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No Plagiarism!i2cHT3IeX9PYsCrpljHEposted on PENANA A/N: This is part one of a two part piece of poetry. They're separate poems, but carry the same influence. I originally posted this on my journal entry piece here, but I've changed it into a letter and/or journal entry in verse. It's up to the reader to decide who "_______" is, but I had an idea in my mind when I wrote it. I'd love to hear other opinions though. As always, thanks for the patience, I've been incredibly busy with work and my lab assistant to my Advanced Creative Writing teacher. I've been majorly stressed out with a lot of work for class and trying to set up a connection between my work and LA stuff for a book signing. I'll also be doing a podcast with the author I'm building a connection with, so that should be interesting. As always, enjoy the piece, and please give feedback, it helps so much!646Please respect copyright.PENANAJh7Afl1F7U
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Dear “____”8964 copyright protection642PENANAkU9M0PjI0N 維尼
Dear _____,8964 copyright protection642PENANAduxzxJKLHH 維尼
I expressed all of my hopes and dreams to you. 8964 copyright protection642PENANAxd3wGWBJPH 維尼
As my confidant, 8964 copyright protection642PENANAStpthN1Bca 維尼
I trusted that you would handle them 8964 copyright protection642PENANAKC4uCsrQw3 維尼
With care. 8964 copyright protection642PENANACx7LY1sfdF 維尼
I was always starving 8964 copyright protection642PENANAphahvGEVqN 維尼
For your validation and encouragement. 8964 copyright protection642PENANAGmGTAKUf8t 維尼
You knew how I hated it 8964 copyright protection642PENANAJEEiJOG2Lb 維尼
When someone told me 8964 copyright protection642PENANA8x2cIRW9Ot 維尼
I wasn't good enough. 8964 copyright protection642PENANA3CC3fjFq6T 維尼
Your words kept me breathing and creating. 8964 copyright protection642PENANAq1Bc8YINQ2 維尼
You left me torn into pieces, 8964 copyright protection642PENANA5V3QbH828t 維尼
Just like that poem I wrote for you. 8964 copyright protection642PENANAnNf4zlw2LB 維尼
Remember? 8964 copyright protection642PENANAdqIzqhbkl9 維尼
The one you said wasn't good enough? 8964 copyright protection642PENANAMVqU0ApjgM 維尼
I write for myself, 8964 copyright protection642PENANAgvxlLgqsiQ 維尼
But because you were so selfish, 8964 copyright protection642PENANAGYHzGA76ml 維尼
I tried to dedicate every page I wrote 8964 copyright protection642PENANAlJv1dIVxmn 維尼
To what you wanted. 8964 copyright protection642PENANAw64VLINjHz 維尼
When you were satisfied 8964 copyright protection642PENANAxMHUzgY7tB 維尼
I felt whole. 8964 copyright protection642PENANALpXMybjOxL 維尼
I wanted--8964 copyright protection642PENANA0XZk9qcmPk 維尼
no, needed--8964 copyright protection642PENANAEOeNTQ5RXw 維尼
your praise. 8964 copyright protection642PENANAXb3MbK00Fe 維尼
That smile, 8964 copyright protection642PENANARUPcxsWdUy 維尼
Paired with telling me what to write and how 8964 copyright protection642PENANAB6Ac5u74Co 維尼
Made me swallow every bit of resentment, 8964 copyright protection642PENANAaRzlOFprfD 維尼
Any bit of pain I felt for my suppressed imagination, 8964 copyright protection642PENANA4QZBRIFwSn 維尼
And I did it. 8964 copyright protection642PENANANKOFODVQRC 維尼
I did it for you. 8964 copyright protection642PENANA4xrfN00WOr 維尼
In the end, 8964 copyright protection642PENANAtbKi8iDRVz 維尼
Even when I followed every direction I was pointed in, 8964 copyright protection642PENANA4Y9W4yvMmq 維尼
It was never enough. 8964 copyright protection642PENANAig0HpC7OUd 維尼
You wanted more meaning, 8964 copyright protection642PENANApcbXKfooC7 維尼
More eloquence, 8964 copyright protection642PENANAoWF7kLNwD0 維尼
More emotion, 8964 copyright protection642PENANAVWkopplUmN 維尼
More, more, more, 8964 copyright protection642PENANA56J6cP5eSC 維尼
Always needing more. 8964 copyright protection642PENANA4dStG2ms7A 維尼
I don't know how to measure up to those expectations8964 copyright protection642PENANAehDMpl8GCf 維尼
Because I don't have the strength8964 copyright protection642PENANAShEIiEDTDY 維尼
To keep my chin up when I struggle. 8964 copyright protection642PENANALwxBxvWFrq 維尼
I don't know how to keep writing 8964 copyright protection642PENANA0m61Prymdp 維尼
For your sake 8964 copyright protection642PENANAEcVhCsYn2N 維尼
