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a tearful euphoria.
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Writer Megumi Akagane
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a tearful euphoria.
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memoir one: where do i begin? (shortly, i will speak it.)
Megumi Akagane
Oct 5, 2017
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This year has been quite the turbulent one, to say at least.10Please respect copyright.PENANAPWVQKj96tN
As it has already started to die, I'm not sure where to begin except for the part in which I broke the hardest.10Please respect copyright.PENANAQN4D0bYXaF
But do you want to hear that story? I myself have not even processed it and it only seems like a bad dream rather than the reality I live within.10Please respect copyright.PENANA84V9MGHBk9
This is because the reality I live in once had a presence that meant so much to me.copyright protection6PENANAlQR5ThHXq4 is gone again.copyright protection6PENANARJ5ppGGWdW

The autumn breezes had been keeping me breathing, the art I drew from my soul keeping me motivated.copyright protection6PENANAwJrsep1Qok

I had cried so many tears that week, wondering if I was really going to be okay.copyright protection6PENANAEJavP4Mw1d

You see, the one I loved dearly, the one I desired to be with, had moved away to start on his career. We still talked, but I began to notice that he started to stop talking. It was almost as if he didn't want to say a word to me.copyright protection6PENANABTXGimmZjA

Only a few days later, our relationship ended. It had been almost three years.10Please respect copyright.PENANAw95sZQM9Wg
In that same week, a dear friend was not speaking to me, due to some things even I don't understand. I haven't seen her in two years and more than anything, I want to find a way to bring her back to where I am.copyright protection6PENANAVPjmiyMjoa

I felt my very heart shatter in those moments when everything ended.10Please respect copyright.PENANAWM31p4co1n
Tears wouldn't stop falling from my eyes.10Please respect copyright.PENANA49rZjeG0Q0
Yet, I gained the strength to say this.copyright protection6PENANAE2TOyISleU

"Everyone who believes that they will be okay in the end will find a way to smile once more."copyright protection6PENANAyQOvx6ST5b

Even in this night, I still my heart sink as I realize it still doesn't feel real.10Please respect copyright.PENANAan9gQ96Di2
I don't know what to feel right now. My soul feels crushed by a weight that I cannot carry.10Please respect copyright.PENANATfPWgf1tD2
But those words...the ones I spoke I felt as if I was falling...I want to believe them.10Please respect copyright.PENANARIcjHvxowo
I want to live them.copyright protection6PENANAu11Nnjl9DK

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I want to feel alive again.copyright protection6PENANAjhMd6lWZGb

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