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I waited, still, lying in the blood that my body would never get tired of squirting. Today, once again, he will come back with his prayer beads, his misbaha around his neck, ready to sanctify me from my sin with the macerated blows of his penis against my intimacy. He will come again, his hurried steps bumping against the monotonous old marble, his eyes oozing his pious lustfulness. With the help of God he will come to heal me, by defiling me. The slaves of the Faith would have commanded him to do so, that there was no mercy for the abject that I am.
He had promised me that the tumor would not take my life away, he had planned to make this mission his own. He had auditioned for this role, he wanted to be the sole protagonist of my murder, the flesh of his flesh. He had promised me that the walls of my organs would be bathed in his semen, his disgusting whitish sperm which rinsed my throat every time he wanted a quick release. There were no better ways for me to get back to normal.
But.. I.. I was fed up, I was fed up, I was fed up! I swear I don’t want this but my body doesn’t allow me not to…. I-I’m tired of being weak, of being immolated like the sweet lamb, the gift in holocaust to calm the waves of his libido swelling in his crotch.
However, I have a surprise for him.
Half-naked, at the foot of my piano, I have the blade of my deliverance. And as soon as his snout growls against my intimacy, I'll cut it off. I will drink from the cup of his blood. I kill him , or I suffer! Would I be able to?
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Would I be able to take the life out of my own blood?
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Do that…to the only person who deigns to offer me a roof despite the fact that I am sick? Despite my sin?
Wouldn't I be ungrateful to kill the person who frees me from my sin? He frees me, raping me… such an uncanny oxymoron.
Am I not ungrateful? Am I?
Please I need an answer.. I deserve it? One answer please… just one…
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“Still dressed, do you want me to take care of it or what? I already told you how to behave, you little fool!'
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Oh my God, there he is again, ginning his prayer beads, his erection hanging down towards my frail trembling body. Please, I'm not ready for it, not now…
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''Come here you demon, it won't last long. You're wasting my time for prayer too ''
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He was not laughing, his face all the more bitter and his eyes colored red, to testify to the drunkard he was in his spare time. I felt like I was on a date with the devil.
Everything had passed so quickly. I had closed my eyes, for a while I thought I was becoming my own hero. He grabbed me by my frizzy hair and turned me face down. He hit his blows against my hole, he ruined it with the jets of his saliva to facilitate his entry.
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"Tighten up, I'm going to go harder! tight ! tight !”
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I felt him grow with pleasure inside me when he recited the holy verses. For a while, I thought I was my hero. Everything had passed so quickly. The knife had flown against his neck, I felt myself vomiting with horror on the spot, at the bath of blood which caressed my back. Immediately, I had freed myself from my position as a dog in copulation and I found myself on top of him, digging my nails into his eyes to tear them out of their sockets, biting with all my strength the origin of my misery, his ugly old nigger penis. His tormented cries filled me with joy, for the first time I felt alive! I am alive ! And with a smirk, I continued to bite into the forbidden flesh apple. Everything had passed so quickly. All I wanted was to play the notes of my piano for the last time, one last 'I love You' by RIOPY.
But my body suddenly burned me horribly, my brain began to understand that the cold liquid that titillated my back was not that of my executioner but mine.
Ten blows tore me the breaths of air that I struggled to claim from this confined room, one last blow. The lifeguard gong, The total darkness. Oddly, I felt freed, as if my soul was going to wander for his sister, his love at last. I know he is waiting for me. The one I've always dreamed of, the one who will love me upside down, in the blur even in death and after.
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“Day after day, dead loves never stop dying”
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