***Taylors POV***
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After the x ray and the morphine, mostly the morphine I'm feeling much better. Jay has gone to get me some food from the vending machine. He doted over me when the Dr brought me back.
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It's a hairline fracture, which is great news. I need to rest, elevate and ice for 48 hours and not use my wrist. It will get better and I will be fine. I will not be forgiving Tom ever however.
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Jay pops into my room again with a bag of stuff, crisps and chocolate. He smiles and he hands me the stuff then he gets his phone out and calls a cab.
It's the best news I've heard for hours that we can go home.
"I also picked up your prescription" he says
"Pain meds" he says
"2 every 4 hours" he comments and kisses my lips.
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"Thanks Jay" I smile at him.
"I'm very lucky to have you" I say and he scoffs.
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"I should have intervened sooner" he comments.
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"Please it's fine, I was holding my ground pretty well" I say
"I even managed to fuck my wrist resisting him" I laugh.
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He laughs along with me. The laugh doesn't however touch his eyes. His phone beeps and he starts collecting all of my stuff, my small bag and the snacks that he's bought. We walk towards reception hand in hand.
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"Goodbye Mr Scott" the receptionist says and I snicker at how they all know his name.
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Once we're back at the lake house I breathe out a sigh of relief. He encompasses me, his arms circling around my waist line as he stands behind me.
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"We'll set an alarm for your next meds baby" he whispers
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"You are great at this" I say turning around to look at him
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"I know I'm truly shocked too Taylor" he laughs.
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He helps me with my stuff upstairs. He particularly enjoys helping me out of my dress. I suddenly remember my lingerie, he's watching me and smiling as he undresses me and I laugh.
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"Please wear this again" he sighs fiddling with my suspender belt.
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Once I'm naked he lays me down on our bed. Standing in front of me he undresses himself and I watch him taking in his whole body.
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"What's caught your eye" he asks smiling.
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"You" I tell him without any hesitation. He climbs on top of me slowly and delicately. Directly evading my wrist which is beginning to ache. He gently pushes inside of me and I gasp at the feeling of him suddenly being inside of me.
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"You feel incredible" he says in my ear and I smile to myself into the dark.
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"So do you" I whisper back.
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He stays on top of me the whole time, pushing in and out of me.
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"You're mine Taylor" he whispers
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"You looked unbelievable tonight." He says kissing my ear and I moan, he thrusts deeper into me.
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"I will not share you with anybody" he looks at me
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"I'm all yours, Jay" I tell him and he reaches his climax inside of me. Holding his hips into me afterwards and not wanting to leave. I hold onto him pulling my arms around him.
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" I love you" I whisper.
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He slowly moves off of me to face me.
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"I love you" he says with a smile.
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"Try and rest, I've set an alarm for meds" he says stroking my back. I shuffle closer to his chest and in no time I'm asleep against him breathing him in.
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***
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The new alarm clock is making a noise. Which is strange because I can tell it's still dark outside and I am not willing to get up. I move my arm to shut it up and then curse myself because of the pain.
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"I've got it" Jay whispers shutting the clock off.
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"Pain pills babe" he says smiling
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I sit up and do as im told taking them and laying back down with Jay, the love of my life.
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"Did you mean it - the whole love of my life" I ask him hazily waiting for the pills to kick in.
"Josh looked dumbfounded" I scoff.
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He delicately wraps his arms around me.
"I mean it you are the absolute one and only love of my life. I fought pretty fucking hard Taylor to firstly not think about you and then eventually to get you." He says smiling.
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"How's your arm" he adds inspecting my wrist briefly.
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"Painful." I laugh.
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"In my relationships I wasn’t totally fair on the other person, I am going to apologise to Matty because though I was with him it was wrong to even entertain others at the same time” I say, what am I doing? I need to Shh, it’s the morphine.
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He looks at me watching me carefully.
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“I’m genuinely in love with you. I’m trying to tell you that even though you have literally witnessed me be with someone and not be as completely honest as possible that I do not feel anything for anybody else. Like tonight Matty told me he was still in love with me and I just kept thinking about us. About who we are becoming, who we are going to be” I tell him.
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He sighs stroking my face.
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“Taylor I don’t think that you are a bad person, I idolise you. You care deeply for people. I know that you have a connection with Ross and I also know that you have a history with Matty. That means something. I don’t expect you to be somebody else for me. I take you as you are and I want you forever” he says.
“And hey you’re talking to somebody who was an unbelievable dickhead to every single girl he was with. I accept that’s who I was. When I was young I kind of vowed that I would not ever get close to anybody for a whole host of reasons” he says.
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I stare into his eyes watching him, my arms around his waist.
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“I ugh” he stutters
“I can’t quite believe how lucky I am, when I first saw you I know you know how obsessed I became with you. Trying everything possible. Being an asshole, being everything but myself. But for you to accept me? To love me? Like this. That’s beyond what I could ever hope for in life Taylor” he says stroking me hair back.
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A few happy tears escape my eyes. He wipes at them, smiling.
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“Shhh now sleep, I’m always going to be here.” He whispers kissing my forehead.
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I huddle into him.
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“Jay” I whisper.
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“Mmm” he says kissing me.
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“I think you’re it for me. Forever” I say and I close my eyes. I’m so tired and the morphine is shutting me down. I feel his arms around me, breathe him in and fall asleep.
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