Chapter nineteen : You love her, don't you?8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBQZ2h00VD 維尼
Richard's POV:8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡptl91W5SnI 維尼
"You love her, don't you?"8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFqt5xbuhb 維尼
That one question made me feel thousands of feelings, but the feeling which I felt the most, and which was hurting me more than my other feelings, was I felt scared.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡjI2hXhbdkB 維尼
I felt my heart beating furiously against my chest, I felt my lips going dry and I felt thirsty all of a sudden, water, I need water, and of course I need to get the hell out of here.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41rMDJLNwt 維尼
Damien didn't see any of my expressions and he didn't feel any of my feelings because my back was to him.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡnL4N4EmLLT 維尼
Should I answer him?8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnvmV8PZyS 維尼
Should I not?8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJZpxlXDmv 維尼
What should I do?8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbX9zLPzAy 維尼
Should I walk away?8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQObTO4ubc 維尼
Should I tell him the truth?8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLhgi7VBaU 維尼
Of course not, I won't tell that asshole the truth, I don't trust him anymore.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMEMwX2hrv 維尼
All I wanna do is make Kristen happy, destroying every possible way of making her feel hurt, is the only way to make her feel happy.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ipyj9wq9r 維尼
I realized I have been daydreaming since Damien has asked me that damned question, I decided to not let him see through me and just be my casual old jerk self again.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡAc7JdVQP4x 維尼
" What makes you think I love a girl like her? She's nothing near what I have in my mind, for my dream girl" I chuckled and walked upstairs to the library, I had to distract myself.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9s1QmFeztW 維尼
I didn't stare at Damien as I answered him, because I was too afraid he might see right through me.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgB8c8KMN5 維尼
I'm pathetic, I am in love with a girl, she's in love with another guy, and that guy is just not in love with her.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡe78b36yKPz 維尼
What a mess!8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76SuGsWdTL 維尼
Why can't life be simple?8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgjy9p0bqo 維尼
Why can't she be in love with me too?8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcSTNK78Jp 維尼
Why can't she return my love?8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡqogHlmRPNm 維尼
Why one sided love even exists?8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6igwKNeAJ 維尼
Too many questions which are unanswerable.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8JdWWU1Ib 維尼
I searched for the most distracting book in the library, of course philosophy is the best choice when you want to distract yourself, it makes you think.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtf4ZVfNJ2 維尼
-----------------------8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGIysna7SC 維尼
Kristen's POV:8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOVxLAJwxs 維尼
I was removing my makeup, when Damien knocked the door and came inside.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjBF5az3L9 維尼
"Hey" I smiled and greeted him, I am really happy we are back together, I thought he is mad at me forever.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwywFz8dVG 維尼
"Hey" he greeted back and gave me a peck on my lips. I felt my cheeks get warm and I felt shy all of a sudden.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcOPSe0F8p 維尼
"so... ummm... what did Richard say?" I asked , Damien smiled sadly and stared at mae as if I was some piece of art, honeslty I didn't like that.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZXGmxScT3 維尼
"He just threatened me"8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQHqiNqEip 維尼
"He threatened you?!"8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡvewv7hFqA9 維尼
"Yep"8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zHgvqzK85 維尼
"Why?!"8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTZgHaKgPt 維尼
" He said he would kill me if I hurt you"8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡhy1OId8wla 維尼
"Oh"8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIxlI6briK 維尼
I frowned , why does he put his nose in my life everytime he has the chance? I am not a baby. I am grown up, I can take care of myself.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmyMGw8I5M 維尼
Damien chuckled at my expression, and he stared at the mirror, I gasped as I saw the huge mark on his right side of his neck.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMMxLsSzYd 維尼
" Oh.My.God. what's that Damien ? who did that to you?" I ran towards him and stared at the huge blue mark on his neck. I know it's not a hickey , trust me I have seen one.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDgMFr6Qw8 維尼
I still remember Richard's hickey. Don't get me wrong , I am not spying on that asshole or anything like that, it's just that he was making out with that girl back when we were newly married.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEeSTx0itw 維尼
