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I’ve seen countless shorts, videos, and comments about suicide.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04MKuHdwOC
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People say: “Think about your mom, dad, grandparents, your dog or any pet, your friends, anyone you know. They love you. So don’t do it.”
But let me respond — from the perspective of someone standing on the edge:
Dad — why don’t you talk to me?13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVpU5nnbhd
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Why can’t I remember a single time you played with me?13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBc2f8i5h9I
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Why do you mock me, laugh at me, make others bully me?13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9reBiLAdf
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Why are you never proud of me?13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2r5xkifDDH
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I know you work hard, but is it really impossible to spare just five minutes a day?13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVzS09VW8d
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Or even just two minutes in a month to ask how your child is?
Mom — why do you fight with me over everything?13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBT09R3SURA
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Why do you taunt me, make me feel like I’m always wrong?13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sUptLvcCg
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Why did you steal my childhood and force me into the role of a second mother?13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbPy3EqPbH
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Why didn’t you let me play, paint, dance, or sing like other kids?13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2BVAAzpbW
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Why do you compare me with my siblings until they hate me too?13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVBB6NMhMU
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I can’t remember the last time you treated me like your daughter — not your burden.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWhpaf9MH7
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A smile, a hug, a pat on the head — is that too much to ask?
Brother — I raised you. I took care of you.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGlJNnj7gd
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You saw me breaking, yet you sped up the process.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZewpIclBy
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Do you remember how you blamed me for everything, how you made Mom hate me?13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLogOJO2RTu
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Do you know how deeply that broke me?13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hftsOdDKO
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I tried to protect you — so why did you give me reasons to die?13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYD9qWmzl3y
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Was your hatred really that deep?
Sister, little kid — even you joined in.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWXO9QD0DH
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You’ve changed a bit now, but I still remember.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9CrtrL5b5
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I took you to school, protected you, gave you my chocolates and my love.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Cxt5jKBOy
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So why did you help tear me apart?
Grandpa — you were my friend once. Then I found out your truth.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStsimqPg84
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Why do you drink, scream, abuse, and destroy everything?13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq304w56eG2
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Why did you have to be another man who hurt me?
Grandma — why did you humiliate me in front of the whole family because of my skin, because I’m a girl?13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQYT2nyl7L
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Why do you play your games behind everyone’s back?13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccaEBnzomy
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Why did you become a puppeteer of cruelty?
My two friend-dogs — why did you die so early?13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBPrcbGvVX
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I couldn’t even say goodbye.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uXBsGfE5K
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I tried to save you.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WsM6LScDe
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I told everyone what really happened.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeRheO48zw
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They didn’t hit you that day… so did they kill you later?13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03ZOn8B55w
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Was it painful?13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNpedv42HC
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I should never have left you.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZ6Op3SXwB
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They told me about your death 15 days later.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuWLXXsTaR
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I asked everyone — they stayed silent.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeR32BsAuhY
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Was poison really that brutal?13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0J8XEbVlhQ
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I went back to that place. A snake bit me.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuGv5ZtTnE
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I thought I’d see you again.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW30nWUXEi3
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I’m sorry I wasn’t there.
Principal Sir — you saw my grades for 10 years, my achievements.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1rWMts3QB
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But not my pain?13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcRV3HntrF
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Why didn’t you ask any questions?
Classmates — I don’t even care anymore.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLM8mVdVwXx
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But I remember how none of you talked to me, played with me — for two whole years.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6dK7nPxVW
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You chose silence. What could I do?
My 5th class classmate — you died.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOkywhlRGc
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The only memory I have is scolding you.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5s1WX5kb53
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But I also remember your last smile.
Coaching Teacher — I asked you for help.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPnLlcR3fF
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You laughed. You mocked me in front of everyone.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoNGkYfNpT
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One month later, I attempted suicide.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNApjb5htY
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You still don’t know.
To everyone who saw my pain and looked away —13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYsaFQMTrI
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Why?13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vgyPqjkn9
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Why did you turn your backs when I begged for help?13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4ZyziHWQv
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Why did you make me feel like suicide was my only answer?13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfP5ITBzzy
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Why am I falling apart like this?13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf63pF60GKR
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Why are there blood clots on my body, bruises on my spirit?
So don’t talk online about mental health if you won’t even listen to our side.
Don’t tell us to care about family and friends — some of us never got that kind of love.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMBdBUxLiT
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At least tell us: “You matter — for yourself.”
And remember:
Not everyone is remembered forever.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKKDZAGgKm
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People move on.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAgOUk8FB6
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Family is not the same for everyone.13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQughWFk5J
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And love isn’t always where it’s supposed to be.
