~past tense~
***Jays POV***
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I lay down beside her, certain that she's the love of my life. That's crazy, it's insane. Yes I've known her for years, but I've only been with her formally in this capacity for a few days. We were kissing before we got together and touching each other but I could never have imagined that it would feel like this for us to be together.
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When I first met her, I was a different person yet somehow the person I have become because of her was still there. She saw me, time and time again I didn't deserve her time or friendship but she stuck with me. I gaze into her eyes, she's watching me. I remember seeing her for the first time, laying on Matty's sofa. And I could not conduct myself properly around her; her smart mouth, the fact that she wouldn't let me be the dickhead version of me around her. No doubt I was attracted to her, but I was also moved by her. I wanted her so much, I was so jealous of Matty.
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"Jay" she softly says stroking my face and my hair back as I'm staring at her.
"If you feel a bit overwhelmed that's okay" she laughs. I've gone quiet.
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"Taylor I'm just currently trying not to scare you off" I laugh.
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"What you feel different about me now?" She asks stroking my back and her hands feel like home.
I thought I loved her before, I thought I knew how much I loved her but now, I'm completely drowning in that feeling.
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"Taylor, I've never felt that way during" I begin trying to not be so crass.
"That was the best sex I've ever had. But it's much more than that" I attempt to explain.
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"I think I know what you mean" she smiles.
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"I mean I think you're the love of my life" I say slowly. I've never even told a women I love her. Ever. And now I'm telling her that I want everything with her. What is she doing to me?
She kisses me, her hands stroking my hair and down my back.
"You don't have to say anything back to me" I say self consciously.
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"Jay I was just trying to form my thoughts. I've not felt that way ever. And I mean that. I'm falling hard for you. I have this altogether new feeing of not ever wanting to be without you" she says.
I sigh relieved. I kiss her again, we spend at least twenty minutes just kissing in bed. I've never been this close to any person. Usually I have sex with girls and then we ignore each other. And that's not their fault, I was definitely always the problem.
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"Turn around" I whisper to her softly in her ear.
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She lays facing the window and I wrap my arms around her waist. Kissing her neck and caressing her from behind.
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"What can you see" I ask her softly.
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"The moon, and how it reflects on the water. It looks dark and inky because there's only moonlight" she says softly.
I stroke her waist and arms. I just want to hear her voice.
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"In the morning it will all look different, the way the light reflects on the water. I used to watch it when I was young. Sometimes my mum would come in at 2 in the morning just knowing I would be watching out my window. She loves nature, even though she has a corporate job she loves being here. She used to tell me she wished she could be my mum all the time and live here with me instead of having a job" I tell her. Why am I telling her all of this ?
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Taylor places her hands on my arms and strokes me.
"This place is very special. I also by the way love hearing about your life. Your mum sounds really nice" she says sweetly.
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"I love how quiet it is here. It feels like we're the only people in the world." She says and I can sense her smile.
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"I'm glad you like it" I say
"I've never taken anyone here before, not any of my friends or anybody else, the idea came to me the other day. While we were dancing all night and drinking champagne." I tell her.
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"So this is like a first for both of us" she says. She turns around in bed to face me.
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"What do you want to do tomorrow" I ask her.
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"I want to spend it with you" she smiles.
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"Me too I was planning on it" I say. Coming up with ideas in my head that will keep her around me. I can't lose her ever.
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It's Saturday tomorrow, maybe I can convince her to stay for the weekend. Then we can travel back together ready for university on Monday.
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"There's some really nice places around here we could visit, and then would you let me take you out for dinner tomorrow?" I ask her, I learnt from my dad to always, always ask a women and never assume.
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"I'd love that Jay" she says and she kisses my lips slowly. I think I've kissed her more in the last two days than I've kissed any women in my life.
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"I'm just gonna make sure I locked up and set the alarm, want anything from downstairs?" I ask her.
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"Would you mind bringing up my phone" she asks.
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As I get ready to head downstairs she pulls me in and kisses me just one more time.
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