So I know this is not a hickey, I mean Damien would never betray me, right?8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVb9A2mT7H 維尼
He's just so sweet and kind, I brought him ice and tried to apply it gently on his bruise.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNTLLZtX6G 維尼
"Thank you" Damien whispered and smiled sadly at me. I smiled back .8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1cEo9BkEd 維尼
"so what happened?" I asked " Who did that to you?"8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMj07e6uof 維尼
"Uh..it's nothing serious, it was just a random thief , he was trying to steal my money"8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡ598f6EbTHF 維尼
"Oh, you should have been more careful"8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMpVpAKpvd 維尼
"Yeah"8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1clue3vDW 維尼
I smiled to myself, Damien has always been kind to beggars maybe he has been fooled, and one of the beggars might have been a thief.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡw82131BQmN 維尼
My smile vanished when I remembered Richard's expression when he saw me and Damien kissing.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3b8awI5Fqd 維尼
What was that about?8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡct442rch1U 維尼
He looked ... weird. No, he looked sad and he was about to punch Damien in the face.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡum77hWMl6h 維尼
He looked dangerous, actually he looked like he might have been jealous. But jealous of who?8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡStuutjRyzz 維尼
It doesn't make sense , I mean he was the one who made us date. He can't be jealous right? You get jealous when you like someone , does he like me? I mean not as a friend, but.. you know, as more than a friend, as a lover?8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcqUR1wIkq 維尼
No way, I laughed at myself mentally, Richard will never fall for me, he doesn't like me that way.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZ46boQENe 維尼
Yep , I am positive. But then what about the kiss? I felt all of his anger, and love in that kiss, he wasn't letting me go when he kissed me, it was as if he was so desperate. Could his feelings and the way he kissed me have been all an act?8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyGplFjqxe 維尼
Wow, I am driving myself crazy by overthinking, Richard is never desperate for a kiss, he might have been playing with girls and kissing them, but it was because he has felt lonely.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLaLZJa5C4 維尼
I am sure it has been all an act, Richard doesn't like me more than a friend.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXESh3t2NL 維尼
Yeah, that's it. But that thought made me feel lonely, sad and disappointed, suddenly I wanted him to like me, no, actually I wanted him to love me, I don't know why, but I felt disappointed.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxUKbAgH5W 維尼
I stared at Damien who was now fast asleep in my bed, and sighed. I shouldn't feel this way,I am not being fair to Damien.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7mWaMFbio 維尼
I brushed my teeth and went to the other side of the bed, just when I was about to turn of the lamp, someone knocked on the door.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8LaqSqq9a 維尼
I sighed and went to open the door , guess one of the maids has forgot something.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1dQDsQxyg 維尼
I opened the door and was surprised when I saw Richard standing by the door, guess he hasn't been able to sleep well.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡuttjDOoHRi 維尼
"Richard!"8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wdyIwLi0D 維尼
I went out and closed the door behind me, didn't want to wake up Damien , he looked so tired.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAr1O0G3qj 維尼
"What are you doing-" I gasped when Richard turned around and stared at me, that look was enough to make me think. To make me think of all the things I have been thinking a few minutes ago.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ionSCms3W 維尼
Why does Richard stare at me like this? He stares at me as if I am the most beautiful damned creature on earth.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLkx3948OB 維尼
And his eyes said thousand unsaid words, could he be in love with me?8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFpLe3R9cK 維尼
"I.. just came here.. to.. check on .. you" Richard said, his breath smelled of beer, and his tone was not normal, I felt the horrible feeling again.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡowNkP6HJeS 維尼
Disappointment.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBGxi2yPdq 維尼
I felt disappointed again, Richard is just drunk. He doesn't know what he is doing when he is drunk.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBRpPGY3X5 維尼
" I'm fine! Don't worry about me" I said and bit my bottom lip, Richard noticed this and frowned.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡarzOW7D1UQ 維尼
"What's the matter?" He asked, I just shrugged, I couldn't speak, I didn't trust my voice, drunk or not, Richard is still Richard and he is way too smart.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFz1Xd06gv 維尼
