Flashes and more flashes572Please respect copyright.PENANAKl3DwXi1aQ
Shouts in the air, suffocating me572Please respect copyright.PENANATH5ATit1Ij
Their bodies closer and closer 572Please respect copyright.PENANAnkOwE6ziR2
Until its so hard to breathe572Please respect copyright.PENANAJI55c7lGJl
Everyone screaming your name572Please respect copyright.PENANAMIbBQqUcuj
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces572Please respect copyright.PENANA3rtRpnB339
The men around me take my arm gently572Please respect copyright.PENANAsuqOkqtO7X
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes572Please respect copyright.PENANANaZ5nQ5DJF
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life572Please respect copyright.PENANAdG3qsln0U4
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down572Please respect copyright.PENANAi2cesoxW1T
Faking a smile towards the ground572Please respect copyright.PENANAcHQo9JkDJy
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 572Please respect copyright.PENANArnduROcldj
For fear that it will start over again572Please respect copyright.PENANAD9CIG6tUA5
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains572Please respect copyright.PENANAHxvPZltppF
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest572Please respect copyright.PENANAZMWZzMK24y
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step572Please respect copyright.PENANAe23J221DSo
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths572Please respect copyright.PENANA5LOZKWq6kC
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together572Please respect copyright.PENANACM3riWalvA
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess572Please respect copyright.PENANAfLt2W2DVky
My feet seem to be moving on their own 572Please respect copyright.PENANAQErItmWZ9u
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?572Please respect copyright.PENANA2xNpcSdSeY
Cameras and fame and people all around me?572Please respect copyright.PENANAbOEDMXBsgU
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!572Please respect copyright.PENANAToRMe6poPM
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!572Please respect copyright.PENANAGlmG50xu6m
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another572Please respect copyright.PENANAPE4fPcNEnv
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some572Please respect copyright.PENANAF0eT0mOIec
But my life should've been peace and quite572Please respect copyright.PENANAg1wpC3lXxQ
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children572Please respect copyright.PENANAlcmyVj0eee
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion572Please respect copyright.PENANAg8L0qJrTEb
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets572Please respect copyright.PENANAQoEw5sZX2p
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life572Please respect copyright.PENANAuLHAy0WNVL
When I stop and think of how blessed I am572Please respect copyright.PENANAS8zJE3lZni
I realize how much I love my life572Please respect copyright.PENANAowRrA5U24j
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through572Please respect copyright.PENANAN7hID22U4s
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model572Please respect copyright.PENANAaUZ3cOexoo
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on