Please respect copyright.PENANA0PskU6yLT7
不知為何,曾經屬於我這個人的色彩——回來了。574Please respect copyright.PENANArORh6fheBY
或許是情緒低谷使然,我找尋了中日翻譯的影片又重聽了一次。574Please respect copyright.PENANAJfuDRXoDFf
此刻的我才發覺,平安的夢鄉距離我......574Please respect copyright.PENANALwOYHsAKXB
近了......
歌詞中;
「波(なみ)の随意(まにま)に浮(う)かんで消(き)える」隨著海浪隨意地起浮消逝「過去(かこ)も啄(つい)ばんで飛(と)んでいけ」連同我的過去也一並銜起飛走
印證我人生低潮時,又何嘗不想隨浪逐流、隨風飄泊,如那被吹起的紙屑,永不回頭地離去。574Please respect copyright.PENANAj1gXwdCXc7
最有感觸的,大概是歌詞中的;
「僕(ぼく)が死(し)のうと思(おも)ったのは」曾經我也想過一了百了。574Please respect copyright.PENANAlkmtpp6ESP
一開始曲目的消沉,如我當初心中的沉寂一般。574Please respect copyright.PENANAfXWqmlzFsh
但......轉折點也是因著這句子。574Please respect copyright.PENANAlWg6JjoJeB
曲調的變換,節奏的轉換,即便歌詞雖一樣,但意義,卻是不同了。574Please respect copyright.PENANAvMzymVZil2
此刻,彷若人生充滿的,不再是愁苦憂傷,而是那種勇往直前的勇氣。574Please respect copyright.PENANAbYX6GmwPNB
回頭一看;574Please respect copyright.PENANAONaTqDLjQN
「あの日(ひ)の僕(ぼく)にごめんなさいと」對著那一天的我說對不起。574Please respect copyright.PENANA6joNAFgYIq
並且為曾經的自己,喊聲加油。574Please respect copyright.PENANA5qBxv1ooj3