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a tearful euphoria.
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Writer Megumi Akagane
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a tearful euphoria.
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memoir one: where do i begin? (shortly, i will speak it.)
Megumi Akagane
Oct 5, 2017
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This year has been quite the turbulent one, to say at least.32Please respect copyright.PENANAyIp2BKm9Gh
As it has already started to die, I'm not sure where to begin except for the part in which I broke the hardest.32Please respect copyright.PENANAHAMVvXLWdI
But do you want to hear that story? I myself have not even processed it and it only seems like a bad dream rather than the reality I live within.32Please respect copyright.PENANAULTqSvzooG
This is because the reality I live in once had a presence that meant so much to me.copyright protection28PENANAFaeoixALFW is gone again.copyright protection28PENANA643xBkBBeP

The autumn breezes had been keeping me breathing, the art I drew from my soul keeping me motivated.copyright protection28PENANAoG01okMinW

I had cried so many tears that week, wondering if I was really going to be okay.copyright protection28PENANAH37Wspt3b8

You see, the one I loved dearly, the one I desired to be with, had moved away to start on his career. We still talked, but I began to notice that he started to stop talking. It was almost as if he didn't want to say a word to me.copyright protection28PENANA0hd3POnqpB

Only a few days later, our relationship ended. It had been almost three years.32Please respect copyright.PENANAIXo8ZZSl9z
In that same week, a dear friend was not speaking to me, due to some things even I don't understand. I haven't seen her in two years and more than anything, I want to find a way to bring her back to where I am.copyright protection28PENANAfNhgPFACYY

I felt my very heart shatter in those moments when everything ended.32Please respect copyright.PENANADR9qMFnyBB
Tears wouldn't stop falling from my eyes.32Please respect copyright.PENANAgwnaXfGwE4
Yet, I gained the strength to say this.copyright protection28PENANAyG1GCu55yh

"Everyone who believes that they will be okay in the end will find a way to smile once more."copyright protection28PENANAeyzrBogZPF

Even in this night, I still my heart sink as I realize it still doesn't feel real.32Please respect copyright.PENANAcm2Bv1AonK
I don't know what to feel right now. My soul feels crushed by a weight that I cannot carry.32Please respect copyright.PENANAX0B6qoMOXo
But those words...the ones I spoke I felt as if I was falling...I want to believe them.32Please respect copyright.PENANApdUMoR24nG
I want to live them.copyright protection28PENANAB5tSljyVVx

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I want to feel alive again.copyright protection28PENANATudVaQqgWY

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