半含瓶口,舉起酒瓶,倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。500Please respect copyright.PENANAx4Uv92GWaD
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。500Please respect copyright.PENANAf9C4ZhNlf9
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。500Please respect copyright.PENANAAzELvuBY0A
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。500Please respect copyright.PENANApJh8c2eUj2
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食指放鬆,僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。500Please respect copyright.PENANAqXmmxrcqAc
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剛才,我差一點就吻了她,幸好懸崖勒馬。500Please respect copyright.PENANAua6892VsfW
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「孫正直,你……做咩啊你?」傾姐一步步後退。500Please respect copyright.PENANAjAh51uN2Dq
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。500Please respect copyright.PENANAJ82vaAmAXg
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把她逼退到牆壁,我的手按住牆壁。500Please respect copyright.PENANAJtKyKk98qG
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在她迷人的眼神裡,我情不自禁地靠前。500Please respect copyright.PENANALNmlSCEhbz
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇,我的嘴唇慢慢地——500Please respect copyright.PENANAa0AmY8YhGs
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卻停下了。500Please respect copyright.PENANAKw42fuLMDM
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被她用一根手指,截住了我的唇。500Please respect copyright.PENANAB4eZOt6LJe
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「頭先我話鍚之前,你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞,你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先?」傾姐問,「頭先其實你想要咩?」500Please respect copyright.PENANAe3OCvGKqW5
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「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。500Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1gtjKWRvr
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「變態!」她推開我。500Please respect copyright.PENANAFjeHvRU43z
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「講笑咋。」我說,搔搔頭。500Please respect copyright.PENANAcbN7mxs6qt
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再認真地說,「其實我本身想要嘅,只係——」500Please respect copyright.PENANAlHU6AJPvNO
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握緊酒瓶,我灌酒至見底,把麥提莎一口氣清光了。500Please respect copyright.PENANAXF3sOlKYqu
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然後,我收拾垃圾,拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……500Please respect copyright.PENANAlWjPZQivEw
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KO便利店袋則放好。500Please respect copyright.PENANAYjqym9pHUJ
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收拾好後,我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室,刷牙、洗臉。500Please respect copyright.PENANAL3zhJd9eBF
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水,吐——500Please respect copyright.PENANAkLaImRyjkf
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沖水毛巾,抹臉。500Please respect copyright.PENANABvXiwv9TG2
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大鏡子中的我,還很年輕,臉有點紅。500Please respect copyright.PENANAofbRO3r33g
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回到客廳,陸傾兒戴過的頸巾,仍留在沙發上。500Please respect copyright.PENANA3hd0oSvzHA
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我拾起電池,裝回牆上的鐘,再按照手機時間來調好。500Please respect copyright.PENANASHyySyYW4s
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時間已經快將三點。500Please respect copyright.PENANAzXPxxF0x7U
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我站在房間中,落地玻璃窗前——500Please respect copyright.PENANARYfhHEoeKJ
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眼前是寂靜的大海,海浪聲傳不到這裡,寒風也是。500Please respect copyright.PENANAOuZuGSRd6G
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海浪只是靜靜地動著,一片一片地交替。500Please respect copyright.PENANAY531ggZYRY
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三點半了,我仍然站在窗前。500Please respect copyright.PENANAakyc52BpaK
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直至3點36分,手機震了一下,我拿出來看。500Please respect copyright.PENANA5PE0T4f5QW
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。500Please respect copyright.PENANA9UcnBN3N6x
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟,點解淨係瞓先」瞓?刪刪,「訓先SD?」500Please respect copyright.PENANAa9Iv7MWYJb
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按刪除鍵,逐字至全句刪,改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——500Please respect copyright.PENANAuqGiNMo5Ib
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「晚安。」刪刪刪,「早抖。」刪句號。500Please respect copyright.PENANA4p30eaDEdS
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「早抖」我發出。500Please respect copyright.PENANArgZBFKfqF2
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最後,我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。500Please respect copyright.PENANAOrJHkS6kbC
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「其實我本身想要嘅,只係——」我看著她眼睛,「你嘅電話號碼。之後,我地就可以多啲搵對方。」500Please respect copyright.PENANAmnzxJdIRjD
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「好啦,我畀你啦。」她說,攤出手掌,「拎你手機嚟。」500Please respect copyright.PENANAT7yzayr6wI
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放下手機,關了屏幕,我再次望向海邊——500Please respect copyright.PENANAu8eFlyDqP6
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直至……500Please respect copyright.PENANA0RvukgELBt
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耳邊聽到海浪聲,海邊愈來愈大浪。500Please respect copyright.PENANABeqqNktnEX
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「點啊?」神明丁站在山頂問。500Please respect copyright.PENANAjTUDCU2xyg
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「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。500Please respect copyright.PENANAwJFYbGCWkX
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「完咗個測試,點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。500Please respect copyright.PENANAWzLjyjuhcN
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「吓?完咗嗱?」我驚訝。500Please respect copyright.PENANA09yfM5wijK
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「係啊。」祂說。500Please respect copyright.PENANA1tmHzeBGIv
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「吓……咁,我合唔合格?」我馬上問。500Please respect copyright.PENANAAxlwAvcxOy
