睜開眼睛,我再次站在黑板前。491Please respect copyright.PENANA8Zk8j2syS1
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陽光中站著一個人,是李可兒站在門口。491Please respect copyright.PENANAmX4Zf0eref
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「早晨啊,孫正直。」李可兒對我說,前去第二行的第二座位。491Please respect copyright.PENANAgQryz75bAS
491Please respect copyright.PENANAyPdBMtYhYi
「成碌木咁做乜?」歐陽派拍我背,「埋位坐啦。」491Please respect copyright.PENANANN8xV1sGwu
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所以,我是不用起身刷牙洗臉穿校服和趕路上學,就直接到了課室?491Please respect copyright.PENANAe98QXWy5Lh
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算是……很方便。491Please respect copyright.PENANAOX7qcCKUM2
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今天我穿了學生毛衣,其他同學也是,看來天氣轉涼了不少。491Please respect copyright.PENANAxpSPqB63qs
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「早晨。」我也對李可兒說,才回去第四行的最後座。491Please respect copyright.PENANANdrWghudgx
491Please respect copyright.PENANAiZJ7stzcis
卸下書包,勾在書桌左邊,把屁股坐好。491Please respect copyright.PENANAPxCaYzOQHL
491Please respect copyright.PENANAmaq8CTo6Fv
摸著自己的肚子,我不餓,似乎也吃過早餐了。491Please respect copyright.PENANA6ijg2IXuw3
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褲袋有一部大屏手機。491Please respect copyright.PENANAHrpprQIHjV
491Please respect copyright.PENANAHOb1nWq0u1
「喂,你電話幾號?」我拿電話問。491Please respect copyright.PENANAPgWhDAbL0n
491Please respect copyright.PENANApn5TAbvrON
怎料歐陽派一看到我的手機,馬上起了反應,「喂你哩部咪Note 7?」491Please respect copyright.PENANAKPDbcQMfP2
491Please respect copyright.PENANAKeCMEjOe3N
「咦?識嘢喎!」我誇讚他,聳一聳肩炫耀,「冇啊,琴日老豆送嘅。」491Please respect copyright.PENANArGAbbRsAPl
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看來這部手機真的很新,要不然,怎會有這樣反應?接下來,應該就是問我借來看看之類吧。491Please respect copyright.PENANAVfgkYd6yM3
491Please respect copyright.PENANAx583uc4jYH
「屌你,會爆炸喎。」歐陽派驚慌地說。491Please respect copyright.PENANAp6qZfKgwTO
491Please respect copyright.PENANAaJPvjoUV2o
「係咪啊……」我半信半疑,「咪昆啦。」491Please respect copyright.PENANA2jOAFkmkyM
491Please respect copyright.PENANA8CDNdFUL9o
「屌你全球回收咗好耐喇!你點買?」他認真地問。491Please respect copyright.PENANAe9KMNySOwE
491Please respect copyright.PENANAnywoXhlxRa
「吓……真?我唔知啊,可能老豆一早買定……」我說,正反兩看手機,「但唔會用幾日就爆掛。」491Please respect copyright.PENANAjq7jdlWyn4
491Please respect copyright.PENANAkp3IpLNTMu
對我這種完成任務就會離開的人來說,我不需要一部能用上兩年的手機,能用一個星期就夠了。491Please respect copyright.PENANAanIIKV0QA9
491Please respect copyright.PENANA1BnNd64hQT
「唔係啊,好多人用兩三日就爆咗喇。」他說,「你坐開啲啊頂你!上堂擺另一邊褲袋啊頂你,唔好炸到我。」491Please respect copyright.PENANAoZNGDvMEUV
491Please respect copyright.PENANA0pjf64YEhu
「冇人第一日用就爆掛?今日係我第一日用啫,你係都聽日先驚啦。」我說。491Please respect copyright.PENANAppiVLkEiWS
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「咁又係。但……安全起見,你都係擺遠少少好。」歐陽派說。491Please respect copyright.PENANAHi0kXao8vM
491Please respect copyright.PENANAstYx27LP0j
陸傾兒進入課室了,跟在她身旁的還有陳菲菲等一眾姊妹。491Please respect copyright.PENANAnvnFwwJYK0
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可惡,如果她身旁沒有那一群姊妹……如果她是一個被孤立的人,我就有很多機會接觸她了。491Please respect copyright.PENANAzoeiTfKSSn
491Please respect copyright.PENANAplx0CTTMnd
她們都回歸到自己的座位,放下書包袋。491Please respect copyright.PENANAVc1m5HYQ95