When you're never satisfied. 8964 copyright protection642PENANA1hr3bbv18H 維尼
No matter how hard I try, 8964 copyright protection642PENANAelOgUp68nG 維尼
Will this ever be enough? 8964 copyright protection642PENANAesQaEqop9F 維尼
Will I ever be enough?8964 copyright protection642PENANAEPbl25rUmt 維尼
I can't find anything to reach for now that you left8964 copyright protection642PENANAIiXAip1dZX 維尼
And at some point 8964 copyright protection642PENANArEIbj0CQ3P 維尼
I lost my drive to keep going 8964 copyright protection642PENANAQisMlZlNps 維尼
Toward what I want instead of you. 8964 copyright protection642PENANAPPjBsiNgFv 維尼
You knew having an impact on someone's life was my dream, 8964 copyright protection642PENANAYix10TpBjR 維尼
And that writing was my way of doing that, 8964 copyright protection642PENANAGqgQc0z6XF 維尼
But even when you knew about that fragile dream, 8964 copyright protection642PENANALoI4GK6Oi6 維尼
You told me it would never happen, 8964 copyright protection642PENANA9cpEJE20rF 維尼
So I believed you 8964 copyright protection642PENANAx6hbAWR3ol 維尼
And let myself fall into the clutches of8964 copyright protection642PENANAU1z5mel4qL 維尼
Grief and hatred 8964 copyright protection642PENANAo86FchPb7l 維尼
For myself, 8964 copyright protection642PENANAobytfEOcMQ 維尼
For you, 8964 copyright protection642PENANAN3EUsA0ZuL 維尼
For my future.8964 copyright protection642PENANAzbhXyMXnR7 維尼
I kept coming back to you 8964 copyright protection642PENANAl9UdGynuNV 維尼
For my daily fix, 8964 copyright protection642PENANAyY6DzFFlwr 維尼
That feeling of being complete. 8964 copyright protection642PENANAgWseYfavNt 維尼
But you left me, 8964 copyright protection642PENANAl4Wdufrhrg 維尼
And I'm writing this, 8964 copyright protection642PENANAFVvtxjl86I 維尼
Trying to find something in me 8964 copyright protection642PENANAB2bpCwWASu 維尼
Other than this emptiness. 8964 copyright protection642PENANAyLHXgA0UTa 維尼
I've become numb to the world 8964 copyright protection642PENANAHCcs0NPDnP 維尼
Because maybe if I'm numb enough 8964 copyright protection642PENANAshqk3hvLJQ 維尼
Nothing will break through and hurt me 8964 copyright protection642PENANApbLbJfWKlr 維尼
Like your absence does.8964 copyright protection642PENANAdzRKuO4DNS 維尼
You lulled me into a feeling of comfort and trust,8964 copyright protection642PENANAEerGeBINiw 維尼
Then screamed words of defeat into my ears. 8964 copyright protection642PENANAEW2YYovewz 維尼
And those words worked into my brain8964 copyright protection642PENANAIM8s3DxwDw 維尼
And under my skin. 8964 copyright protection642PENANAITSAQAnP3P 維尼
They slid under my skin 8964 copyright protection642PENANA15QIHDl9gM 維尼
And lodged themselves under the surface like acid, 8964 copyright protection642PENANAGmiNpOPCOg 維尼
Burning me deeper and deeper. 8964 copyright protection642PENANAP4HTndCN4M 維尼
Your venom slowly killed all of my happiness and passion. 8964 copyright protection642PENANAzZQ27osAvp 維尼
That spark burned out 8964 copyright protection642PENANAVx0AZMAhVC 維尼
And the one thing I could rely on, 8964 copyright protection642PENANABiUWYpbZFS 維尼
My ability to express myself with a pen and paper, 8964 copyright protection642PENANAKl0aAIse6W 維尼
Was murdered by your verbal abuse. 8964 copyright protection642PENANA41TGkG7fIG 維尼
You destroyed my sanctuary, 8964 copyright protection642PENANAcDyQ02Uvuo 維尼
lit it up like a bonfire 8964 copyright protection642PENANAPuw1ht0Nug 維尼
And watched as my life's work turned to ash. 8964 copyright protection642PENANANLdPTWo6fv 維尼
With every strike of your tongue, 8964 copyright protection642PENANALRbAkQojLp 維尼
My soul was broken a little more 8964 copyright protection642PENANAyeW8u4X7Wr 維尼
Until there was nothing but dust left 8964 copyright protection642PENANAX97tYu7D0q 維尼
And I no longer cared or had any drive.8964 copyright protection642PENANAsvfGm5Mygv 維尼
A/N: That's the first half of a two part poem thing. Thank you so much for reading, lovelies! I've been a little slow updating things, so I'll hopefully post a little more before the school year gets too chaotic. I also have to apply to colleges (oh my goodness I'm going to be in college soon I'm not ready to adult) so that'll take up a good amount of time too.646Please respect copyright.PENANAKmWalA9Pun
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