She doesn't love me anymore. I understand. There's nothing to love here anyway. To them I'm nothing more than a sick criminal living for free in their home. I'm a thief i'm a liar i'm a whore i'm 15-year-old girl worth as much as jail trash my mother doesn't love me last night she came into my room to give me my night meds. I asked her if she was still mad at me cuz she always has this look on her face . She told me she just didn't like my character. that she didn't like anything about me as a person and you want your mother to love you of course, but I think what hurts even more is on your mother doesn't even like you. She found the pictures on my phone. I was 11 the first time she found some now I'm 15 and I haven't stopped i think that's the way that I recognize myself confidence and it makes me feel happy but I guess it's just sickening isn't it. I mean...15-year-old girl...absolute slut. That's all I really am. A nasty sick little slut And they seem Like nothing at all when I'm describing the situation to anyone, But it's videos and weeks and weeks and months of sexting. It's disgusting little kinks. And I'm supposed to feel ashamed. But I'm not and I think that's the problem.. Maybe it's not a problem. Maybe I'm just a little too young for my own form of expression. I'm not to be trusted alone. My mom told me that the things that I'm sending people are things that people would pay to see i don't like thinking about that. The things that I've done are very intimate to the people that I've cared about But I guess that doesn't matter I'm just a slut I'm just a nasty slut and my mom knows I'm a whore.
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