19841218--19日记171Please respect copyright.PENANAblVlR3LeEH
171Please respect copyright.PENANAVP23pNB5J6
1218171Please respect copyright.PENANAEFa0djWYLv
今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在171Please respect copyright.PENANACCNuAkjrCc
171Please respect copyright.PENANAdfgaZZWYza
变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真171Please respect copyright.PENANADhCJPmbKHu
171Please respect copyright.PENANATt0cp9QSRK
不知怎的。171Please respect copyright.PENANAmcUPjMEtHc
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已171Please respect copyright.PENANAibpBPVQtnt
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开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到171Please respect copyright.PENANA136TS5mMYU
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后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过171Please respect copyright.PENANAgQxoWOgajd
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时又出现了,唉!171Please respect copyright.PENANATepL7OoPrR
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1219171Please respect copyright.PENANABhjwIg5mrj
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。171Please respect copyright.PENANAAmHGCq84i6
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐171Please respect copyright.PENANAapp9p9BA9S
171Please respect copyright.PENANA648B7SA0wg
锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改171Please respect copyright.PENANAMS8xCVx9um
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得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这171Please respect copyright.PENANApho4BTKpRo
171Please respect copyright.PENANADs8J0UNSUD
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。171Please respect copyright.PENANAy4E6vYY6on
171Please respect copyright.PENANArjTuoQdBNq
19841220--21日记171Please respect copyright.PENANA7wWP2WVsLu
171Please respect copyright.PENANAJamOOWRtdz
1220171Please respect copyright.PENANARQK9UdkxPx
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团171Please respect copyright.PENANAccWod36I7y
171Please respect copyright.PENANAGeZNLGgrrA
支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们171Please respect copyright.PENANAK6IXFBT0bK
171Please respect copyright.PENANAZvDGiHk3tp
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态171Please respect copyright.PENANA2QtHL4g34G
171Please respect copyright.PENANAX3u0LvSoJ6
,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。171Please respect copyright.PENANAtXa3fUvOGh
171Please respect copyright.PENANASfGF3FULgu
1221171Please respect copyright.PENANAPxnj23LpJy
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交171Please respect copyright.PENANAKRQ80i9jlk
171Please respect copyright.PENANAr7rmcISHo2
,可今天星期五了。171Please respect copyright.PENANAwGeX7nbV2r
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他171Please respect copyright.PENANAEfnJ2CgivX
171Please respect copyright.PENANAnljnz7grEW
很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。171Please respect copyright.PENANAM6lcC29eII
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。171Please respect copyright.PENANAv4fOxXl896
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向171Please respect copyright.PENANATkLWIiXeBw
171Please respect copyright.PENANA6kH3NKymzH
我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天171Please respect copyright.PENANAWw5MCze1nl
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便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几171Please respect copyright.PENANAAJdXP6VcqR
171Please respect copyright.PENANAUzudAfO8Oi
次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说171Please respect copyright.PENANARHU0WQ6pL5
171Please respect copyright.PENANA0IZwI3Q1Ug
:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:171Please respect copyright.PENANAAoz760JfhP
171Please respect copyright.PENANA5xUfOldBls
“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这171Please respect copyright.PENANA8DruAJelLg
171Please respect copyright.PENANACa6jzvLzQi
时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。171Please respect copyright.PENANAaP1yOrZSfm
171Please respect copyright.PENANAwPw4Ss8mO7
19841222--31日记171Please respect copyright.PENANAAJDDvvH54p
171Please respect copyright.PENANAJiBg8eDxMh
1222171Please respect copyright.PENANA6oz6Iv0WrR
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈171Please respect copyright.PENANA5xp8hbWe94
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何,真不知怎的。171Please respect copyright.PENANArRvsbImHqc
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1223171Please respect copyright.PENANATgFjLaFxKq
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。171Please respect copyright.PENANAwSktoZ0Hdt
171Please respect copyright.PENANAyeKvnweJSO
1224171Please respect copyright.PENANAoJ073zPpeb
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。171Please respect copyright.PENANAcC4wt4eVV7
171Please respect copyright.PENANAdmdKJ2wTp4
1225171Please respect copyright.PENANAtptq3zx2tZ
中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。171Please respect copyright.PENANAk6NXFiqsLy
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1226171Please respect copyright.PENANAeiGlC7Nnlj
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。171Please respect copyright.PENANApfkyRTRNiT
171Please respect copyright.PENANAkQdhTLZHK4
1227171Please respect copyright.PENANAKDpqUaSpKv
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕171Please respect copyright.PENANAkWEP6fAcpl
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了。171Please respect copyright.PENANAKe08xo1HgR
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1228171Please respect copyright.PENANAykIIHzivZB
心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。171Please respect copyright.PENANAeDbE1l9yDx
171Please respect copyright.PENANA0yO8NvgxEd
1229171Please respect copyright.PENANAaSkJNyYgK3
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好171Please respect copyright.PENANAsQXYEWKmT9
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了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父171Please respect copyright.PENANATJMCD4HqDX
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》,却不得入梦。171Please respect copyright.PENANA3oOVykCNWu