491Please respect copyright.PENANAke5eWWw8vX
「啊,痴線,琴日我阿媽見超市大減價,掃咗勁多雪芳蛋糕返嚟!之後先知今日到期囉!」某坐前排的姊妹說,攤出六、七件雪芳蛋糕。491Please respect copyright.PENANAyHtWTyyV5f
491Please respect copyright.PENANAdcrEjozYCd
「謝美婷你今次真係有排食,食足一日都得。」陳菲菲偷笑,坐在那姊妹的後座。491Please respect copyright.PENANAgoYj57sWBy
491Please respect copyright.PENANAOQl9W7rWZ4
「咪玩啦,幫手食啲啦。」謝美婷說,轉身想放下兩件。491Please respect copyright.PENANAl8yJr63vFD
491Please respect copyright.PENANAtc87FTMJu6
「唔要啊,我唔食哩啲!」陳菲菲拒絕,兩人推讓起來。 491Please respect copyright.PENANAiYrLIhY8fd
491Please respect copyright.PENANA4HsnXDkfXv
看見雪芳蛋糕,我想起了昨晚的事。491Please respect copyright.PENANAuubaN9KOOR
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「孫正直,陸傾兒祝你生日快樂。」她露出笑容地說。491Please respect copyright.PENANA2jhJDXpFGz
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不其然地,我望向窗邊的陸傾兒——491Please respect copyright.PENANAZIOih94RLT
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而她也正好看過來。491Please respect copyright.PENANABLNKSwog5I
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兩人目光就這樣交投著,互相看了大約一秒。491Please respect copyright.PENANANquS2gAOo1
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接著她就看回去了,打開書包,拿出手冊和功課。491Please respect copyright.PENANAceHgYH15OU
491Please respect copyright.PENANACawebvs1ZI
「喂,你係咪要?」歐陽派問。491Please respect copyright.PENANAbXceKEEpdD
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「吓?要咩?」我發完呆,把視線從她身上抽離,望向歐陽派。491Please respect copyright.PENANAzY4I62ugcj
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又偷望陸傾兒一眼。491Please respect copyright.PENANAHfVB20Ca46
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當人生走過學校階段,進入職場之後,很多時都會抱怨交不到知己朋友,總覺得新認識的人都不像中學時的能建立深刻的友誼。女同事也是,就算能做成朋友,也好像無法往深處發展成男女關係。491Please respect copyright.PENANAP0QdcSVmtb
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原因並不是相處時間少,也不是共事合作的機會少。491Please respect copyright.PENANAnWklCPts6U
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而是做「壞事」的機會少了。491Please respect copyright.PENANAH8gd7mvuc5
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人與人之間的感情在什麼時候能得到昇華?做正事,功課、工作、正經地吃頓飯等等是不會昇華的。最有效的途徑,就是一同做一件壞事。491Please respect copyright.PENANAO2TOccTFCd
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做壞事,最刺激了,也能成為彼此之間的小秘密。491Please respect copyright.PENANAlWqmbMKLD0
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兩人有了共同秘密,關係就不一般了。491Please respect copyright.PENANAa8Bjk9iltT
491Please respect copyright.PENANAhpIczLo5yZ
「我電話號碼啊。」歐陽派不耐煩說,「拎部手機嚟啦,入畀你啊。」491Please respect copyright.PENANAUBlCQ1NfEe
491Please respect copyright.PENANAFx6iQUgauc
然而昨晚,我們偶然的碰面,算不算做了一件壞事?我不知道。只是,已經成為我們的小秘密。491Please respect copyright.PENANAxzFy1qmZQn
491Please respect copyright.PENANAftKeVLHn6c
「哦……」我遲鈍地把手機交給歐陽派。491Please respect copyright.PENANA2B3XvwyzEZ
491Please respect copyright.PENANA2I8HSDmCjM
歐陽派接過後,馬上悄悄跟其他同學說,「你睇下條戇鳩,夠膽買Note 7。」491Please respect copyright.PENANAYE0VZEi7GG
491Please respect copyright.PENANAhYzojnYwzD
「傾姐,你要唔要啊?幫手食啲丫。」謝美婷走到傾姐旁邊推銷。491Please respect copyright.PENANA4tmLniLoml
491Please respect copyright.PENANATozh11uIiS
