Chapter twenty : Breaking upcopyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VNQ7bhIvs
Kristen's POV:copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡIczv545kjw
"Hello!" I smiled at the surprised girl, and held out my hand, she took it slowly and stared at Damien.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡSotqFMEF3c
Damien was looking elsewhere, he didn't dare say a word. He didn't even say sorry.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡp98cZgnhYT
Who cares? I mean I wouldn't like take him back as my lover or anything like that, besides I wouldn't even forgive him, and if I forgive him, I can never ever forget this moment.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡJG6jcbnivH
I could still feel Richard's hand, I was glad he's by my side, I really need him at this moment, having my best friend at my side is what I need the most at this moment.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡOo5iPK4tq8
"My name is Kristen, I thought I am Damien's girlfriend till this moment, but I guess I was not the only one" I said to the girl.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPhP2h5py3
Damien's girlfriend's mouth hung open and she stared at Damien.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiKpBXAYf6
"Damien, you told me that guy "The girl said and She pointed at Richard" was lying, what is going on?"copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4vLmkwrOW
She was definitely French, I thought Damien has come to France because of me, I didn't know she has other purposes.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuMQkO8peG
Damien was speechless, he was very pale, his girlfriend kept shouting and soon she begun hitting him.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxZeXAbyzq
I stared at Richard, he looked very sad, and he was sending thousands of apologies through his stares. I smiled at him.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfva1Suxji
"So you knew! I know you might have your own reasons for not telling me, and now I know his bruises were all your doing" I chuckled and kissed his cheeks.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTNhK75Sxk
Richard swallowed and smiled at me, as I was talking to Richard, I could feel Damien's girlfriend walking away, after of course having a huge argument with him.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0RyfO8qmI
"I love Kristen, I am sorry" That was all Damien said, he didn't stop the girl from walking away.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1XmcZeGxy
But he stood up and walked towards me, Richard's hold on me tightened. And I let him.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2sNjcUp5s
"Please forgive me, Kristen. Baby I am so sorry, she seduced me" Damien said.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEtAdIpl9M
Richard chuckled and shook his head "she seduced you for the second time" he murmured.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40O2n01CHy
"I can't believe I trusted you this much, and I can't believe you have been my best friend all these years, why? Just tell me why? What have I done? Am I not worth loving?"copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGBCtUPojU
Richard murmured something I couldn't quite understand, but my hand was too busy. I was trying my best to be calm, so I ignored Richard's comment at the moment.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2zkDM228c
Damien tried to touch my cheeks, but I pulled away.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡPccDezEgcl
"And you were blaming me for kissing Richard" my voice was louder, I wanted to yell at Damien, but I didn't want to attract people's attention.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡPm1qZvkPTE
"Kristen, I ..." Damien was searching for an excuse, but it was obvious he couldn't find any.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKGj4j67me
"What?!... you're what Damien? Sorry? Oh no... you're NOT SORRY, you are just sorry you're caught cheating, you Cheater!"copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbrwPG6tWi
Damien blinked at what I called him, I swallowed, I don't regret what I called him, he deserves the worst.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMEQcEmxtf
"I am sorry Kristen, but I love you.. please give me a second chance.... Please..." Damien whispered.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdZSw4bDby
I laughed, Richard stared at me, he looked very worried, Damien looked very embarrassed for saying those words, I stared at Damien and stopped laughing, then I walked towards him and slapped him hard, now most people at the bar were staring at the scene I caused.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvJi1zZ73V
"You're an asshole, Damien" I whispered in his ear then I pulled away and stared straight at his eyes" You are a selfish fucking bastard, you're talking of love? You know nothing of love you jackass, now you lost all my trust, you're talking of second chances? There is no such thing as second chance in real love Damien, you had your chance, and you lost"copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSH5JUJ5rd
