~past tense~
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Jay has an intercom security system for the apartment. As he's tidying up the mess we made making curry together it chimes and I check the screen. My deliveries arrived. It feels like Christmas when you get new stuff to play with. I take the parcels into the bedroom and begin trying on. Everything looks great, the jeans I bought fit really nicely and I decide I'm going to wear them tomorrow. I take a quick shower in the ensuite using my new hair dryer when I come out. I bought the same one that Jays mum has at the lake house and my hair looks incredible.
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Jay comes in and lounges on the bed watching me get ready for bed I'm currently just in a towel. His muscular arms are behind his head and he's just wearing his boxers.
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"Was everything okay with your clothes" he smiles at me.
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"Perfect" I say to him.
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I open up the lingerie parcel I left it deliberately for him to see. I pull out the red all in one which he put in the basket. He silently watches me take off my towel. I slowly put the all in one on, it's lacey all over. He stands up coming over to me caressing my side. It's the sexiest thing I've ever put on. The lace is almost see through. He silently touches me and I can hear his breathing in my ear.
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"This is better than I imagined" he smiles.
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"Jay you don't even have to take it off" I tell him smiling at him.
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All business, he looks at me intently and he swiftly pins me against the wall. He is inside of me so quickly that I'm gasping for air. He is moaning in my ear.
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"Taylor I am drowning in my feelings for you" he whispers in my ear.
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"You feel so fucking good" he whispers his strong hands touching the lace all over my body.
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He holds me up and lifts me onto the bed. Thrusting into me over and over again I quickly begin to feel like I'm going to surrender to him.
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"Jay you're so good at that" I say biting my lip. He touches my lip with his fingertips.
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"You're the best thing that has ever happened to me" He says as I move my hips into him.
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"You moving your hips like that is going to make me come" he says in my ear.
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We orgasm inside of each other at the same time. I call out his name almost shouting at the intensity of the pleasure. He twists my nipple as I'm coming and I've never felt anything like it.
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He slowly climbs off of me laying down next to me.
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"You dont realise the affect your have on me" he says softly.
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I shhh him and pull him into me caressing him.
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" I love you, I'm here now" I tell him.
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Shortly after that he falls asleep, I check my phone. I haven't looked at it since we got back. Ross has messaged me. Several times and I decide to bite the bullet and give him a call. I've made my decision and I know what I want. I stroke Jay and tuck him in. I look at him, marvelling how much he has changed.
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One ring and he answers I'm pacing around the kitchen.
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"Hey, sorry yeah I know I haven't answered your messages and that's not on" I say.
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"It's all good babe" he says.
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"So I owe it to you to explain" I begin.
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He just waits. It's like talking to the most patient person in the world.
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" We went out for lunch and then things... " I say to Ross. How can I say this to him? Maybe he will finally hate me for having sex with him and then getting with Jay.
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"Jay and I are seeing how things are going to go between us" I say.
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He breathes in. I can hear his anger even though he's silent.
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"I would appreciate it if you didn't tell everybody. I just wanted to explain to you because of us" I say breaking on that last part.
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"I will always have space here for you. I love you and nothing will change that Tay. Okay?" He says and a tear falls down my face.
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" Okay" I say emotional. Why does he always have to give me chance after chance?
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"I'll see you tomorrow" he says and hangs up.
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I make a cup of tea and grab some water for both of us and head back to bed with Jay. When I climb in he hugs me waking up slightly.
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"I got us some water" I say smiling at him.
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"Why didn't you say I would have got you some" he smiles half asleep.
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"Because you were asleep and I wanted to keep you that way" I laugh.
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"You're still wearing it" he says hands going up and down the lace.
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"I couldn't be bothered to change" I tell him
"And I like how you react to it, you touch me loads" I say smiling.
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He opens his eyes looking down at my chest under the red lace.
"Fuck Taylor" he sighs
"How am I ever going to sleep" he smiles.
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"Like this" I say pulling him into me. I stroke his back and neck.
"I love you" I whisper to him. I talk to him whispering in his ear and he lightly kisses my chest and neck a few times before falling asleep again. I have this unusual urge to care for him, to make him feel secure and happy all of the time. I reflect on the fact that I've never felt this way before for anybody and smile down at him sleeping his arms around me and my arms holding him back.
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