1月14日,凌晨5時多。537Please respect copyright.PENANANU70klgtGo
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。537Please respect copyright.PENANA9dhBIL2cfA
大家都在熟睡中,537Please respect copyright.PENANASk5mVvHya2
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,537Please respect copyright.PENANARrMp0VuGc7
不自覺的再次想起她。537Please respect copyright.PENANAyCtG7NSlhx
我,很想長睡下去,537Please respect copyright.PENANAVaI6F0uAte
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。537Please respect copyright.PENANAsfGxnXb8tb
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。537Please respect copyright.PENANANm9V8PDxjs
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。537Please respect copyright.PENANAHEydCfkJku
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,537Please respect copyright.PENANARrYgeuEUbj
血水慢慢的滲出。537Please respect copyright.PENANAyhlwKCSobM
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。537Please respect copyright.PENANASmfLxm9c06
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。537Please respect copyright.PENANA7kikBZFOYW
起來梳洗,537Please respect copyright.PENANAf2DR5Efi5a
執拾行裝。537Please respect copyright.PENANA6OHtTCugvj
準備與朋友集合。537Please respect copyright.PENANAJwlRvT3tWg
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,537Please respect copyright.PENANAUY9Dcmd19q
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。537Please respect copyright.PENANAM5kdgqKjfI
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。537Please respect copyright.PENANAsm97MfAgno
或者一切都因為我的被動,537Please respect copyright.PENANAogOlgpuStI
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,537Please respect copyright.PENANAonweqZVF3f
導致我的失敗。537Please respect copyright.PENANAkaXFPjKdpu
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若不是早已應邀,537Please respect copyright.PENANAEwqLWZGJsY
我想,我還是留在家中,537Please respect copyright.PENANAtjkfB3RIo7
白白的消磨時間。537Please respect copyright.PENANAlppJgMZqow
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,537Please respect copyright.PENANA5EtpOHyF4T
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。537Please respect copyright.PENANAKTSaGx56KE
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,537Please respect copyright.PENANAycd4egnxoO
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。537Please respect copyright.PENANA7CBVJS7g8D
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我們乘坐慢船。537Please respect copyright.PENANAwJ0diEzjTR
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,537Please respect copyright.PENANAUcCOh8YiZ8
然後開展我們的「賭局」。537Please respect copyright.PENANAquolnyhMPU
我們玩得有說有笑,537Please respect copyright.PENANAxGMCZFH9wq
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。537Please respect copyright.PENANAtU0GzJrm8y
我內心的景象,也是如此。537Please respect copyright.PENANAr38q928cQl
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,537Please respect copyright.PENANAk9m6tpAkil
尋得他們的燈光。537Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6VrdNu9Oc
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。537Please respect copyright.PENANAowkqf5iVY4
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,537Please respect copyright.PENANAElJisImKkG
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,537Please respect copyright.PENANAydZPZGwAUX
玩玩聊聊。537Please respect copyright.PENANAKtFcyYUMGi
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說537Please respect copyright.PENANA0gKF9JPDc1
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說537Please respect copyright.PENANAqOfbny0f17
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應537Please respect copyright.PENANAKlydM4hLLD
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」537Please respect copyright.PENANAL86qSQkzVj
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。537Please respect copyright.PENANA027DyZna0w
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。537Please respect copyright.PENANAv6tUMBLJHS
記得,537Please respect copyright.PENANA1nCDhBXQzF
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,537Please respect copyright.PENANAMyYcioKWcc
四處找朋友拍照留念。537Please respect copyright.PENANAr4HOzBP93G
我,只是一個留級的同學,537Please respect copyright.PENANAiQTlr3Q6lq
又不主動認識其他人,537Please respect copyright.PENANA7NJIHOX2It
沒有人找上,也正常不過。537Please respect copyright.PENANARStZ246UVc
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。537Please respect copyright.PENANAvgUMm5KfEs
不過,537Please respect copyright.PENANAtMJd8FeccY
她對我已經……537Please respect copyright.PENANAfJ6I1RqMTZ
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,537Please respect copyright.PENANAxhK8fCbFZ7
其實,537Please respect copyright.PENANAaUpL08QLbZ
心裡還是渴望著。537Please respect copyright.PENANAJsDH3sKYWl
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最終,都得到實現。537Please respect copyright.PENANA3j5nXVxeB0
不過,537Please respect copyright.PENANAJtuyX0XCc3
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。537Please respect copyright.PENANAP7Q2duqQuV
我不喜在她這樣的態度,537Please respect copyright.PENANA3HNCtJO3mN
不是想說她態度欠佳,537Please respect copyright.PENANAABzDwCFmj3
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。537Please respect copyright.PENANAZlhewTEVFe
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眼見面前一班好友,537Please respect copyright.PENANAAr29WOnb8z
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。537Please respect copyright.PENANAqEFiov7Vsi
過了好一段時間,537Please respect copyright.PENANALhO9k6nzle
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。537Please respect copyright.PENANAXmonfY2RA7
偏偏在上山的時候,537Please respect copyright.PENANAHcnMVsFtDN
我突然感到一陣納悶,537Please respect copyright.PENANAmuV8sstUOS
那刻,我在想,537Please respect copyright.PENANAi1peP3ZTKv
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?537Please respect copyright.PENANAYunlqr5W9N
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。537Please respect copyright.PENANA9CTgUoibEc
良久,終於下山,537Please respect copyright.PENANAhKQvgyeoKT
時間來到下午五時多,537Please respect copyright.PENANAXDpFxI56pm
我不適的感覺重了,537Please respect copyright.PENANAs33bxUfPq0
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,537Please respect copyright.PENANArWUMXjoVU4
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。537Please respect copyright.PENANA4apfPOTifH
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終於舒暢了,537Please respect copyright.PENANAdBPREOE9Aq
