***Taylors POV***
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Jay got us home safely, we sped through the water, it turns out the boat can go pretty quickly when he wants it too. Which is good because I wanted him right that very second. He literally carried me from the boat into the house and up the stairs and now I'm laying on my back and he's thrusting into me.
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"Mmm I fucking love you" I tell him. So much has clicked into place for me over the past couple of months with him.
I think about him and only him all the time.
He has captured my heart and if he dares to break it then there will be no fixing me.
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"Tell me again baby" he says. Is he serious? I love him so completely and I've told him many times.
He seemingly gets distracted looking at me, kissing my nipples and flicking them with his tongue. His tongue is pierced, it's a new thing. I like it a lot. I can feel the piercing on my nipples and my body squirms underneath him until I'm fully thrusting into him.
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"Fuck" I say unable to contain myself. It feels incredible, it always does with Jay. He's speaking to me and I can just hear the seductive timbre of his voice. I'm saying his name over and over again. I get lost with him every single time. I don't think about anything else. He makes me feel so sexy and perfect. He takes over all of my senses. Consumes me.
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He pulls out slowly and I feel him leaving my body.
"No Jay, I want you" I plead with him. I feel the tip of him circling me down there and the pleasure is so intense I want all of him. And just him.
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Then next thing I know his mouth is on me. I call out his name, and feel his strong hands on my hips. He is very much an expert at it. It's unbelievable. I put my hands through his hair as he is flicking me down there with his tongue.
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"Jay baby I'm so close" I say
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"I want you" I say desperately.
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He briefly looks up at me and I see his beautiful blue eyes watching mine. He's face to face with me now and I love the feeling of having him near me.
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"I want you too" he says and my body pulls him into me. Finally he gives it back to me and I lose control almost straight away. Just the feel of him and having him inside of me and knowing that I'm so completely in love with him.
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The depth of this feeling is completely overwhelming.
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"I love you" I tell him but it does not cover my feelings what so ever. I close my eyes feeling him and commiting this moment to memory.
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"I love you more" he says desperately and I open my eyes looking back into his. I see that look again. The one he's been giving me all weekend; the I love you and don't ever leave me one that I'm getting quite used too.
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As we're getting our breaths back he lays next to me playing with my hair.
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"Now I can die happy" he chuckles looking into my eyes and I look back trusting him implicitly.
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I'm touching his chest tracing lines and I can't leave him alone. I feel needy and clingy and I just hope he liked this physical contact constantly.
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As I'm watching his chest, which I love, its perfection. Toned and well built without being too bulky. He asks me what I want for dinner and I realise we're gonna have to leave the bed.
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I genuinely feel like he's done enough for me, I can't demand anymore.
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"Can we have pizza" I say. We could order in and not leave this bed.
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"I can cook something better than that, give me some credit" he scoffs at me clearly offended and I decide to play.
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"Anything you like babe and if I fuck it I'll get takeout" he says smiling. He is my whole world.
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"Okay make me lasagne" I say smiling at him.
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"Okay I'll give it my best shot" he says and I smile back at him.
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I stand up and he watches me put his shirt on over my naked body. Glancing over at him I see he's put his boxers back on and I marvel at how ready I am to be in his arms once again. There is a vulnerability to wanting somebody that much. He doesn't give me any reason to doubt his sincerity or his love and I now feel secure with him. Yet the mere possibility that he should stop wanting me leaves me feeling so devastated. I walk over to him, my man.
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"What?" I say as I throw my arms around him. Feeling his warm chest and strong arms go around me.
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"I'm just very happy you're with me" he says, saying the very thing I needed to hear. That deserves a passionate kiss. We lock lips for some time.
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Then as I break away breathless I grasp his hand smiling and pull him with me. He follows behind in his boxers. It's advantageous that the blinds stop anybody seeing in because there are lots of windows in this house and we spend a lot of our time naked or at least half naked.
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We head downstairs him holding onto my waist and hips. He can't keep his hands off of me.
When we're in the kitchen he pours me a glass of wine and sets it down in front of me. I'm sitting on one of the bar stools ready to jump in if he needs help.
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He starts chopping the onion, very well and I have to admit watching him do this in his boxers is oddly a major turn on. He has the meat browning in the pan already and I'm calm he's got this.
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"Taylor" he says facing the other way.
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"Jay" I say slowly smiling.
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"I can’t imagine being anywhere but here with you” he says turning and smiling at me. He’s added it all into the pan and now it just needs to simmer. He comes over and lightly lifts me off of the chair bringing me into his arms and swaying with me. I love that he likes to be close, he doesn’t shy away from affection or physical contact. He doesn’t hide behind his feelings. He owns them.
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I think of the Jay that I met years ago, the one who annoyed me in Ryan’s kitchen whilst I was making cocktails with Rach. Before all of the drama. Hitting on me even though I was with Matty, and I really did dislike him then. Not because of who he is, or was. But because he was so damn charming, hot and addictive. I could never ever admit that to myself then. He rubbed me up the wrong way, he charmed me when I didn’t want to be charmed.
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He dared to barge his way into my life and shake things up. He showed me that life needs to be lived and enjoyed. He never hid his flaws or mistakes. And later he showed me he could naturally dance like he’s doing now in our kitchen in a magnificent lake house. Our kitchen is an overstatement as I haven’t said yes to him yet. I enjoy how much he works for it.
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“Mmm I lose myself with you” he sighs smiling at me.
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Pulling himself away he heads back to the pan and I follow him hugging his waist.
“It’s perfect” I whisper.
“You can layer it all up now” I chuckle and he winks at me.
He gets to work even with me rubbing his back and occasionally kissing him.
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He places it in the oven and turns around smiling at me again.
“Where were we” he says smiling.
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We fall back into our embrace. I can feel his arms around me and I close my eyes. A slow song comes on the radio, a Johnny Cash one. He starts humming along in my ear and I marvel how on key he is. Impressive. Who would have known?
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I sing a few of the lyrics softly in his ear. He sighs relaxing.
“Just beautiful” he says.
I chuckle and he catches his lips in mine. There’s that charm again, in how his hands hold me and the tenderness of his kisses.
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After swaying and kissing we manage to stop touching long enough to eat Jay’s lasagne which is also very impressive. He’s proud of it and I give him tons of praise, smiling. We wash up everything together me insisting on helping him out. He pours us some more wine and we head into the living room to look out at the lake.
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