Joey Ford8964 copyright protection486ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzy1fbfRDN 維尼
September 19, 20168964 copyright protection486ＰＥＮＡＮＡreOnldq6XC 維尼
Week 4: Journal 18964 copyright protection486ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4Vzf87ImY 維尼
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So I'm actually feeling a whole lot better today. Not entirely great, but better. I'm sure things could still get bad. I'm working with Ruth again tonight (blegh), but my day so far has been overall pretty good.8964 copyright protection486ＰＥＮＡＮＡey0TFDDouk 維尼
I had a nice little talk with my babysitter on Sunday and made it clear that if she screwed up one more time, she's gone. Not sure if she was frightened by my threat, but it sure felt good to get that out. I'm still considering replacing her with Lauren (the girl from my art appreciation class) for good.8964 copyright protection486ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8GUM8z1ud 維尼
So I was still in a pretty bad mood when I woke up Sunday morning, but I started feeling a little better halfway through church. Mainly because Bunny was a lot more clingy that day than usual. All throughout the message, she was laying down on me with her arms wrapped around me and she kept on clinging to me even after I stood up to greet people. I guess since I've hardly been around the house this week, she wants to be around me as much as possible when she can. It really does make me a little happy that Bunny isn't angry with me that I haven't been home that much. She just misses me and is happy when she's with me.8964 copyright protection486ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5f9hI7AIHh 維尼
And like always, I kept on hearing comments about how gorgeous Bunny looked that morning. Not to brag, but I did a pretty good job doing her hair that morning. It was definitely one of the cutest braided sock buns that I ever done. And the dress she was wearing was absolutely beautiful. It's probably my favorite one that she has.8964 copyright protection486ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnPpqmnKue 維尼
Work was...okay. I didn't have to work with Ruth, so that was a plus. But I still much rather would have been at home with my daughter.8964 copyright protection486ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxrWtacaH6 維尼
This morning, I woke up about thirty minutes earlier than usual (I usually wake up at about six) just feeling really upset and guilty. I was thinking about how clingy Bunny was to me yesterday and how she was probably feeling about me not being around the house that much lately. About how much she missed me. I felt like she deserved more of my love than usual. 8964 copyright protection486ＰＥＮＡＮＡphPm64qFc1 維尼
At around six-thirty, I walked over to Bunny's room and patted her back to wake her up. I then gave her one of the largest kisses that I've given her in a while. As she woke up, I slowly lifted her up and she wrapped her arms around me. After that, I just walked back and forth around the living room a bit with her in my arms. After a few minutes, I sat down on the couch and began patting her back a bit more and gave her another kiss on her forehead. I started telling Bunny that I loved her more than anything else in the world and that she meant everything to me. I apologized about how busy I had been recently, saying I wished that things didn't have to be so hard. After giving her another kiss, Bunny sat up and said: "Daddy, I'm not mad at you" and gave me a kiss on my cheek. Then she said: "I love you, Daddy. You're the best daddy in the world."8964 copyright protection486ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYX9loUoNo 維尼
As I stared into her beautiful front-teethless smile (they're barely starting to grow in), my heart lit up. Then I smiled.8964 copyright protection486ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTnKx40Iqe 維尼
"I love you too, my little Bunny."8964 copyright protection486ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPIWiHOmG7 維尼
After that, I set Bunny down so that she could go get dressed, but then she hopped back onto the couch and started tickling me. Yep, we had ourselves a little tickle fight this morning. Can't get enough of those.8964 copyright protection486ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVSTM0E7VN 維尼
Needless to say, my morning was amazing. I went to my art appreciation class with a smile on my face. I was actually somewhat interested in what we were talking about today. Still not sure if I want to do this for the rest of my life though.8964 copyright protection486ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOYPZLT2Zr 維尼
So yeah, I'm feeling pretty good right now. I just got done eating lunch (Taco Bell) and I'm about to head home. I don't think there's too many chores to do right now, so maybe I'll finally get some time to watch some anime. I've been wanting to catch up on ReLIFE for a while.8964 copyright protection486ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTdMVqXms2 維尼
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