可惜,537Please respect copyright.PENANA8oBL3CK8ey
過了不足兩小時,537Please respect copyright.PENANApJQ7KwMk7f
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,537Please respect copyright.PENANADtEKksWnl1
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。537Please respect copyright.PENANA8bxKxpGDuC
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。537Please respect copyright.PENANAPTFMS7im1h
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。537Please respect copyright.PENANAOHXGL9Bc68
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。537Please respect copyright.PENANAPBjgjjJ2n9
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲537Please respect copyright.PENANAWzdCdTvpW7
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」537Please respect copyright.PENANA3l4WVQp3Ay
「回去好好休息吧。」537Please respect copyright.PENANAQHvdsw8erX
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。537Please respect copyright.PENANA9KcGdqBLQK
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。537Please respect copyright.PENANAb5VwTMj4hG
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,537Please respect copyright.PENANAQDXvFiLSuB
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,537Please respect copyright.PENANAgu0MGtnf6j
無奈已經沒可能了。537Please respect copyright.PENANA6LbuYe5a90
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晚上十時多,537Please respect copyright.PENANAWB46urJOFB
終於回到家裡,537Please respect copyright.PENANART0OPv5A0g
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,537Please respect copyright.PENANAC1AyDXBLMq
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,537Please respect copyright.PENANAG7xNIGBpYE
我,肚瀉了。537Please respect copyright.PENANAtX5SkHPRg7
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,537Please respect copyright.PENANAERzrmHibuw
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。537Please respect copyright.PENANAJS8OufuL0U
本打算藉今天散散心,537Please respect copyright.PENANAVOhGRLEUji
卻又嘔又瀉。537Please respect copyright.PENANAUwyJsOwz81
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。537Please respect copyright.PENANALRyrzc0wBx
閉起雙眼,537Please respect copyright.PENANAfWyjfhzKhq
更見黑暗,537Please respect copyright.PENANABWeF0m8G9f
更感孤寂。537Please respect copyright.PENANAU6Cpzs5jbU
我,很想很想...537Please respect copyright.PENANA2xXHHiHxd5
很想痛哭一場。537Please respect copyright.PENANA1tgZIs7TpM
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。537Please respect copyright.PENANAyGtoRYllJd
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,537Please respect copyright.PENANATZGy0udqx0
但我卻無法哭一場。537Please respect copyright.PENANAC1RKTFsAON
味苦,537Please respect copyright.PENANA9MX70LU1mh
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,537Please respect copyright.PENANA9PcQOaBEBK
辛苦。537Please respect copyright.PENANAaBDBWOtRs1
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,537Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8MuNc4JOw
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,537Please respect copyright.PENANAFNrID7ZlTU
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。537Please respect copyright.PENANA9LuiFLqzrD
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。537Please respect copyright.PENANAlBoOvwt8Ag
其實,我想不出一位。537Please respect copyright.PENANAe82wa63og8
其實,我身邊都沒有。537Please respect copyright.PENANAzsJAbTBrMk
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,537Please respect copyright.PENANALRvxO8NKCH
減下痛苦。537Please respect copyright.PENANALkzLvIMzb8
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色537Please respect copyright.PENANAfbwyAgtMrD
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了537Please respect copyright.PENANAZmkODG1byX
你已經決定了 你已經決定了537Please respect copyright.PENANAwkll7zp4Kh
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著537Please respect copyright.PENANALooUzF1J4m
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了537Please respect copyright.PENANAwMq9ZCblmb
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割537Please respect copyright.PENANAYJ6ZJwhEdC
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色537Please respect copyright.PENANALBGA6azLiE
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了537Please respect copyright.PENANAZROTJE73wn
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼537Please respect copyright.PENANAvS5BGaUazy
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了537Please respect copyright.PENANAQCNjigFyrT
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇537Please respect copyright.PENANAPXQ9J7p5qa
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著537Please respect copyright.PENANAwUhGTHkCTD
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色537Please respect copyright.PENANASAHFJGGZxE
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了537Please respect copyright.PENANAUDQPjO7HEG
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼537Please respect copyright.PENANAsLmZdCZ0VW
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合537Please respect copyright.PENANAI7bQQHo2Db
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河537Please respect copyright.PENANA1Xa25Feqow
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了537Please respect copyright.PENANABWacXnuYMi
然後才後悔著537Please respect copyright.PENANAMgEo6QKQLl
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色537Please respect copyright.PENANAOiQuiDMlxn
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了537Please respect copyright.PENANA4Q5NGltJ1V
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼537Please respect copyright.PENANA94FCPsSYUm
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合537Please respect copyright.PENANA8oB1fXLbKd
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河537Please respect copyright.PENANAGZV1fQ6nCv
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了537Please respect copyright.PENANARzuqNxsoOu
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色537Please respect copyright.PENANAL3nwJ1URtg
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢537Please respect copyright.PENANAi3XWw7tPhJ
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻537Please respect copyright.PENANAUVqimnjPe4
重新開始活著537Please respect copyright.PENANAgZrZBC2BdM
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《你,不是真正的快樂》537Please respect copyright.PENANAfMr6Z4bdVI