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「你……依加就想知?」祂猶疑著,打開神的練習簿看看。500Please respect copyright.PENANAEIR3dAUpLa
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「係啊。」我說。500Please respect copyright.PENANAumaBilYYPX
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「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息,遺憾地對我說,「你唔合格。」500Please respect copyright.PENANACZB4JvO8np
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「點解啊?」我瞪大了眼,「我有咩做得唔好?喂,你畀多兩日嚟得唔得?畀多兩日我,無論咩難題,我都一定拆掂佢!」500Please respect copyright.PENANA62XpRihRyL
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「前後得兩日時間,你想我做到幾多嘢?」我問,漸漸放軟身子。500Please respect copyright.PENANAAIkkKTqhgq
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「我一早講咗,個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。500Please respect copyright.PENANA3sN6hL3cot
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「咁你講,點解要今日就停?」我淚眼問。500Please respect copyright.PENANAUlVJlbaS0m
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「因為我已經預知到,你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說,一臉冰冷,「你係想返學嘅時候,盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛,去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」500Please respect copyright.PENANAbyDTEuCuJA
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「係又點?有咩問題?」我不滿地問。500Please respect copyright.PENANAWUKu2e4ZyU
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「你記唔記得,我講過,神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。500Please respect copyright.PENANAVjnKOXZn97
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「神唔係謀士、軍師,唔係要幫人諗對策,幫佢地解決困境。」500Please respect copyright.PENANAxIfE7qVAPC
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「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢,佢照做,之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇,哩個唔係神嘅做法,只係一個人嘅做法。」500Please respect copyright.PENANAXch4HXwrEz
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「咁……要……點做先啱?」我語塞。500Please respect copyright.PENANAvszx5FSxJs
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膝蓋跪了下來。500Please respect copyright.PENANAindJhSmtpM
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說,「最初神創造人類嘅時候,除咗個樣似自己,有五官、有手腳之外,仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人,係佢冇拎走嘅。」500Please respect copyright.PENANAbh7AuTxnxn
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「咩能力?」我問。500Please respect copyright.PENANAapn4DNqQAy
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「創造力。」祂說,「神創造萬物,人都可以創造好多嘢。」500Please respect copyright.PENANAaj07tnrkWM
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「包括創造一個避難所,畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」500Please respect copyright.PENANAgoYp6OiZ2N
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「包括創造自己嘅人生。」500Please respect copyright.PENANAp0nMptUAge
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「人生不存在,換個態度,仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句,再說,「人最厲害嘅地方,在於換個啱嘅態度,乜都可以做到。」500Please respect copyright.PENANAi2PC1cISmh
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「所……以?」我想聽下去。500Please respect copyright.PENANAhXGBgFcHQl
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「所以你只需要引導佢,去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說,「然後,佢就會自己去解決問題。」500Please respect copyright.PENANAr5oowdZ43g
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「作為神,我地最常做嘅,就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後,世人自然會去解決問題。」神說,「如果我地做得太出面,連件事都出手幫世人解決埋,乜都畀晒答案,世人只會對我地產生依賴。」500Please respect copyright.PENANA3ieFR0IgtZ
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「就好似,你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我,「就可能會,令佢依賴咗你,之後冇咗你唔得。」500Please respect copyright.PENANAcRbpPpIiXB
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「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境,仍然冇辦法自己解決。」500Please respect copyright.PENANAgoy3mMlc5I
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「好多人參加測試,都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維,停留係人嘅思考層次,所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。500Please respect copyright.PENANAhg5HTdHAir
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「不過,孫正直——」500Please respect copyright.PENANAAeD0w36Pjk
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「毋須羞恥,你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說,「雖然你係冇心嘅,但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動,感動咗佢。」500Please respect copyright.PENANAu6snZAH1My
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「你可能唔知,為其他人喊,係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動,會影響到傾姐。」500Please respect copyright.PENANAcKTWZ2mpud
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「慢慢咁,佢會開始直面佢嘅家人,同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法,說服家人尊重佢嘅意願,最後脫離現有嘅生活。」500Please respect copyright.PENANAnQr6Jsv1Ra
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「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說,露出溫暖微笑。500Please respect copyright.PENANANsLLcTUWjC
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而我,低下了頭。500Please respect copyright.PENANAJAWkciLu61
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「咁我點?」我問,流下了淚。500Please respect copyright.PENANAa6apteWHZa
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「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生?」神明丁試問。500Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1jkkHcnza
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我狠狠地盯著祂。500Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8JHpVmasU
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「餵雞,你去餵雞先,然後再瞓一陣!」神明丁轉移話題。500Please respect copyright.PENANAG5rVruiMhp
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「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。500Please respect copyright.PENANAs9HByZXxU8
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憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。500Please respect copyright.PENANAhDiK4Nv8Zi
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「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說,拿出剛才的練習簿,體諒地說,「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」500Please respect copyright.PENANATwwze4MIsR