暑假篇:坦誠401Please respect copyright.PENANA7SbVofP2z8
401Please respect copyright.PENANATCDRjzcIpC
以下將會是依玲的視角……401Please respect copyright.PENANAqIDqMDv3yP
401Please respect copyright.PENANAFV4c0vSkJM
「Elaine,可唔可以同你傾啲嘢。」401Please respect copyright.PENANAbJXd2HlUkC
Laura向我說了這句話後,就一手把我拉到燒烤場附近的一個遊戲園裡。401Please respect copyright.PENANAYnMJNl0GOe
而這裡仍然可以勉強地看到燒烤場的一點點火光。401Please respect copyright.PENANAfJV72eG6Kc
但是這個遊樂場卻沒有任何燈光設備,只能依靠旁邊小路上的路燈作照明。401Please respect copyright.PENANAC3Y3tPgYAt
401Please respect copyright.PENANACkUFgVcr7N
然而,我此刻心裡只也是想著,到底Laura有甚麼話要跟我說,而必須要把我帶離眾人呢?401Please respect copyright.PENANA9ePAhqq9ci
因此她停下腳步後,我便忍不住問她:「Laura,到底你有咩想同我傾啊?」401Please respect copyright.PENANA4oJYf4EZAC
但隨即Laura也坐在了遊樂場的滑梯上,雙手抱膝說:「突然有啲難開口添……」401Please respect copyright.PENANAitBHJ2iigr
401Please respect copyright.PENANAK6MMYu61US
「有咩難開口到要避開哂班上面所有人,而單獨同我講啊?」401Please respect copyright.PENANAweOZ4eYTsx
我再問道,並一同坐到了她的身旁。401Please respect copyright.PENANA5YKAclntHr
接著,她也沉默起來,彷彿是在思考著甚麼。401Please respect copyright.PENANAdxiimqMZvx
而我都搞不清楚她的目的,只能默默地繼續靜坐著,等待她開口說話的一刻。401Please respect copyright.PENANAh4nlRAjWJ0
401Please respect copyright.PENANAvMxSHytgpe
「唉……」她在沉思過後,先嘆了一口氣。401Please respect copyright.PENANAqBYhqzIXkS
然後就說:「本身喺Rita叫我幫手支開你,點知轉頭又叫我順便同你坦誠埋……」401Please respect copyright.PENANALHE3ruYhii
「咩支開?咩坦誠啊?同埋又關Rita事?」401Please respect copyright.PENANAORay7eTOQl
我馬上露出了一個百思不解的表情說著。401Please respect copyright.PENANAlwrgth3tWD
並一同在心裡猜想著,既然她提及了是Rita叫她支開我。401Please respect copyright.PENANAtCisxhPzZi
證明此刻在燒烤場的其他人是在討論著一些不想被我知道的事情?!401Please respect copyright.PENANAKW6GIlCXva
而且Rita又叫她向我坦誠,到底所謂的坦誠又是些甚麼意思呢?401Please respect copyright.PENANAF3QRJUKa8b
401Please respect copyright.PENANA5vk3pfQSqp
我接著也先詢問了她第一個疑點:「佢哋要支開我,即喺為咗要講啲唔想比我知嘅內容,唔通喺講我壞話?」401Please respect copyright.PENANAdbrHqgdd7K
可是在我說道後,Laura卻抬頭看著天上的夜空,並說:「你放心,佢哋唔喺講你壞話,喺講阿侑。」401Please respect copyright.PENANA4gWmKdmVck
「哦,原來喺講阿侑……等等!點解連你都改口叫阿侑架?」我一臉驚訝地問。401Please respect copyright.PENANALl5kvT1gh8
畢竟,以我所知除了我之外,會叫Alvin為阿侑的人,也只要Venus及Mandy。401Please respect copyright.PENANAnbivxz5Scr
而且會直呼其名的我們三人,都與阿侑有著……特殊的關係。401Please respect copyright.PENANA973iZSsM6h
但是若果連Laura都直呼阿侑的話,莫非她……401Please respect copyright.PENANAcrCjGBO81L
401Please respect copyright.PENANAZB0pDPy0Xf
「你放心,我唔喺鍾意阿侑。只喺聽慣咗Mandy咁叫,所以都改咗口。」401Please respect copyright.PENANA1WveamXZZe
Laura彷彿閱讀了我的內心一樣,面不改色、語氣平淡地說。401Please respect copyright.PENANAVpV8kWWZ9o
「都好……」我不自覺地鬆了一口氣。401Please respect copyright.PENANAwyYHQSjzwe
但為什麼當知道Laura不是喜歡阿侑後,我會整個人感到放鬆下來?401Please respect copyright.PENANAZeZmr6UytG
難道,剛才我曾有一刻是在害怕著Laura打算與我坦誠的事……401Please respect copyright.PENANAOWeVMVQ11w
其實是她都一樣喜歡阿侑?!401Please respect copyright.PENANAQBKTFTQFZD
不過,既然她都證清不是了,那麼我也可以放心了……?401Please respect copyright.PENANAQTbwdwhQB7
401Please respect copyright.PENANAhvxHYJ6bmz
「Elaine啊,其實你對Raymond仲有無感覺?」401Please respect copyright.PENANAb5eg9WveMo
