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「褚。」冰炎微仰著頭看著站在木梯上的人,低聲說道:「阿利學長約今晚吃飯你有空嗎?」50Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7bwZ0xYGt
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蛤蠣學長?什麼怪綽號?50Please respect copyright.PENANAsl9rwd6q6s
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褚冥漾表情有點奇妙,捧著書點點頭,繼續把書一本一本擺回去,視線瞄到一旁幾本放錯架子的書,前幾天還有學生來詢問其中一本,到處找都找不到,原來是放錯架了。50Please respect copyright.PENANAQqHzqPGGhJ
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他抱著書要下梯子,卻發現自己沒有手可以攀住扶手,冰炎看了,伸手接過褚冥漾手上的書,伸出另一隻手穩住木梯以免對方摔下來。50Please respect copyright.PENANA0yJqr7sIWJ
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「蛤蠣學長叫什麼名字?」褚冥漾小聲問到,他還是覺得用本名來叫人比較好聽,至少,比起「蛤蠣」應該是好聽多了。50Please respect copyright.PENANANlbm13UzQt
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「是阿、利,席雷.阿斯利安。」冰炎忍不住巴了一下褚冥漾的後腦杓,頓了一下,看著褚冥漾手指上貼滿藥用OK蹦,挑了下眉,問道:「又割到?不是貼了透氣膠袋?」50Please respect copyright.PENANAw8maSHduOT
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他就不懂為什麼有人可以這麼倒楣,明明手上都纏了兩三圈透氣膠袋防止被書頁割傷,書頁邊緣還可以劃破透氣膠袋割傷他的手指,就某種方面而言這也是一種神乎其技的表現。50Please respect copyright.PENANA4HUGCI3psj
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褚冥漾尷尬的搔了搔頭,無法解釋這麼離奇的事,只能聳聳肩,將書放回書架上,一旁的冰炎停下腳步挑選著小說,伸手取下《斷背山》,褚冥漾見了,脫口而出:50Please respect copyright.PENANAmON6h0cVKK
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「那本書將感情描寫的很細緻,還有那種掙扎和衝突,但是沒有很多人借閱,大概是大部分的人對同性戀小說不感興趣,視聽區也有電影,整部片子的內容看起來好像沒什麼,但是看了之後會有很深的體會,我猜是因為裡面的內容很深刻很細膩,所以很難忘。」50Please respect copyright.PENANAzt6y0eamQg
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他對於裡面的衝突有很深的印象,雖然彼此喜歡,但是最後還是各自娶妻成家還生了小孩,只有一年一會的日子會一起騎馬奔騰一起露營,一起回味,可是最後就連這樣的小小幸福都沒了。50Please respect copyright.PENANAKLsJezB4ug
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其實這故事有點芭樂的感覺,但是因為參予的人是兩位男子,所以特別引人注目,如果今天是一男一女,或許就只是一部淒美的愛情故事罷了。50Please respect copyright.PENANAEiO7gcnr8J
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同性之間就是會有很多的限制和距離,不能公開的、隱密的進行著。50Please respect copyright.PENANAics7Cw4oZ9
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冰炎看了褚冥漾一眼,看的褚冥漾心驚膽跳,垂下紅眼想了一下,問道:「還推薦什麼同類型的嗎?」50Please respect copyright.PENANAeYLCyOUK7J
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褚冥漾有點不自在的搔搔臉,取了幾本外觀頗舊還快要脫頁的書交給冰炎,大略的解說了一下書的內容,有純寫思想的、情與慾交雜的、心靈上的、還有寫家庭衝突的……不同類型的同志小說,敘事的手法和呈現的重點各有不同,普通人或許都做小說在看,但對他而言是很好的參考資料。50Please respect copyright.PENANACKQvBm90Ll
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褚冥漾覺得有點尷尬,瞄著冰炎認真的側臉,感覺有點微妙。50Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZE7f4LXgl
