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No Plagiarism!Rss1L9YFbifBPFOiER4Eposted on PENANA 「妹妹呀,要節哀哦⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection1013PENANA2AGlOV3hJ8 維尼
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那是柳思堇小學三年級時,第一次聽見的謊言。8964 copyright protection1013PENANAxu9Tigcfdg 維尼
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時隔數年,她已記不清喪禮的模樣,只記得那是在梅雨季中罕見的晴天,更是父母約好要一起去露營的日子。8964 copyright protection1013PENANA34AeS8bGSl 維尼
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誰也沒想到,本該捧著零食遊走山林,卻變成得捧著沉重的骨灰壇,身穿粗糙的孝服,在村子疙瘩的小路,狼狽行走。8964 copyright protection1013PENANAVs0Y3R0NSQ 維尼
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——甚至,不是一個,是兩個。8964 copyright protection1013PENANAMvZTzvFf5X 維尼
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柳思堇既非橡皮人,更非千手觀音,僅能勉強拿起一個,另一個本應給弟弟,但病弱的他又臥床了,最終,只能交給來路不明的親戚。8964 copyright protection1013PENANAK4srGkrYDm 維尼
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循著隊伍緩慢前進時,柳思堇浮現一個清奇的想法,如果她將手中的罈打開,骨灰全飛出來,肯定會讓自己的氣喘發作吧?8964 copyright protection1013PENANA8xkBAlfHmO 維尼
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要是就這樣突然死了,會不會變成第三個罐子呢?8964 copyright protection1013PENANAi65i0WoONf 維尼
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哈哈、哈哈哈——她只能自娛娛人了。8964 copyright protection1013PENANAYKvGbNaTrl 維尼
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進行一連串的法會後,身心早已具疲,柳思堇記得自己失魂落魄地坐在椅子上,周遭全是高大的人們。他們時不時給予擁抱,她只能像被迫營業的人偶,不斷Free Hug。8964 copyright protection1013PENANAMDDDttC0ip 維尼
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「思堇,為了爸爸媽媽好好加油,要成為優秀的人哦!」8964 copyright protection1013PENANAF8uVOsDGDm 維尼
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這些照本宣科的話,柳思堇聽膩了。8964 copyright protection1013PENANATUT3TqYTVv 維尼
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她早明白了,大人們口中那些「善意的謊言」,終究是狗屁不通的惡言。8964 copyright protection1013PENANA93QHQIzp4H 維尼
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比起「妳很努力」,柳思堇寧願聽見「妳這個可憐的孤兒」這種大實話。8964 copyright protection1013PENANAmNs2ceizl3 維尼
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一顆破爛的心,並非被敷衍的鼓舞後,就能瞬間被填補縫隙。8964 copyright protection1013PENANATxfFtPy8HB 維尼
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從那天後,幼年喪親成為一輩子的標籤,使得日後去學校,柳思堇總被老師列入關懷名單,三天兩頭召喚到輔導室喝茶,雖然只要回答「最近心情怎麼樣」這種無聊問題,就能免費蹭到零食,還是莫名讓人煩躁。8964 copyright protection1013PENANAMpDUq2Qk4M 維尼
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——煩死了,全部變成肥料吧。8964 copyright protection1013PENANANbkAG7uuIH 維尼
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雖然看破謊言,但不知覺間,她也開始用「我活得很快樂」的謊言包裝,本以為安然無恙,殊不知拿紙試圖包火,終會引火自焚。8964 copyright protection1013PENANAca2KIOK4vJ 維尼
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柳思堇的謊言第一次被識破,或者說,第一次有人「願意」去識破。8964 copyright protection1013PENANAqtJjhMsUjK 維尼
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——這位來路不明的巫祈海學姐,究竟是真聖人,還是假慈悲?8964 copyright protection1013PENANA9yTGuxEs4H 維尼
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對於是否說謊這點,柳思堇乾脆不正面迎擊,強行扯開話題,「學姐,大家都知道妳有這種能力嗎?」8964 copyright protection1013PENANAMhCE9iCnRI 維尼