Just when I was about to speak, Richard said goodbye and walked away.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUrWAGvOBt 維尼
What was that?8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xzwybAfYh 維尼
----------------------------8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQFDaG0pcA 維尼
Day(15)8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡXl9VZNcyzk 維尼
Another ten days at Paris has passed, the most amazing surprise here was Damien, but it was a good surprise.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6AxwcbE0m 維尼
We laughed, talked, watched movies, walked all around Paris ,then we came back to the villa, and had more fun. I was laughing very loud and really enjoyed everything me and Damien did together.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9iTFr635m 維尼
I was super happy, Richard sometimes enjoyed our company too, but other times I either saw him reading a book, I think it was about philosophy or he was locking himself upstairs to read that same book, either way he was reading.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGPeqKrjso 維尼
And it was bothering me, he acts weird lately I wonder why, he has dark circles around his eyes, I saw it clearly yesterday.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4WT7hTSiw 維尼
I am hundred percent sure, something is bothering him, I will go and ask him later.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsgNhNLMEy 維尼
We're friends, I will try to help him and soothe his pain.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9MDghg2BG 維尼
All of a sudden Richard came downstairs, he was speaking with someone on his iPhone,he put on his jacket.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡyt3eSV7EL9 維尼
"Okay, I'll see you there Rémi" Richard said and hung up.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡap568XJkYM 維尼
I told Damien I had to go with Richard to see his friend, since he was a great friend of mine too, at first Damien didn't agree but after I gave him my cute puppy face he sighed and gave up, he told me he had something to take care of too.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvUWTpvYAL 維尼
I hurried to follow Richard. Now this is my chance to know what is going through his head.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWq5ulibjZ 維尼
"Richard!" I called, Richard stopped and frowned.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcTPNwRHF6 維尼
"Yes?" He said, he was still frowning.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuD045W0Rt 維尼
"I was wondering if you could take me with you? Umm.. to see Rémi?" I smiled and fluttered my lashes. Richard snorted and rolled his eyes.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSZtHddIsd 維尼
"Fine, you don't have to behave like a kid" He said.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTRyFdTmfD 維尼
My smile dropped and I was thinking of a comeback, but unfortunately I didn't find anything to say.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9If06xtblH 維尼
What do you say to a guy who tells you not to behave like a kid? When he knows you're grown up and you're not a kid anymore.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡon4dUzRlBb 維尼
Ugh.. This guy is just not understandable.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKhE4ToxGI 維尼
I was thinking of a comeback all the way to the place where Richard was taking me, we reached the place, yet I haven't found a comeback.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLDVvxx9Fh 維尼
I sighed and gave up, Richard is unbeatable.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VY5k6Qrwh 維尼
We were in a bar, a romantic music was playing and everyone was enjoying. I was hypnotized by the place, it was amazing, everything was so romantic, the music, the place, there were couples everywhere.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0dxlOEAHv 維尼
And they were all wearing nice dresses, why didn't Richard tell me to wear a nice dress?8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUY5wXYQrF 維尼
"This place is amazing" I murmured as I sat down on a chair, Richard sat beside me and smiled at me when I said that.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBLpauQ5tz 維尼
"I knew you'll like it, This place is not where Rémi is gonna see us, but I brought you here since I wanted you to see it, I just texted him and told him to come here" Richard said and stared at the man who was playing the piano, he was so into the music, I smiled at Richard's expression and bit my lips.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGkUbSFh7M 維尼
Okay, this is the right time to ask my question.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdpcX34o6B 維尼
"Richard?"8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UMtSwW0Nu 維尼
"Yeah?" He was still looking at the pianist, I didn';t want to ruin his mod, but it was now or never.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbSNpI9lrl 維尼
"What's wrong?" I asked. Richard's smile dropped and he stared at me" what do you mean?"8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxgMNwW8Ra 維尼
"I mean... you act weird lately"8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tybhIMNe6 維尼
"Weird?... how?"8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfRYPBc7MA 維尼
" You are sad most of the time, you always lock youself up in the library, you always read books and you're nowhere to be found, and you spend most of the nights drinking, is something wrong?"8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡNw3IBGqzs3 維尼
