I was in mourning for several weeks after his funeral.8964 copyright protection587ＰＥＮＡＮＡeU0kP1wTxP 維尼
Pacing up and down, refusing to eat, to talk, to communicate with anybody.8964 copyright protection587ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2kkS3Pfvk 維尼
I removed all traces of his memory, hoping for it to just fade away - but it never did.8964 copyright protection587ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Gy08IypTq 維尼
A month passed - one long, painful month. I had locked myself in the house for the entire time. Hardly eaten anything. Hardly spoken to anyone. I decided to go outside.8964 copyright protection587ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdT6hw7ug2 維尼
It was January, and out side was bitterly cold. I stepped outside for a brief moment, before escaping back to the confines of the house once more.8964 copyright protection587ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhWYxgKTRk 維尼
I dug out the scarf - the one he gave me, the one I had locked away ever since his death - and I wrapped it around my neck, replicating the way he had wrapped it on that fateful day.8964 copyright protection587ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0Tc8lSW3N 維尼
It wasn't the same.8964 copyright protection587ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQCxrqajzP 維尼
The back garden seemed warmer. It was quite small, and at the far end was one lonely bench standing, just there, all alone.8964 copyright protection587ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnx3mjle0g 維尼
I sat on it. It was cold.8964 copyright protection587ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57QQyO2suR 維尼
I began to cry.And then I stopped.8964 copyright protection587ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvRCluMRSg 維尼
I almost felt something next to me. Sort of like... a spirit.8964 copyright protection587ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnESxETuvg 維尼
Antonio.8964 copyright protection587ＰＥＮＡＮＡxd5rxC8NbJ 維尼
I heard a child's laughter.8964 copyright protection587ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQ0DlUm60K 維尼
Antonio looked at me with sad eyes, and I realised that he was now with his family.8964 copyright protection587ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdzs9kqzF0 維尼
He was happy.8964 copyright protection587ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJsgSMtvuN 維尼
For the first time in a long time, I felt... content.8964 copyright protection587ＰＥＮＡＮＡoO3dhthfW5 維尼
Antonio was finally truly happy.8964 copyright protection587ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvybF4gwZ4 維尼
All this time, he had covered his pain with that gorgeous smile. That wonderful smile.8964 copyright protection587ＰＥＮＡＮＡosr2VCoftq 維尼
But this time he wasn't hiding the pain anymore.8964 copyright protection587ＰＥＮＡＮＡulDFhNw3jo 維尼
He smiled at me one last time - and through tears, I smiled back.8964 copyright protection587ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnHgIB5mxE 維尼
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