"This is not a misunderstanding Damien, this is mistake, YOUR mistake! You want a second chance Damien? Go.To.Hell" I gritted my teeth , I was that frustrated , I wanted to hit him hard, but the best thing to do at this moment was to get away from here, because my chest was hurting badly, I let go of Richard's hand and put it on my chest.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDqkvXpHAB
"I do not want to see you again, Damien. Good luck" I said and walked out of the bar, Richard followed me, I wanted to get away from there as fast as I can, the pain in my chest was getting worse.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡfs6ZL8zKgC
The moment I reached Richard's car, I was feeling the worst pain I have ever felt. This pain in addition to the emotional pain, I was feeling was enough to drive anyone crazy.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGunLdiviK
" Hey, Kris, you okay?" Richard sat down beside me and he looked very worried. I tried to smiled at him, but I failed, the pain I was feeling was not normal, I have never felt this way, seriously what could be wrong with me? And I don't remember sitting on the floor beside Richard's car.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDn9YT7nAI
When have I sat down? I don't remember. I felt very dizzy, and I was about faint.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQa5PWdpGt
My eyes were heavy, and were about t close.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mavKVJ2r2
"Oh, no... Kris, wake up!" I could hear Richard calling my name, I tried to open my eyes but I was too tired and the pain in the left side of my chest was terrible.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9GajE3q2E
I tried once again to open my eyes, when I did I saw Richard's nice eyes staring at me, he looked tired as well, and the dark circles around his eyes where now more visible than ever.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81uj6kfkJW
What have I done? I have hurt myself and my best friend. Now I know and I am sure how much Richard loves me.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKiYg3U06l
I smiled and closed my eyes "Thank you" I whispered, I don't know if I have really told him that, or was it just my imagination? I don't remember anything else after that.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TvJ3On7fq
All I remember was I woke up, and I was in bed, in my own bed. I stared at my surroundings, the pain in my chest has disappeared.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡLorgHyAXSk
The door suddenly opened, and Richard came in, he grabbed a chair and sat opposite of me.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡTG5bFlfzml
"How are you feeling?" He asked, I stared at him and there it was, the look, which was full of love. It made my heart warm. And I was feeling less sad thanks to Richard. At least I know there are people like Natalie and Richard who really love me.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpeq8iewqt
Natalie is my best friend she's more than a sister, as for Richard, well, I am very worried about him, and his feelings, I am afraid I am hurting him.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcSoszW3wP
"Much better, thanks to you" I said and smiled at him, Richard ran his hand through his hair and sighed.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpvsBbORKa
Why was it Damien? Why have I fallen for him? Why was it not you, Richard? Even though you're very annoying sometimes, but it would have been much better. I have hurt you twice, but this time you don't deserve this, you deserve more Richard.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFAr5IKkfa
"Well... I am glad, you're better" he said quietly and grabbed my hand, he held it in both his hands and looked up at me, he licked his bottom lip nervously and shook his head.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcmGAOfxRM
"I am very sorry" He mumbled" I hid it from you, because I was afraid it might hurt you, but I guess I was wrong, I should have told you"copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfcSHO3wFO
"It's okay. Richard, I understand, We will never see him again, that's what matters"copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRthiy02Tf
"But, I am also sorry, I was the one who suggested that-"copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHrzn2oDAg
"It's okay. Richard, really. I don't wanna talk about him anymore please."copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXvBPdpTK4
"Okay" Richard sighed and swallowed" I won't talk about him anymore"copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrWbIfKJiD
What should I do, now? I don't know how to act normal again with Richard, now that I know he loves me.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvkq5Httk3
Most importantly, how do I feel? I don't know how I feel, all I know is that it's too soon to think of someone else, Richard is a good person,I don't wanna hurt him by false emotions and false promises.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡKK0glQuLKe
I am sure Richard will tell me about his feelings at the right time, I just know it.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrFMDo1n8k
I know seeing me like this is not easy for him too, so I get up with his help and try to cheer him up.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07PlxU31oo
" I am bored" I say and sigh, of course I am bored, and sad, but I said this in order to make Richard take me out, and it worked.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5986puWTfG