突然Laura提及了我那個混帳前度男友。401Please respect copyright.PENANAPBPfK210Xv
單是聽到Raymond這個名字,我馬上就想起那傢伙對我的不忠及滋擾。401Please respect copyright.PENANAJh2hXvNWms
因此我也隨即感到氣憤起來並說:「緊喺無哂feel啦!條友又出軌、又想推我落樓梯,而且之前仲跟蹤我!」401Please respect copyright.PENANAHaqPKq4OAD
401Please respect copyright.PENANArcdkUmcVRH
「咁你無諗過如果當初Raymond無出軌,依家嘅你哋又會點?」她再問道。401Please respect copyright.PENANANsbY9EeOCk
而我也沉默起來,其實我曾經都一樣思考過若果當初Raymond沒有出軌,接下來又會發生甚麼樣的事情。401Please respect copyright.PENANAVYL0ygdVEU
如果當時Raymond沒有對我不忠,不去找那個甚麼Jennifer的話,我與他便不會以分手告終。401Please respect copyright.PENANAF94qTWtL1l
更不會發生後續的鬧劇,他不會推我下樓梯、不會經常在電話騷擾我、不會試圖跟蹤我。401Please respect copyright.PENANA0cetOWArRw
說不定,現在我們還在交住中,並繼續被校報評為「校園風雲情侶」。401Please respect copyright.PENANAExv9qHbbD0
401Please respect copyright.PENANAGPVPtNP3hY
然而,Laura卻隨即打斷了我的幻想:401Please respect copyright.PENANAeEPcG8M1Qs
「其實,當時搞散你同Raymond嘅根本唔喺咩Jennifer……而喺我。」401Please respect copyright.PENANAmgki2Fz4WJ
401Please respect copyright.PENANATWjHdEksRm
「咩話?」401Please respect copyright.PENANAJIB2wkrT1I
我即時的第一個反應是瞪大了雙眼,一臉驚訝地扭過頭去看著她。401Please respect copyright.PENANARj7Uihuznb
然後就擺出一副難以置信的表情再問:「你咁講喺咩意思啊?」401Please respect copyright.PENANAaLmUfzse1K
但她仍然是看著夜空而沒有回答我。401Please respect copyright.PENANAfRsoobxKZo
因此我再三問道,並同時終於按捺不住心中的激動:「你指Raymond出軌嘅對象喺你,而唔喺Jennifer?」401Please respect copyright.PENANAvqmDJhOCNM
401Please respect copyright.PENANAI0wakp8anR
這次,Laura終於有回應了。401Please respect copyright.PENANAZWU0IcFwgQ
她先低頭沉思了一會,然後就扭頭過來,毫不遲疑地說:「無錯,就喺我。」401Please respect copyright.PENANAM2cH5rv5tH
從她認真的眼神,感覺到一絲的開著玩笑,看來她是認真的。401Please respect copyright.PENANAudjysiVAMf
因為從中四到現在,我根本沒有見過如此認真的Laura。401Please respect copyright.PENANAKYpJ475Naj
401Please respect copyright.PENANAzZFEzPOMpz
同一時間,我剛才激動的情緒,也被她幹脆利落的回答,一下子打消了。401Please respect copyright.PENANAsymkoXVe8o
隨即也只能繼續目瞪口呆地看著眼前這名「曾經的第三者」。401Please respect copyright.PENANAs00qBuvM9z
401Please respect copyright.PENANAQzr2CIMEfs
與Raymond分手這麼久,我對他的感覺也近乎零。401Please respect copyright.PENANAneZMoVvkeN
而在得知原來Laura是我們分手的導火線後。401Please respect copyright.PENANAczzY0h3vEP
我感覺到的,只要驚訝及難以置信。401Please respect copyright.PENANAr42qOtfrRH
要生氣,要恨她,我根本做不出來。401Please respect copyright.PENANAXVlCqVlgwe
此刻心中,也只是充斥著一種莫名其妙的感覺而且。。401Please respect copyright.PENANAAmbViw87e9
401Please respect copyright.PENANA053fUhYRVs
或許我與Raymond沒有分手的話,我們就會繼續成為眾人目光下的風雲人物。401Please respect copyright.PENANAbZjRkxsydO
然而,我卻無法與一個人成為好朋友、無法與他一同參加話劇學會、無法與他一同溫習數學、無法與他一同渡過許多許多開心而珍貴的時光。401Please respect copyright.PENANANXVSfieXCo
而且到最後,我更無法喜歡上他,無法喜歡上……阿侑。401Please respect copyright.PENANAeGLRC5ra4J
401Please respect copyright.PENANA1qk4h22nZW
然而,這時Laura也再說:401Please respect copyright.PENANAWsEaJ2TB7X
「所以我希望你可以同Raymond復合,然後讓翻阿侑出嚟。」401Please respect copyright.PENANA6MfBU6nhlV
401Please respect copyright.PENANAMopjEVxIAi
401Please respect copyright.PENANABSEynzWk8G
「你會選擇回到過去改變一切,還是繼續拓展未知的未來」401Please respect copyright.PENANAmMPzcC07N6