英傑的生日是五月三十,在那個數字諧音流行的年代,我總開玩笑地說「你的生日是想念的日子呢」。358Please respect copyright.PENANA9pT407uiBJ
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在他生日時,我編了一條幸運手繩給他,夾在信裡。358Please respect copyright.PENANA8z2usrHFeU
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我們持續通信,我和他說生活中的每一件大小事;我繼續創作故事,他仍然為我寫詩;他總在信裡叮嚀我好好念書,我則在信裡鼓勵他出去後好好做人,就這麼寫到我國中畢業。358Please respect copyright.PENANA8MtUTEIylg
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在國中三年級的寒假裡,他寄來了最後一封「被檢查」的信,他即將可以換下那套制服,踏出大門。358Please respect copyright.PENANASsUfP1gx3g
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「出去後我會再寫一封信給妳,那時候我們再聯絡吧。」358Please respect copyright.PENANAZJf8ayYrnW
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過了一個月,我再度收到他的信,來信地址已不是那個地方。
信裡寫了一串電話。358Please respect copyright.PENANAAH0EYZpR8O
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「這是我的手機,打給我吧!」358Please respect copyright.PENANAky6wMW4oJ7
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「外面的世界比我想得還要明亮。」358Please respect copyright.PENANAVliwZUBtDu
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一個午後,我撥了他的電話。358Please respect copyright.PENANALZYonDiveC
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「喂。」他很快就接了,聲音很低沉。358Please respect copyright.PENANAlFMSSmhbob
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「…喂。」我有些緊張的開口。358Please respect copyright.PENANA3787uNnmH1
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「現在才打來。」358Please respect copyright.PENANAXxJqprnTnk
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「你知道我是誰?」358Please respect copyright.PENANAC7UlQLybgp
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「除了我妹還有誰?」我彷彿能聽到他語中的笑。358Please respect copyright.PENANAnaXOvFuu4x
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他的聲音很低,活像布袋戲裡的藏鏡人,後來我曾要他學藏鏡人的笑聲,學起來還挺像的。358Please respect copyright.PENANAtPtyAq6OjD
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他說,他出來之後在當保鑣,保護別人。當時的我聽了很高興,覺得他有好好的工作。358Please respect copyright.PENANAykxI76z3vC
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可我後來知道那不是我想像中的保鑣,現在來說的話,就是「圍事」吧。
很多更生人找工作時,會因為前科而四處碰壁,加上與社會脫節,重拾「老本行」是很常見的,「入獄的人往往會再次入獄」也是這個原因。358Please respect copyright.PENANADpelYxvzEx
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「那你會不會有危險啊?」358Please respect copyright.PENANAwgLhtQvVGb
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「安啦!我命大,死不了的!」358Please respect copyright.PENANAx8VrwOmBed
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國中的最後一個學期,每天都有寫不完的模擬試卷。358Please respect copyright.PENANAhfWHYhTTrn
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我們偶爾打電話或傳簡訊給對方,抱怨一下自己的生活(多半是我在抱怨考試很多)、問一問對方的近況,卻從未提起要和對方見一面的事。358Please respect copyright.PENANAWUEdX9TfZn
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「又不是什麼曖昧的網友急著見面,我們都有自己的事忙,以後還怕見不到嗎?」那時我總這麼想。358Please respect copyright.PENANAtF8ru9FoZc
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真不應該這麼想的。358Please respect copyright.PENANAUTR6a7dQnL
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國中畢業的那個暑假,我已確定好自己要念的學校,就開始不停地玩。358Please respect copyright.PENANAOGIReaJffd
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某天和一群朋友在撞球場時,手機響了,是英傑。358Please respect copyright.PENANAxsA6LELBo5
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「猴,妳在打撞球哦?」358Please respect copyright.PENANA5KanuD1ClN
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「這樣也聽得見啊?」358Please respect copyright.PENANAwHaMcwz8Bs
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「跟朋友嗎?」358Please respect copyright.PENANAefV3J1tcBf
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「對啊。」358Please respect copyright.PENANAgyo4iDueos
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「我之後會換號碼,到時候再打給妳。」358Please respect copyright.PENANAjZIfdAN4jX
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「哦,好啊。」358Please respect copyright.PENANAsjHY7ar3F9
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「……」358Please respect copyright.PENANAnliSE1WESa
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「怎麼了?」358Please respect copyright.PENANAwCidj4NZKW
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「我跟妳說一件事,不要生氣喔。」358Please respect copyright.PENANAPJbkKTDeI2
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「什麼啊?」358Please respect copyright.PENANAaN3fxSLtTs
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「我現在被通緝了。」358Please respect copyright.PENANA7V5RssKaLN
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「………」358Please respect copyright.PENANAWbyVRavja9
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他和我說了被通緝的原因和他的近況。電話裡,他還是嘻嘻哈哈的,聽得出來他不希望氣氛太凝重,但我只是沉默的聽著。358Please respect copyright.PENANAwCQdxzeLYS
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「妳可以罵我,我知道我害妳很難過,對不起。」嘆口氣後,他這麼說。358Please respect copyright.PENANAwrIPxwqKlp
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「我去找你吧。」我說。358Please respect copyright.PENANAFNFOTtcqTB
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「什麼?」358Please respect copyright.PENANAO20TVBQjZD
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「我去找你。」358Please respect copyright.PENANAw2GXlKaxLS
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「真的嗎?」358Please respect copyright.PENANAPT9HodJl6h
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「嗯。」358Please respect copyright.PENANAYKE4175iWY
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那個時候,我才十五歲,從來沒有搭過火車。358Please respect copyright.PENANAKutSt01cD2
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我沒敢和家人說我要去找他,怕家人不僅不讓我去,還會選擇報警。358Please respect copyright.PENANAdYwULpfyMB
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和家人說要和朋友出遊後,隔了兩天,我便獨自搭上火車,前往英傑所在的城市。358Please respect copyright.PENANAlttlkeoeXL
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待續。
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