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「當然不曉得。」巫祈海收回眼中的冰冷,視線低垂,「妳是第一個,也會是最後一個。」8964 copyright protection1013PENANAxfccxHVd64 維尼
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——怎麼聽起來有點可怕啊?8964 copyright protection1013PENANACPIo4dSwax 維尼
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「拜託,請不要殺我。」自覺受到人身威脅,柳思堇趕緊正色,「我的超商集點還有3點就集完了,至少要等到兌換完才行。」8964 copyright protection1013PENANAU1PxdGb8Tx 維尼
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巫祈海平靜地挑眉,「妳要換什麼?」8964 copyright protection1013PENANAhtIfKYmaF2 維尼
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「小⋯⋯小夜燈。」8964 copyright protection1013PENANAVDtzJu0ll2 維尼
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「我可以送妳。」巫祈海移動指尖,將柳思堇額間的汗水抹除,嘴角掛著不明的笑意,「免費的,100個。」8964 copyright protection1013PENANAWudFHbaXwS 維尼
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——又不是點光明燈,要那麼多幹嘛?8964 copyright protection1013PENANAcWkKYyTk9O 維尼
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叮咚——噹噹——8964 copyright protection1013PENANAeyfkYITWXS 維尼
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當她還困於無法結束這奇葩的對話時,響亮的午休鐘聲大作。8964 copyright protection1013PENANAeDI3Fm1cvz 維尼
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平常覺得刺耳的巨響,頓時如天使降臨的樂曲,柳思堇一躍而起,背過拭去裙擺的灰塵,「總之,我不會把今天的事告訴任何人,學姐妳就放心繼續抽菸吧。」8964 copyright protection1013PENANAfBv3JR3l5i 維尼
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「⋯⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection1013PENANAeCD41r3yMT 維尼
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「至於,神聖莊園的事,妳要跟誰說都無所謂,反也不會有人感興趣,花精靈也說沒關係。」8964 copyright protection1013PENANAAukfblRy8u 維尼
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「⋯⋯⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection1013PENANA6xnNsTFszq 維尼
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「學姐,上課要遲——」8964 copyright protection1013PENANAjShA7dNcCU 維尼
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「這些夏堇,真的種得很漂亮呢。」8964 copyright protection1013PENANAQSvNYGkpm3 維尼
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柳思堇轉過身,發現巫祈海早消失無蹤,正蹲在遠處的花圃前,端詳花朵。讓她能聽見花精靈受到注目後,所發出的害羞聲音。8964 copyright protection1013PENANAH3x16CZDH4 維尼
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『思堇,這位真的是大美女呀,妳一定是犯蠢了,才不把握機會——』8964 copyright protection1013PENANAm4rGPQh0bH 維尼
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——靠!真失禮,我的姿色也不差吧!8964 copyright protection1013PENANAQkAswbbNiN 維尼
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柳思堇敢保證,遭逢變故之前,自己都是班上最受歡迎的,人氣甚至超越所謂的校花校草。不過現在說出來,八成會被當成放羊的孩子,沒人肯信吧。8964 copyright protection1013PENANA8nt4ZquuAR 維尼
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神聖莊園創立三個月以來,第一次有參觀者,搞得柳思堇既抗拒,又不斷被想受到稱讚的虛榮心勾引。8964 copyright protection1013PENANAvYjAFDlviR 維尼
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但無論怎麼說,花都是無辜的,不該因自己的封閉,抹滅它們被欣賞的權利。8964 copyright protection1013PENANAz4rdZLZOIO 維尼
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於是,柳思堇走到花圃旁,小心翼翼地開口,「學姐,妳對花有研究嗎?」8964 copyright protection1013PENANAfQUbUbK2kN 維尼
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「接受我的治療後,身上長出的花朵品種,會因人而異。」巫祈海用指尖輕托花冠,「雖然沒遇過夏堇,但我在⋯⋯嗯,植物圖鑑上見過,它是屬於夏天的花,我很喜歡。」8964 copyright protection1013PENANATfZBKQN1KC 維尼
