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I’ve seen countless shorts, videos, and comments about suicide.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxkwG9J1X5
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People say: “Think about your mom, dad, grandparents, your dog or any pet, your friends, anyone you know. They love you. So don’t do it.”
But let me respond — from the perspective of someone standing on the edge:
Dad — why don’t you talk to me?10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1G7TVZajw0
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Why can’t I remember a single time you played with me?10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aUjZUfrQt
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Why do you mock me, laugh at me, make others bully me?10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5epy3q5Oz
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Why are you never proud of me?10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JeTGsDogg
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I know you work hard, but is it really impossible to spare just five minutes a day?10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzLqJLYpiP
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Or even just two minutes in a month to ask how your child is?
Mom — why do you fight with me over everything?10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9Zkd1ZP4s
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Why do you taunt me, make me feel like I’m always wrong?10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdCn387Inp
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Why did you steal my childhood and force me into the role of a second mother?10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVS6bh2FOxI
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Why didn’t you let me play, paint, dance, or sing like other kids?10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3eNmXLbyU
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Why do you compare me with my siblings until they hate me too?10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AQXXxPceV
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I can’t remember the last time you treated me like your daughter — not your burden.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHdzKTdnwl
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A smile, a hug, a pat on the head — is that too much to ask?
Brother — I raised you. I took care of you.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0PH04SgOv
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You saw me breaking, yet you sped up the process.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAsg2gSxz9
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Do you remember how you blamed me for everything, how you made Mom hate me?10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8bUHSX2Sf
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Do you know how deeply that broke me?10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcP2aJhREoP
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I tried to protect you — so why did you give me reasons to die?10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTocL7cilG
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Was your hatred really that deep?
Sister, little kid — even you joined in.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfLQXKRGhY
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You’ve changed a bit now, but I still remember.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrce9gOfERc
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I took you to school, protected you, gave you my chocolates and my love.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ355YDPLABa
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So why did you help tear me apart?
Grandpa — you were my friend once. Then I found out your truth.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJzqvnLZSU
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Why do you drink, scream, abuse, and destroy everything?10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHS2YZ5kWS
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Why did you have to be another man who hurt me?
Grandma — why did you humiliate me in front of the whole family because of my skin, because I’m a girl?10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0toylnx272
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Why do you play your games behind everyone’s back?10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxtYwdaRWe
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Why did you become a puppeteer of cruelty?
My two friend-dogs — why did you die so early?10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRw1XdWpbN9
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I couldn’t even say goodbye.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsEeyWm8vj
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I tried to save you.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklY2lfXbDx
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I told everyone what really happened.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlG4c6xxciU
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They didn’t hit you that day… so did they kill you later?10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTPuJuWGmu
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Was it painful?10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8opsKR0li
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I should never have left you.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzHaF2UeJG
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They told me about your death 15 days later.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIIfByXJ8G
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I asked everyone — they stayed silent.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHTDlhTiwr
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Was poison really that brutal?10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4JObFt6Ac
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I went back to that place. A snake bit me.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvXLFoYuXC
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I thought I’d see you again.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOPMV6rwO6
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I’m sorry I wasn’t there.
Principal Sir — you saw my grades for 10 years, my achievements.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYVYNnNjBW
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But not my pain?10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KyTH9CZDh
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Why didn’t you ask any questions?
Classmates — I don’t even care anymore.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt17jt3qq7U
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But I remember how none of you talked to me, played with me — for two whole years.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0HcBRBgmq
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You chose silence. What could I do?
My 5th class classmate — you died.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvu8z4xUTJ
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The only memory I have is scolding you.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWverbbTN0
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But I also remember your last smile.
Coaching Teacher — I asked you for help.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPJmYI8RTS
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You laughed. You mocked me in front of everyone.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCzBbcTmXz
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One month later, I attempted suicide.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdkkMKXv2f
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You still don’t know.
To everyone who saw my pain and looked away —10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAB5PiXXpM
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Why?10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrne9v0fqFg
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Why did you turn your backs when I begged for help?10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnnKdZ3WVT
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Why did you make me feel like suicide was my only answer?10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDfGTDFXeC
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Why am I falling apart like this?10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKVAKFy8Pl
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Why are there blood clots on my body, bruises on my spirit?
So don’t talk online about mental health if you won’t even listen to our side.
Don’t tell us to care about family and friends — some of us never got that kind of love.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAgxwAQX9s
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At least tell us: “You matter — for yourself.”
And remember:
Not everyone is remembered forever.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEe1eiINRvU
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People move on.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSfHtORwOS
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Family is not the same for everyone.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wu6ITCxNy
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And love isn’t always where it’s supposed to be.
