Chapter twenty : Breaking up8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZeVhOOUco 維尼
Kristen's POV:8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡYswgbYJt3U 維尼
"Hello!" I smiled at the surprised girl, and held out my hand, she took it slowly and stared at Damien.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZgMCxCcan 維尼
Damien was looking elsewhere, he didn't dare say a word. He didn't even say sorry.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1GsuP7LWR 維尼
Who cares? I mean I wouldn't like take him back as my lover or anything like that, besides I wouldn't even forgive him, and if I forgive him, I can never ever forget this moment.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPGEEcHFS1 維尼
I could still feel Richard's hand, I was glad he's by my side, I really need him at this moment, having my best friend at my side is what I need the most at this moment.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hnSlIUYrp 維尼
"My name is Kristen, I thought I am Damien's girlfriend till this moment, but I guess I was not the only one" I said to the girl.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡByvVLxQNCR 維尼
Damien's girlfriend's mouth hung open and she stared at Damien.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVvPrP86bI 維尼
"Damien, you told me that guy "The girl said and She pointed at Richard" was lying, what is going on?"8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡXf6XfqTKsa 維尼
She was definitely French, I thought Damien has come to France because of me, I didn't know she has other purposes.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpqv99MEre 維尼
Damien was speechless, he was very pale, his girlfriend kept shouting and soon she begun hitting him.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡws7KvN0DjN 維尼
I stared at Richard, he looked very sad, and he was sending thousands of apologies through his stares. I smiled at him.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡVz050PAVi1 維尼
"So you knew! I know you might have your own reasons for not telling me, and now I know his bruises were all your doing" I chuckled and kissed his cheeks.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHxkK10je0 維尼
Richard swallowed and smiled at me, as I was talking to Richard, I could feel Damien's girlfriend walking away, after of course having a huge argument with him.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfD6kS2D5F 維尼
"I love Kristen, I am sorry" That was all Damien said, he didn't stop the girl from walking away.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPvoK0CJ1s 維尼
But he stood up and walked towards me, Richard's hold on me tightened. And I let him.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡZH2Inqh4NW 維尼
"Please forgive me, Kristen. Baby I am so sorry, she seduced me" Damien said.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡnT3cEFcU62 維尼
Richard chuckled and shook his head "she seduced you for the second time" he murmured.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7eilggUeA 維尼
"I can't believe I trusted you this much, and I can't believe you have been my best friend all these years, why? Just tell me why? What have I done? Am I not worth loving?"8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeRC9ZEBsU 維尼
Richard murmured something I couldn't quite understand, but my hand was too busy. I was trying my best to be calm, so I ignored Richard's comment at the moment.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAmGn3nmwR 維尼
Damien tried to touch my cheeks, but I pulled away.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡIko6REXQXb 維尼
"And you were blaming me for kissing Richard" my voice was louder, I wanted to yell at Damien, but I didn't want to attract people's attention.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9WcP7SAl5 維尼
"Kristen, I ..." Damien was searching for an excuse, but it was obvious he couldn't find any.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsAJrPcy5p 維尼
"What?!... you're what Damien? Sorry? Oh no... you're NOT SORRY, you are just sorry you're caught cheating, you Cheater!"8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuZIc8WnBR 維尼
Damien blinked at what I called him, I swallowed, I don't regret what I called him, he deserves the worst.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBW8hougbf 維尼
"I am sorry Kristen, but I love you.. please give me a second chance.... Please..." Damien whispered.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HzSGdg1R9 維尼
I laughed, Richard stared at me, he looked very worried, Damien looked very embarrassed for saying those words, I stared at Damien and stopped laughing, then I walked towards him and slapped him hard, now most people at the bar were staring at the scene I caused.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWlENNAWD1 維尼
"You're an asshole, Damien" I whispered in his ear then I pulled away and stared straight at his eyes" You are a selfish fucking bastard, you're talking of love? You know nothing of love you jackass, now you lost all my trust, you're talking of second chances? There is no such thing as second chance in real love Damien, you had your chance, and you lost"8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXzLIv44Zu 維尼
