~past tense~
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Jay holds my hand as we walk through what is a very impressive foyer. We were handed champagne on arrival and it tastes fabulous.
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I can hear my heels clinking on the floor, I borrowed a pair of Jay's mums stilettos and I feel very sexy.
We spend some time at the bar first. I can tell this is going to be quite a boozy night. Jay hands me the cocktail list. I survey it and see cocktails that I haven't seen before.
I end up going for a pornstar martini and he laughs.
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Even though I always seem to get one this is however the best martini I've ever had in my life. Jay is drinking brandy. It is his drink of choice. He is leaning slightly on the bar. Lord what did I ever do to deserve the affections of such a beautiful guy. He's got his blonde hair pushed back, and he's clean shaven. I take him in looking at him his piercing blue eyes and slightly tanned skin. His closely fitted shirt with the sleeves rolled up.
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"Your table is ready for you" a waiter says, smiling at me.
I smile back and Jay takes my hand again and we are seated at a table facing out looking over the wonderful lake. It's dusk and there are lights illuminating the scene. It's really quite beautiful.
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"So we cooked steak last night, now I'm going to have another one" he laughs looking at the menu.
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"What takes your fancy" he says to me watching me smiling.
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"There's a lot of choice.." I say back.
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I scan the pages, trying desperately to not glance at the prices.
"I'm going to go for the chicken chasseur" I say meeting his piercing eyes.
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We order and he grasps my hand across the table. I love how much he's touching me, all the time. I smile over at him.
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"This place is beautiful, thank you for taking me Jay" I say to him smiling.
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"My dad took my mum here" he says and I smile.
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"You don't talk about your dad too much" I say.
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"My dad is a typical business man" he says.
"He does love my mum but he's not the most available person. He is dedicated and he devotes himself to his work" he says.
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I stroke his hands. Listening to his voice, taking in his affection. The way he looks at me. It's changed, I thought he was intense before. Since we had sex though, when he looks at me he is transfixed, he looks at me with adoration.
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"My dad used to bring us here, whenever my parents weren't working. And it's the place I felt most at home. Like we were a family unit" he says.
"We even went fishing" he says smiling.
"How about your family?" He asks.
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"So my mum brought us up, I do have an older sister. We don't talk much we're very different. My mum just tried her best" I say smiling.
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“What does your dad do?” I ask.
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“They are both CEO’s” he says.
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A waiter brings us some bread. I look out of the window at the lake, how the water sparkles under the lights. The boats still cruising around. I gaze back over at Jay. He's breathtaking, whenever I look at him I feel even more sure of him.
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He's changed so much, so quickly. Where he used to be cold and calculating, now he's devoted. We have a moment just staring into each other's eyes.
"Taylor you look exceptionally beautiful tonight" he says.
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"I have to say you have lots of admirers including the waiter" he says smiling to himself.
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"I don't even have a lot of makeup on" I say self consciously.
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"You don't need it. You're perfect. And that dress is incredible on you" he says.
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"Stop I'll blush" I laugh.
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"I like making you blush" he says quietly.
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I bite my lip. He does things to me even without touching me.
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"That look and you biting your lip is going to end me, Taylor" he says.
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I look down blushing. Thankfully our mains come before we ditch and head to the nearest private room.
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"Mmm this is incredible" I say.
"Unlike any meal I've ever had" I smile.
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"How is yours, Jay" I ask him smiling.
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"Pretty damn good" he smiles.
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"I intend on getting us desert by the way so I hope you're hungry. When I was young they did a chocolate fountain, they bring it to your table and you can dip stuff in it" he says.
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"Wow that sounds really good" I tell him.
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Once we're finished he orders me another cocktail and I move my chair to sit closer to him, so that I'm facing the window. Its such a gorgeous view. Who knows when I'll be here again?
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His hand grazes my thigh under the table and I smile over at him.
"I love you" he says clearly looking into my eyes.
"I know this is overwhelming and I know it is insanely soon, and quick and it breaks all the fucking rules. But I do, I love you. I knew you were extremely special when we first ever met, i was a dick for so long and you changed my life and my outlook on things gradually over time. I feel this way for you Taylor and I can't deny it" he says smiling.
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I kiss him lightly on the lips.
He sighs breathing out.
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"Jay, I spent almost a year being aggravated by you and not knowing why you got to me so much. I realise now it’s because I needed you and I was fighting it.You set my body completely alight just by looking at me let alone touching me. I feel like we're in the right place now. And of course I love you too" I say as he tucks some of my hair behind my ear glancing at my earrings.
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We order the chocolate fountain for desert. When it arrives I'm shocked at how big it is. The waiter smiles at me, again, and places the strawberries, pretzels and wafers on the table.
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Jay takes a strawberry and dips it in the chocolate. He smiles and feeds me it making sure it's doesn't drip down onto me.
"Okay my go" I tell him.
"Strawberry or pretzel?" I ask him
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"Strawberry of course" he says smiling.
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He takes the strawberry in his mouth and then licks the chocolate off of my fingers discreetly. I chuckle. We stick to feeding ourselves after that conscious that we are in a public place.
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After a few more cocktails and brandy's Jay gets the bill. I take a glance as it's open on the table and I'm sort of in shock. I knew he had money, who wouldn't ? Lake houses, Audis and motorbikes, fancy apartments. But not to the extent of eating that amount of money away.
I ask him if I can help towards the cost of our food and he tells me no, this is his treat.
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We walk outside and he suggests we walk around the lake. There are live buskers and the whole place is alive at night.
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