I was in mourning for several weeks after his funeral.8964 copyright protection587PENANAeU0kP1wTxP 維尼
Pacing up and down, refusing to eat, to talk, to communicate with anybody.8964 copyright protection587PENANAR2kkS3Pfvk 維尼
I removed all traces of his memory, hoping for it to just fade away - but it never did.8964 copyright protection587PENANA3Gy08IypTq 維尼
A month passed - one long, painful month. I had locked myself in the house for the entire time. Hardly eaten anything. Hardly spoken to anyone. I decided to go outside.8964 copyright protection587PENANAUdT6hw7ug2 維尼
It was January, and out side was bitterly cold. I stepped outside for a brief moment, before escaping back to the confines of the house once more.8964 copyright protection587PENANAvhWYxgKTRk 維尼
I dug out the scarf - the one he gave me, the one I had locked away ever since his death - and I wrapped it around my neck, replicating the way he had wrapped it on that fateful day.8964 copyright protection587PENANAm0Tc8lSW3N 維尼
It wasn't the same.8964 copyright protection587PENANAyQCxrqajzP 維尼
The back garden seemed warmer. It was quite small, and at the far end was one lonely bench standing, just there, all alone.8964 copyright protection587PENANAlnx3mjle0g 維尼
I sat on it. It was cold.8964 copyright protection587PENANA57QQyO2suR 維尼
I began to cry.And then I stopped.8964 copyright protection587PENANAqvRCluMRSg 維尼
I almost felt something next to me. Sort of like... a spirit.8964 copyright protection587PENANAjnESxETuvg 維尼
Antonio.8964 copyright protection587PENANAxd5rxC8NbJ 維尼
I heard a child's laughter.8964 copyright protection587PENANAvQ0DlUm60K 維尼
Antonio looked at me with sad eyes, and I realised that he was now with his family.8964 copyright protection587PENANAsdzs9kqzF0 維尼
He was happy.8964 copyright protection587PENANAaJsgSMtvuN 維尼
For the first time in a long time, I felt... content.8964 copyright protection587PENANAoO3dhthfW5 維尼
Antonio was finally truly happy.8964 copyright protection587PENANACvybF4gwZ4 維尼
All this time, he had covered his pain with that gorgeous smile. That wonderful smile.8964 copyright protection587PENANAosr2VCoftq 維尼
But this time he wasn't hiding the pain anymore.8964 copyright protection587PENANAulDFhNw3jo 維尼
He smiled at me one last time - and through tears, I smiled back.8964 copyright protection587PENANADnHgIB5mxE 維尼
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