「唔洗喇,你畀啊邊個食啦,佢好似好鍾意食雪芳……」陸傾兒正在看手冊,說著就停頓了。491Please respect copyright.PENANAPeVF4EHZWb
491Please respect copyright.PENANAgC8O6Chs07
「吓……邊個啊?」謝美婷從困惑,轉成興奮,「乜我地班有人好鍾意食雪芳蛋糕咩?」491Please respect copyright.PENANAUbzsPBcmGS
491Please respect copyright.PENANAge2Axkg7px
對號入座的我,馬上回避視線。491Please respect copyright.PENANA7Bp1V3qY6b
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「可能……係張Sir掛,唔知有冇記錯。」傾姐說,打發她說,「或者你再問其他人啦。」491Please respect copyright.PENANA96cbhkIprW
491Please respect copyright.PENANAyXC83cCq0D
謝美婷隨後再問了數人,不久就回到座位。491Please respect copyright.PENANA2czSNHqI7F
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班主任課正式開始。491Please respect copyright.PENANAgL9vlK7jps
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「咦點解有咁多雪芳蛋糕?」張Sir看著教師桌。491Please respect copyright.PENANAAdySAg6YOJ
491Please respect copyright.PENANAckCTfLV9PQ
「請你食,聽講你鍾意雪芳蛋糕……」女同學的聲音四起。491Please respect copyright.PENANALrbwU5xvRM
491Please respect copyright.PENANA662HNtQWMr
這時,我才用手肘碰碰歐陽派。491Please respect copyright.PENANAXfAPLNHwVY
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「做咩?」他問。491Please respect copyright.PENANAGHVZmdpAP7
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「我部手機呢?」我問。491Please respect copyright.PENANAL89WfiuoDy
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「啱啱傳到去李可兒嗰度。」他說。491Please respect copyright.PENANADc6NoQRTkt
491Please respect copyright.PENANAMfqj4ZLPPR
「屌你呀。」我瞪著他,「快撚啲拎返嚟!」491Please respect copyright.PENANAI0SGTxXgd2
491Please respect copyright.PENANAZkLAoGF6jB
班主任課很快就結束了,首兩堂是選修科。491Please respect copyright.PENANA1ImNME999F
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我打開手冊,寫著我要上「視覺藝術」。491Please respect copyright.PENANAygFOYjJqG7
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什麼?我竟然選修視藝?我完全不懂畫畫、雕刻之類的。491Please respect copyright.PENANAH7oaTeMDJe
491Please respect copyright.PENANANxM663dVgC
有同學起身了,帶同繪畫工具,似乎要去美術室上。491Please respect copyright.PENANAYbPlO9cJmf
491Please respect copyright.PENANA6wnyl2vQgE
萬一要做什麼勞作、測驗就麻煩了,因為不能用神的學生桌來處理。491Please respect copyright.PENANA25AjkInRbw
491Please respect copyright.PENANA5P2LQKfJZA
這時候,陸傾兒起身了,連同幾位姊妹一起走出去。491Please respect copyright.PENANArUZqIjHZBF
491Please respect copyright.PENANANeD95vvKxY
「終於有一科選修科係同班。」我心想。491Please respect copyright.PENANAzTG7FkJV38
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「你係出去就快啦。」歐陽派催促。491Please respect copyright.PENANAUzzNuixAZD
491Please respect copyright.PENANAl4fMjLpPPB
我對他豎一根中指,打開書包,根本沒有繪畫工具。491Please respect copyright.PENANAg7Lzo7KR1S
491Please respect copyright.PENANAl1CaA8Ct1b
只好瀟灑地直接走出去,臨行前再對他豎一根中指。491Please respect copyright.PENANAjVVeVHWkaY
491Please respect copyright.PENANA2E30stiZLw
到了美術室,新名叫「視覺藝術室」的門前,女老師開門讓同學進去。491Please respect copyright.PENANAbhfjIVF9aw
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她叫Miss Chan,三十多歲,打扮有著一些藝術氣息。491Please respect copyright.PENANATavfSEeiMH
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「今日開始,大家可以製作自己嘅作品集,用嚟呈交畀考評局評分。」Miss Chan說。491Please respect copyright.PENANAusuMbxL01f
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「首先,大家要設立一個有深度嘅『主題』,然後選擇適當嘅材料、手法去將主題表現出嚟。」491Please respect copyright.PENANAB959697HTu