Richard smiled sadly at me, and shook his head without hesitation" I just didn't want to ruin your time with Damien" He said quietly. Then he stared at the pianist again, but this time he was frowning.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmcXlvhn3v 維尼
"I am really worried about you" I bit my lips when I said those words, but it was too late I have said them, and I don't regret it, it's the simple truth. I am really worried about him.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIhLyl1t19 維尼
Richard stared at me, and smiled sweetly, he was smiling that smile which could melt any girl, he has that effect on girls. But not on me I am taken.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8iwevYEyj 維尼
"Don't worry about me, I am fine Kris" he said , I tried to argue, but he cut me off by making a joke about my expression earlier when he told me I shouldn't behave like a kid.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NWBqe2bRl 維尼
We smiled and laughed for another twenty minutes, Rémi called Richard and told him he will be late, and that he will be here in fifteen minutes.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLbY34prgs 維尼
Another fifteen minutes with Richard here makes me feel giddy all of a sudden. I enjoy being with my best friend more than I enjoy being with any guy friend of mine.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFowyIpiAg 維尼
Richard was telling me about his girlfriends when suddenly his expression changed as if he has seen a ghost.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡXePTUwrzvp 維尼
" Let's go Kris" He grabbed my hand and forced me to stand up.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMeehEqazn 維尼
"Wait.. ouch.. you're hurting me.. " I pulled away from him and stared at my surroundings, But I couldn't find anything bad.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPAhFDenEG 維尼
"What's wrong Richard? Why do you wanna go? Rémi hasn't arrived yet" I said and rubbed where he has held my wrist, god he is strong.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSpO0I2xVa 維尼
Richard grabbed my hand by force this time and made me face him" let's go" He said stubbornly, but I freed myself from his strong grip, and an idea came to me.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2yFLxcinJ 維尼
" I saw what you saw" I whispered, Richard's eyes widened and he stared at somewhere behind my back, so that's where the big problem is, huh?8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqdkUnvw4J 維尼
I turned around and tried to find what he was staring at, my eyes wandered, but all I saw was some girls giggling at god knows what, a couple making out they were sucking each other's face as if their life depended on it, and there was this guy who winked at me.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqu3xQwEcE 維尼
Okay, all these were normal, but, wait- the couple, the guy looks familiar, I stared at them again, I felt Richard's arm around my waist, but I freed myself again, No, this can't be happening right?8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡquwc8JgUj4 維尼
My emotions were all messed up, I knew I felt betrayed, that's the only recognizable emotion at that moment.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡIih8hLoBPI 維尼
What else? I don't know. I touched my cheeks and under my eyes, but I couldn't feel wetness, nope there were no tears. My tears were frozen.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoFo6JanT2 維尼
What would you do when the guy you love the most cheats on you? Cry? Pull the girl's hair?8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhSlh46tgG 維尼
No, I need to calm down, and I need to think and concentrate, I knew Richard was speaking, he was hugging me from behind, and he was whispering, I smiled to myself, even tho I couldn't hear him, because my mind was too busy taking in what I have just seen, I knew he is trying to make me feel better.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡzl4ww9fH9z 維尼
I felt a very sharp pain in the left side of my chest, no it was not from emotional hurt, it was actually hurting, an actual physical pain.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5x85YZryr 維尼
I breathed in and out for a few moments, and walked towards the couple.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡooM2Zbh9jR 維尼
They were still making out, I cleared my throat, and felt very... what's the word? Bitchy? No that's not like me. Slutty ? no that's same as bitchy I guess? Rude? Yep I felt rude. I wanted to be rude and I wanted to hurt Damien just how he has hurt me.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCoJiInXPv 維尼
"What a scene, you guys must really love each other, that guy must really be loyal to that girl, right Richard?"8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡFslAHzWWHr 維尼
Richard was of course behind me, he was holding my hand, and I let him. He sighed at my comment. But said nothing.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKSYntwtTU 維尼
Damien froze as he heard my voice and he stopped kissing that girl.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVUeo2rKeZ 維尼
"Oh no, Kristen?" He whispered and swallowed, he looked panicked. Good for you Damien, you SHOULD be panicked.8964 copyright protection376ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3WjWKXbzb 維尼
ns3.236.117.38da2