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「褚,你有什麼看法?」冰炎突然轉頭問道。50Please respect copyright.PENANAjTqChf1FJJ
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「什麼看法……呃、沒有什麼太多的想法……」褚冥漾嚇了一跳,含糊的說道,走到另一邊的書架,藉由忙碌來閃避話題。50Please respect copyright.PENANAyp8KdemoBN
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他不想提到太多關於這方面的事,剛剛那些話在衝動之下就說出來了,他是第一次跟別人討論這種事,感覺很不自在。50Please respect copyright.PENANADHRs6xfr4J
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他的性取向是同性這件事他沒辦法跟別人商量,只能自己默默的看書、上網查資料,但是各式各樣的資訊弄得他頭很昏,他無法照單接收也沒辦法驗證,他只能順著自己的心意去做,不過除了衛禹之外,他還沒碰到另一個讓他也有感覺的同性,有時候他都會懷疑自己是不是偽裝成同性戀而已,會不會就像是心理學家講的──50Please respect copyright.PENANA2CvNQFV2UN
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只是覺得同性戀很酷很叛逆所以假裝自己也是同性戀。50Please respect copyright.PENANARuHe3pyxCg
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但是說真的,他不覺得這種事有什麼好值得炫耀,說真的他也搞不清楚自己想怎麼做,他對同性有感覺是真的,但是這樣就是同性戀嗎?50Please respect copyright.PENANAIdV8G2CfiU
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褚冥漾將書擺回架上,腦子一邊轉著,說真的他很少會去思考這件事,畢竟這又不是是非題或單選題,只要選對了就行了,再怎麼去想都是無解,他只能自己慢慢摸索,反正還有幾十年可以讓他去想這件事,他也不急於一時吧。50Please respect copyright.PENANABMtJ5mdVn0
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冰炎皺了下眉,發覺對方在閃避話題,側過身看著移到隔壁書架的褚冥漾,臉上帶著尷尬苦惱的表情,嘴唇微抿,不像平常那樣會發表一點想法或意見,他對於褚冥漾剛剛的想法感到有興趣,但是對方的態度卻突然變得詭異起來,既然不想多說他也沒有想要探究的意思。50Please respect copyright.PENANAjdjzY38f7Z
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冰炎淡淡的說了聲我先走了之後就到櫃檯辦理借閱,褚冥漾看著推門離去的冰炎,覺得對方是一個很奇怪的人,什麼書都看什麼書都不奇怪,上次他還看見冰炎捧著一本「海洋學」的教科書在看,好奇問他為什麼連這種書都看,對方回道:50Please respect copyright.PENANAAkiOu5Rska
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『每本書都有它的價值和可取之處,這樣講很空泛,你自己看了就知道那本書的價值在哪裡,然後從中學習,並不是只有好書才有教育價值。』50Please respect copyright.PENANAMR3G6yUzpd
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冰炎環著胸,紅眼看著他,開口道:『書本就是前人的智慧和經驗,不管好的壞的,閱讀過你就知道你該學什麼、去做什麼、要思考什麼。』50Please respect copyright.PENANAMthQgFvqZd
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想到這裡,褚冥漾腦中突然迸出一個想法──50Please respect copyright.PENANA5OkuGLCJQU
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不曉得冰炎對於同性戀會有什麼看法?50Please respect copyright.PENANAXXHpCKUC5T
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想歸想,他可沒膽子問,他沒有想要跟別人討論這種事的欲望,雖然好奇,但是他從小就知道好奇心不但會殺死一隻貓還會害死他這個衰人,即使好奇他也不會多問。50Please respect copyright.PENANAvdFX7ZLvyb
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接下來也不知道什麼時候可以更新,嘖。50Please respect copyright.PENANAXQkxzIimqY
要看網路什麼時候接好,總之大家保重啦!(瀟灑揮手←喂!)50Please respect copyright.PENANA3YvetURLCH
感謝鍵閱!50Please respect copyright.PENANAZrHVvlyXgC
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