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沒察覺對方語帶停頓,柳思堇專注於其中的關鍵字,「欸?為什麼每個人的花會不一樣?」8964 copyright protection1013PENANA1sYC2HWQse 維尼
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「聽過生日花吧?」巫祈海抬頭,柔順髮絲從細窄的肩頭滑下,「每個人都是獨立的個體,對應的花也不同,道理是一樣的。」8964 copyright protection1013PENANAt8P62G9g0B 維尼
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唔哦哦——聽起來還真浪漫。8964 copyright protection1013PENANAt2gLPnJaD5 維尼
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柳思堇悠悠想起,父母曾說過,自己的生日花,就是夏堇。8964 copyright protection1013PENANA0CKvWSKHez 維尼
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「這是我的聯絡方式。」巫祈海站起身,從襯衫口袋掏出一張卡片,塞到柳思堇的口袋中,「本次治療不算數,所以,妳還有一次機會。如果反悔了,就隨時聯絡我,時效到暑假結束前。」8964 copyright protection1013PENANA3L9GqQV4hk 維尼
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柳思堇愣了下,想趕緊將它返還,可巫祈海早已快步往門口走去。8964 copyright protection1013PENANALKQ90rdcjV 維尼
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「學姐,我——」8964 copyright protection1013PENANAiOVYFSVJ1o 維尼
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「快回去上課,不然,我就跟教官講。」8964 copyright protection1013PENANAKejW257gEw 維尼
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還不忘回頭,叼著菸出言威脅。8964 copyright protection1013PENANAzhih3Vzww3 維尼
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伴隨鐘聲停止,在一片嘈雜的蟬鳴中,巫祈海最後頭也不回地離開了。8964 copyright protection1013PENANAEuEBfQ6wg8 維尼
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「什麼鬼,到底是怎樣啊⋯⋯?」8964 copyright protection1013PENANAClwX9gY886 維尼
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忽略身後漸遠的埋怨聲,穿過通往天台的廢棄鐵門,以及無數破舊的樓層後,巫祈海快速抵達了一樓。確認四下無人,便立刻收起手中的電子菸,拿出手機,從通訊錄中快速撥打號碼。8964 copyright protection1013PENANA8gWbSDB7QN 維尼
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撥通短短三秒,立刻被接起,傳來低沉的男子聲,『小姐,請問有何吩咐?』8964 copyright protection1013PENANAzyaKS9FfR6 維尼
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「替我調查普通班一年級柳思堇的過去,儘快回報結果。」8964 copyright protection1013PENANAPn2D9zl4Vg 維尼
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通訊那端頓了半晌,『⋯⋯恕我進一步詢問,這是上面傳達的工作嗎?』8964 copyright protection1013PENANA8cdYU2ndqv 維尼
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「個人私事。」巫祈海神色嚴謹,加重語氣,「你只需要服從,別多嘴了。」8964 copyright protection1013PENANAt4HcjbccIH 維尼
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『祈海小姐,今年的法會過幾個月就會開始,您不能再進食了。』男子嘆氣,聽來憂心忡忡,『否則那些髒東西,可能會離不開您的身體⋯⋯況且,這位柳思堇,也許根本不需要您的協助。』8964 copyright protection1013PENANAAgyWw91zIK 維尼
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「不,她需要。」巫祈海瞇起灰紫色的眸子,語態堅定,「這是慣性。」8964 copyright protection1013PENANAAhd4tUwsBg 維尼
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『⋯⋯慣性?』8964 copyright protection1013PENANAgFbsF0UutM 維尼
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「習慣受傷的人,突然得到撫慰的話,會更加疼痛,進而逃避——」8964 copyright protection1013PENANArsSlyXMRxI 維尼
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巫祈海抬起頭,望向廢棄大樓的盡頭,以及更遠之處,湛藍的天空彼方,有著象徵陣雨將至的積狀雲。8964 copyright protection1013PENANAGZwrDRIEtT 維尼
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「這就是敗者的慣性。」8964 copyright protection1013PENANA5Q2KPX0oCc 維尼
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