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「手法方面,咁大家可以揀繪畫、雕塑,或者用各樣嘅材料去砌一啲立體藝術品等等。」她說,「不過,歷屆嘅同學,通常都係揀繪畫多。」491Please respect copyright.PENANAyvqbLYLJIy
491Please respect copyright.PENANAWEdUMSXh2N
「至於作品數量,你地畫幾多幅都得,但最後只會揀最好嗰四幅呈上去評分,所以大家一開始可以抱住嘗試嘅心態,試下設定主題,同埋試下用創作去表現主題先。」491Please respect copyright.PENANAWvQVdUH42n
491Please respect copyright.PENANAruOeHrqlZT
「盡量自由發揮多啲,盡量運用自己嘅想像力!」她鼓勵大家。491Please respect copyright.PENANAj37uC7LBnY
491Please respect copyright.PENANA7fEdjEO5kl
最後,幾乎全部同學都立起了畫架,選擇了繪畫。491Please respect copyright.PENANAJbkugM0r91
491Please respect copyright.PENANAW2BnQoIWXy
我似乎別無選擇,都去領了一個畫架。491Please respect copyright.PENANAsxkJ4GvyVO
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「新同學,你喺之前間學校,有冇已經創作咗啲咩成品?」Miss Chan問。491Please respect copyright.PENANA9o6RJcqCgJ
491Please respect copyright.PENANAEpzkJe0ziq
「冇啊。」我繼續搬畫架。491Please respect copyright.PENANA61rKjTJrf9
491Please respect copyright.PENANAf8TVFhrX5w
「啊,我冇帶任何畫畫嘅工具,有冇得借?」我回頭問。491Please respect copyright.PENANAc9xwmBpl7H
491Please respect copyright.PENANAVWeT8W9xkU
「可以啊,窗口位有好多舊畫筆同顏料碟,你可以隨便用。」Miss Chan很熱心,「顏料,你陣間出嚟問我借啦。」491Please respect copyright.PENANAM9sBfyF5js
491Please respect copyright.PENANAQnveLwNnVp
「多謝Miss Chan……」我有禮地說,乖乖遵從吩咐。491Please respect copyright.PENANAr0ZZOO8Iuz
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五分鐘後,大家都各就各位了,在自己的畫架面前構思。491Please respect copyright.PENANA0wWblaj2RA
491Please respect copyright.PENANA560yh8EA9E
我心裡慌得不得了。491Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6OI6NVSxe
491Please respect copyright.PENANA9B9cwQOHbi
左手是畫碟,右手是畫筆。491Please respect copyright.PENANAPS0fCfKa0Y
491Please respect copyright.PENANAiYsxc8aLwg
現時所站的位置看不到陸傾兒,我似乎只能先照顧自己了。491Please respect copyright.PENANA0xaNLm6uUo
491Please respect copyright.PENANASMHC5cyuu6
畫什麼?我應該畫什麼?491Please respect copyright.PENANApSiLhyL5Qx
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靈機一動,不如試下畫傾姐,反正以我的畫功也不會畫得像。491Please respect copyright.PENANAHNJDPGot1f
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最後如果傾姐看出我畫的是她,或者她會暗地裡高興呢?491Please respect copyright.PENANADffW7WQvgr
491Please respect copyright.PENANAtX745KrLv6
這樣想著,我就開始畫了。491Please respect copyright.PENANA3llGcRDnjQ
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一筆一筆地畫著,愈畫愈難看,但我還是努力地畫著。491Please respect copyright.PENANAIXUWHgDuq1
491Please respect copyright.PENANAQYjNOdodEL
一堂時間過去,我至少畫了一個女性。491Please respect copyright.PENANAlL0BoaE1ab
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由於不懂畫眼睛,所以眼睛是全黑的,畫完有點黑暗的氛圍。491Please respect copyright.PENANAgDx0dCidle
491Please respect copyright.PENANAG72vTSk8sQ
畫到這裡,我已經不敢說跟傾姐有關了。491Please respect copyright.PENANAEIGGRteauV
491Please respect copyright.PENANANuOc2UuxpH
「背景……」我沉入苦思,不能夠只有一個人在中心,要有周圍。491Please respect copyright.PENANAmTDyFPMQef
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可是,我完全不懂畫背景。491Please respect copyright.PENANAmHzjEABYI0
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慌了一下,我的手指沾到一些顏料。491Please respect copyright.PENANA4vmO7kz2V8