"This is not a misunderstanding Damien, this is mistake, YOUR mistake! You want a second chance Damien? Go.To.Hell" I gritted my teeth , I was that frustrated , I wanted to hit him hard, but the best thing to do at this moment was to get away from here, because my chest was hurting badly, I let go of Richard's hand and put it on my chest.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUXuAFsEWt 維尼
"I do not want to see you again, Damien. Good luck" I said and walked out of the bar, Richard followed me, I wanted to get away from there as fast as I can, the pain in my chest was getting worse.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6JDfr6UXH 維尼
The moment I reached Richard's car, I was feeling the worst pain I have ever felt. This pain in addition to the emotional pain, I was feeling was enough to drive anyone crazy.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yadMj5Xlt 維尼
" Hey, Kris, you okay?" Richard sat down beside me and he looked very worried. I tried to smiled at him, but I failed, the pain I was feeling was not normal, I have never felt this way, seriously what could be wrong with me? And I don't remember sitting on the floor beside Richard's car.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡorXdj5O3oB 維尼
When have I sat down? I don't remember. I felt very dizzy, and I was about faint.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3bl7oGdpb 維尼
My eyes were heavy, and were about t close.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSyz5Kf4xa 維尼
"Oh, no... Kris, wake up!" I could hear Richard calling my name, I tried to open my eyes but I was too tired and the pain in the left side of my chest was terrible.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGXe3DxCIH 維尼
I tried once again to open my eyes, when I did I saw Richard's nice eyes staring at me, he looked tired as well, and the dark circles around his eyes where now more visible than ever.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡT33rqBAzcg 維尼
What have I done? I have hurt myself and my best friend. Now I know and I am sure how much Richard loves me.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMVbtPsszo 維尼
I smiled and closed my eyes "Thank you" I whispered, I don't know if I have really told him that, or was it just my imagination? I don't remember anything else after that.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡVw3pkgRA2U 維尼
All I remember was I woke up, and I was in bed, in my own bed. I stared at my surroundings, the pain in my chest has disappeared.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXWUwfuz5D 維尼
The door suddenly opened, and Richard came in, he grabbed a chair and sat opposite of me.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aHAJL7dke 維尼
"How are you feeling?" He asked, I stared at him and there it was, the look, which was full of love. It made my heart warm. And I was feeling less sad thanks to Richard. At least I know there are people like Natalie and Richard who really love me.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUcwQ7y3Fg 維尼
Natalie is my best friend she's more than a sister, as for Richard, well, I am very worried about him, and his feelings, I am afraid I am hurting him.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uOCNLJk9A 維尼
"Much better, thanks to you" I said and smiled at him, Richard ran his hand through his hair and sighed.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTHdGIRvf3 維尼
Why was it Damien? Why have I fallen for him? Why was it not you, Richard? Even though you're very annoying sometimes, but it would have been much better. I have hurt you twice, but this time you don't deserve this, you deserve more Richard.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDhxIFzzT8 維尼
"Well... I am glad, you're better" he said quietly and grabbed my hand, he held it in both his hands and looked up at me, he licked his bottom lip nervously and shook his head.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCHQ3MCgO3 維尼
"I am very sorry" He mumbled" I hid it from you, because I was afraid it might hurt you, but I guess I was wrong, I should have told you"8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoIR23H5Yw 維尼
"It's okay. Richard, I understand, We will never see him again, that's what matters"8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjScOlCWbS 維尼
"But, I am also sorry, I was the one who suggested that-"8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JPq4amYC2 維尼
"It's okay. Richard, really. I don't wanna talk about him anymore please."8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYSPz3AO7d 維尼
"Okay" Richard sighed and swallowed" I won't talk about him anymore"8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxKzTpplsd 維尼
What should I do, now? I don't know how to act normal again with Richard, now that I know he loves me.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFCy8sbtig 維尼
Most importantly, how do I feel? I don't know how I feel, all I know is that it's too soon to think of someone else, Richard is a good person,I don't wanna hurt him by false emotions and false promises.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlYgBgWE8E 維尼
I am sure Richard will tell me about his feelings at the right time, I just know it.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoiTfSHVMS 維尼
I know seeing me like this is not easy for him too, so I get up with his help and try to cheer him up.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2E0ziCu7Y 維尼
" I am bored" I say and sigh, of course I am bored, and sad, but I said this in order to make Richard take me out, and it worked.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeOt5ozkGp 維尼