"You're bored? How about we go out?" He asked.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡ868OSLdU9l
"Umm.. that sounds fun, I want to go to the amusement park" I mumble.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9s4v0Zy1o
Richard smiles warmly, I am glad I see him smile again,his nice smile made me smile too. He nodded his head in agreement, and it was decided, we will go to the amusement park tonight.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7x4dXzaRO
As for Remi, well Richard said , he had a surprise for his crush, I didn't know he had a crush and I am glad he has finally decided to tell her about his feelings.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZVZNOL0JU
On our way to the amusement park, me and Richard talked about him, Richard said he has finally decided he wanted to tell his best friend, his crush,about his true feelings, that;s why he had wanted to meet up with Richard and talk about it.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡlY4O3AO28Q
"It must be hard" I said quietly, Richard stared at me , he was driving his dad's car, and we heading to the amusement park. Then he looked back at the road.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4XZ9bWIlO
"I am sure it is " Richard said and sighed, the way he said those words, was enough to make me feel sad and guilty, but I shouldn't feel like this.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcNtcBhYC0
I am doing this, in order to make Richard happy,I reminded myself.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYYXM1yB4G
"How did he decide to tell her?" I asked Richard, Richard smiled and shook his head.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwLpvVAsEW
"It's a long story, umm .. I actually I told him the truth... I mean about.. our fake marriage" He said and stared at me for a while, then he looked at the road again.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡgc94FlFWji
"Oh, really? Well I am glad you did, he looks like a good guy" I said, totally amused by what Richard said.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcgWa2XIE2
"You're not mad, are you?" Richard asked, without staring at me, guess he was afraid of my reaction, how can I be mad at him? After all the things he had done for me?copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5yav466wK
"No. of course I am not, how can I be mad at you?" I said what was in my heart and even smiled, Richard looked at me and smiled too.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NWbRBxxyQ
"I am glad, then." He said.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡPv35rd8pWM
I remembered the pain in my chest, it felt horrible. I didn't that kind of pain really exists, I thought it was just an emotional pain, but I guess all those novellas and poets were telling the truth, when they said they had felt a pain in their chest, when they were hurt emotionally.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡslS0wo5CuC
And right now, I feel a different kind of pain, in my chest, as I am speaking to Richard. I wonder how much he is hurting right now.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwpjIhVfOt
I want to tell him that I have felt his love, and I know how much he loves me, but I am afraid I embarrass him, or hurt him in return.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EZ9KqnTQj
I will just pretend that it's nothing, I will pretend like I have not felt any of his love, towards me.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiFyjbWoOr
I have been right, his actions, his kisses, the way he acted all those days, they were all from his heart.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bYqvGHrWw
And I remember he told me he loved me, when he was drunk, could he really have been in love with me from that day on?copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2aUcUkzOa
"I really want to know, what has happened to Remi and his crush" I said quietly and sighed.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡTusy2MKZay
"H e said, he'll call me later tonight, to let me know about what has happened, why are you so worried about him?" Richard said teasingly" do you like him?"copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaKpAg5iH2
Huh? We're back to teasing, aren't we? I rolled my eyes, which made Richard laugh out loud.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡOC4YwhTRQH
I stared at him, but he just kept laughing, I don't know if he was faking it or he was really laughing, but his laughs made me laugh too.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Kbvieh3er
So we laughed and teased each other till we got to the amusement park, even thought I haven't forgotten about today, but I was feeling way much better thanks to Richard,Richard was trying hard to make me laugh, and he succeeded.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFCn4dDavk
Richard, I promise I won't hurt you again. Even if I can't fall for you, I will try and not fall for any other guys, because I won't hurt you. This is a promise. Even though I don't love you as a lover, but I love you as a friend, I won't ever leave you. And I will always be by your side.copyright protection101ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjXhityckp
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