Now? Now isn't the time to ask me about the now.
Right now, I'm lost in all directions.
To the left, the career I've been dreaming about for years -- I failed at.
To the right, there is absolutely no love-life in sight.
Above my head, there are thoughts upon thoughts upon thoughts of everything right now.
Below my feet, are my demons, scratching to get to the surface.
Oh, and where am I? Not at my job. I'm about to lose it.
Everything right now isn't how it should be.
So come back later.