"You're bored? How about we go out?" He asked.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡfshfzdLth8 維尼
"Umm.. that sounds fun, I want to go to the amusement park" I mumble.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiFucljb0c 維尼
Richard smiles warmly, I am glad I see him smile again,his nice smile made me smile too. He nodded his head in agreement, and it was decided, we will go to the amusement park tonight.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhjy9jxnQJ 維尼
As for Remi, well Richard said , he had a surprise for his crush, I didn't know he had a crush and I am glad he has finally decided to tell her about his feelings.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxqTEfEgyI 維尼
On our way to the amusement park, me and Richard talked about him, Richard said he has finally decided he wanted to tell his best friend, his crush,about his true feelings, that;s why he had wanted to meet up with Richard and talk about it.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjmGjgNJ3Z 維尼
"It must be hard" I said quietly, Richard stared at me , he was driving his dad's car, and we heading to the amusement park. Then he looked back at the road.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1Ux8wcCDD 維尼
"I am sure it is " Richard said and sighed, the way he said those words, was enough to make me feel sad and guilty, but I shouldn't feel like this.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSUq4aARwn 維尼
I am doing this, in order to make Richard happy,I reminded myself.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlG7RwHqq8 維尼
"How did he decide to tell her?" I asked Richard, Richard smiled and shook his head.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBiqqyJgxf 維尼
"It's a long story, umm .. I actually I told him the truth... I mean about.. our fake marriage" He said and stared at me for a while, then he looked at the road again.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtts41EmQ3 維尼
"Oh, really? Well I am glad you did, he looks like a good guy" I said, totally amused by what Richard said.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡx66A1Txl1X 維尼
"You're not mad, are you?" Richard asked, without staring at me, guess he was afraid of my reaction, how can I be mad at him? After all the things he had done for me?8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlL3262Qmt 維尼
"No. of course I am not, how can I be mad at you?" I said what was in my heart and even smiled, Richard looked at me and smiled too.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNtQAa3kbj 維尼
"I am glad, then." He said.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4QTI5EbcO 維尼
I remembered the pain in my chest, it felt horrible. I didn't that kind of pain really exists, I thought it was just an emotional pain, but I guess all those novellas and poets were telling the truth, when they said they had felt a pain in their chest, when they were hurt emotionally.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnNThGWbsm 維尼
And right now, I feel a different kind of pain, in my chest, as I am speaking to Richard. I wonder how much he is hurting right now.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSLSPhhHrb 維尼
I want to tell him that I have felt his love, and I know how much he loves me, but I am afraid I embarrass him, or hurt him in return.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yyKrDc1zA 維尼
I will just pretend that it's nothing, I will pretend like I have not felt any of his love, towards me.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwiG05my5r 維尼
I have been right, his actions, his kisses, the way he acted all those days, they were all from his heart.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3ATrTqjRB 維尼
And I remember he told me he loved me, when he was drunk, could he really have been in love with me from that day on?8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RorBlU14L 維尼
"I really want to know, what has happened to Remi and his crush" I said quietly and sighed.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjRtrvDv7v 維尼
"H e said, he'll call me later tonight, to let me know about what has happened, why are you so worried about him?" Richard said teasingly" do you like him?"8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1AuAYP3mY 維尼
Huh? We're back to teasing, aren't we? I rolled my eyes, which made Richard laugh out loud.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOgfGbTd9M 維尼
I stared at him, but he just kept laughing, I don't know if he was faking it or he was really laughing, but his laughs made me laugh too.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡnf6eItLku9 維尼
So we laughed and teased each other till we got to the amusement park, even thought I haven't forgotten about today, but I was feeling way much better thanks to Richard,Richard was trying hard to make me laugh, and he succeeded.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwg8xwsicI 維尼
Richard, I promise I won't hurt you again. Even if I can't fall for you, I will try and not fall for any other guys, because I won't hurt you. This is a promise. Even though I don't love you as a lover, but I love you as a friend, I won't ever leave you. And I will always be by your side.8964 copyright protection511ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpESXMH0v7 維尼
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