491Please respect copyright.PENANADfvF6Uudg5
「不如印啲指紋上去?」我忽發奇想,印了一個指紋在空白位。491Please respect copyright.PENANA5FQERDyp5I
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覺得很過癮,印了幾下,最後我索性放下畫筆——491Please respect copyright.PENANALTaBy8AZT3
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直接把右手五指印在顏料碟上,沾了陰沉的五色,再不停印在空白的位置。491Please respect copyright.PENANAnZzgfQJtQk
491Please respect copyright.PENANAMr45u9A1A4
以大量指紋作為背景,包圍著一個女孩。491Please respect copyright.PENANA4tkQilJC0L
491Please respect copyright.PENANAm9bWXNWBSd
第二堂完結前,我已經把作品完成了。491Please respect copyright.PENANAHNcBmjZcfV
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「幅畫叫咩好呢?」我構思著。491Please respect copyright.PENANAxLdV4UXTgk
491Please respect copyright.PENANA0CQtdOZqyi
簡單點,《被指紋覆蓋的女孩》,主題是懼怕。491Please respect copyright.PENANA5I4Tdt6trq
491Please respect copyright.PENANAQQxwvT3Rmt
「嗯,冇錯。」我在自我肯定。491Please respect copyright.PENANAfkJPeuFVaE
491Please respect copyright.PENANAIo8VjNiqZu
由於我總是用一枝畫筆來沾顏料,導致顏料碟的五格顏料都混和得十分陰暗。491Please respect copyright.PENANA6VSjpzSBtQ
491Please respect copyright.PENANAe7ALoQobjt
以這些顏色來印製指紋背景,無疑為畫作增添了濃厚的恐怖氣氛。491Please respect copyright.PENANATQhDSVzVim
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女孩害怕周圍,害怕那些黑暗的觸碰;那些會沾到自己身上的陌生指模,她害怕著、畏縮著,用再強烈一些的說法,是懼怕。因此,主題是懼怕。491Please respect copyright.PENANAdQAbOHFAB4
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「呼……」我總算鬆一口氣,可以看看其他人的作品了。491Please respect copyright.PENANAwrt1yv0WQf
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陸傾兒會畫什麼呢?491Please respect copyright.PENANABmbeEJmBW4
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在前去洗畫具和洗手的時候,我故意在途中稍作停留,偷看她到底畫什麼。491Please respect copyright.PENANAYxh9WnMXp3
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她在畫昨晚我們去過的地方!491Please respect copyright.PENANA7nMaveINLU
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最上方是夜空,長椅在中央、長椅右邊有街燈、石地,下方有大石堆,最下方是黑海。491Please respect copyright.PENANAjICCk6vb81
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長椅上坐著一個女人。491Please respect copyright.PENANAwXKpezSEvw
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嗯,那就是她自己。那她旁邊應該還有一個人才對,就是我啊。昨晚的情景,怎能少了我呢?491Please respect copyright.PENANANnIzxQgwmi
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可是,她停筆了,沒有繼續畫下去。491Please respect copyright.PENANACFofEpJXc9
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意味著,在她眼裡,這幅畫已經完成了。491Please respect copyright.PENANAicjgTXyQkr
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全幅畫就是她一個人,坐在海邊的長椅上。491Please respect copyright.PENANAxCrbzjDoW8
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看到這裡,我就走去洗畫具了。491Please respect copyright.PENANAvjh0cAG01b
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「沖沖沖沖……」用水猛沖著手,拭擦著指摸和顏料碟。491Please respect copyright.PENANAQD0V7idAYn
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這時我才明白,原來……491Please respect copyright.PENANAiGf182rdyg
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沒有我的位置。491Please respect copyright.PENANADwWkQJTmUP
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