聽著Alvin一邊讀著這封信,我也一邊強忍著淚水。95Please respect copyright.PENANALyppd6uWUk
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但身為專業的電台主持人怎能這樣呢?95Please respect copyright.PENANAEFIwgvrjTd
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「老實講,我其實知道呢個消息之後,我一直都冇喊過。我一直都覺得佢唔想見到我咁傷心。」他接著說。95Please respect copyright.PENANABhnM3XVjX5
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「但其實你只係強制壓抑住自己,你搵唔到方法去發洩自己嘅情緒。」我說。95Please respect copyright.PENANAJOprq11g7z
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「佢喺我心目中係個好堅強嘅人,我都唔想變得咁脆弱。」95Please respect copyright.PENANAqgBWoX8HIu
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「愛情之間邊有得話佢係咁我就要係咁?我覺得呢個時候都冇話堅唔堅強,喊就代表你唔堅強啦咩?喊出黎只係一種宣洩唔開心嘅一種方法。如果你冇唔開心你就真係堅強啦!因為你係冷血嘅。但我相信你一定係好愛佢,你一定係好唔開心。95Please respect copyright.PENANA8BqLmSefSa
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聽我講啦,咩男人流血不流淚其實只係廢話,有啲淚,係要流出黎。」95Please respect copyright.PENANAsH4xAKDtam
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「不過咁,我地今日要討論嘅,都唔係咩要唔要喊嘅事。你有冇咩想同佢講下啊?我俾少少時間你喺到同佢講下啦。」未待他回應,我便接著說。95Please respect copyright.PENANAUXA7wgEWe1
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「多謝你主持人。」95Please respect copyright.PENANAUuR8IpztVE
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「啊..子月,你喺天國上面好嗎?我知你咁善良嘅女仔一定會上天國。千祈唔好怪責自己嘅..不辭而別,我知你其實係為我好嘅。你記住喺上面睇實我,睇實我點樣做人,睇實我點樣生活,睇實我點樣..過好每一日。95Please respect copyright.PENANA0OK7ivoyrE
最後我想講..我真係好掛住你。」95Please respect copyright.PENANAyIHZuC4ovn
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此時的Alvin,已經泣不成聲。95Please respect copyright.PENANAfqINnvzswx
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「Alvin加油啊,其實我都好明你嘅感受,不過你唔可以放棄自己。一放棄自己,就會辜負你女朋友對你嘅期望。」我說。95Please respect copyright.PENANAo40fwDyV9r
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「我知道,我一定會好好做人。」95Please respect copyright.PENANAjz70LITgGp
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或許人成熟了,才懂得怎樣去面對不快樂。95Please respect copyright.PENANAWoseYzSMun
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已逝的人就像自己心裡的一塊拼圖,失去了,便沒可能再完整,也成為了自己一生的缺憾。但往往像提醒著我們要好好珍惜剩下來的所有。95Please respect copyright.PENANAGyZ4pyJRd7
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可是,若我們不好好面對自己的創傷,這遺失了的拼圖,卻仿佛失去了它的意義。95Please respect copyright.PENANAfI1yVPLs2S
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「好啦,我地而加都要去一去廣告,廣告翻黎繼續,徘徊太子道。」我向所有在收聽節目的觀眾說。95Please respect copyright.PENANACRo4MAObCo
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廣告一開始,我便走出了直播室。95Please respect copyright.PENANAMqWkFLP6Vj
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「呼。」我深深的呼了一口氣。95Please respect copyright.PENANAqxX97BD8X7
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「好難受啊可?」我問Sally。95Please respect copyright.PENANANBJgtaYke5
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她不斷的點頭。95Please respect copyright.PENANAKAAUiRaGPb
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「可惜啊,佢打電話黎我其實幫唔到佢啲乜,我又唔想講埋啲好例牌嘅安慰說話。」我說。95Please respect copyright.PENANA7m5ySjAYYI
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「人生最痛苦嘅係生離死別,生離尚可以釋懷,但估唔到今次嘅生離竟然已經係死別。」她說。95Please respect copyright.PENANAURbFuYV21d
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「Sally姐果然係Sally姐,一句就講曬我想講嘅嘢。」95Please respect copyright.PENANASx4QgV6MaR
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沒錯,我一直在想的就是生離死別這個命題。生離是一種痛,但仍可視作一種希望。或許Alvin在等待中,仍能盼望著有一天,子月會重新出現在他的面前,跟他說一聲:「我很好。」95Please respect copyright.PENANAD8kXwHwqMU
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但恐怕經歷死別的人卻沒有那麼幸運,不僅不能聽到一句「我很好」,甚至乎,一句「再見」也來得異常奢侈。95Please respect copyright.PENANAaccHTYYCBF
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「希望佢可以放低呢種痛啦。」我說。95Please respect copyright.PENANAWvWMwzIM53
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「估唔到睇戲先有嘅劇情發生喺自己面前,一啲都唔戲劇化。」她說。95Please respect copyright.PENANACzakkySRk7
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「我覺得係因為最重要嘅唔係個過程點樣曲折離奇,而係果種對失去嘅嘢再追唔翻嘅感覺,無論係點樣演繹,都會令所有人都有好切身嘅感受。」95Please respect copyright.PENANAXfTHKBNwGM
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「因為呢樣嘢係冇人可以避免到,除非你由頭到尾都係得一個人。」她補充我的話說。95Please respect copyright.PENANAHijkKhgfmJ
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「冇錯啦!」我稱讚她,她的領悟力可真是高啊。95Please respect copyright.PENANAit6eGEyYGz
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「咁你呢,點解你會話你好深感受?」她突然問我。95Please respect copyright.PENANAXv1vnmG272
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「唔講呢啲住啦,要繼續做節目。」我說。95Please respect copyright.PENANAbHt42nxVdi
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我怕我一說出來,會令自己更難受。95Please respect copyright.PENANARwf3omDtdE
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當廣告時段完結後,我重新回到崗位繼續我的工作。95Please respect copyright.PENANAwHl6wRLFeP
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原本我該放下剛才佛留在腦中那不快的思緒,去接聽下一個電話。卻沒想到,接下來的電話都是一些有心人打來跟Alvin打氣。95Please respect copyright.PENANAtmillsM3sD
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他們大多也分享了自己與Alvin相似的經歷。95Please respect copyright.PENANAcip6gmcZAP
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這一晚的節目,突然變了一個為所有正在歷經離別的痛苦的朋友的加油打氣站。95Please respect copyright.PENANAIoZ3TwKq3R
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「嘩!你睇下個Facebook Page!」完了節目後,Sally突然大叫。95Please respect copyright.PENANAl8YTY4ZIsk
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「有好多人都留言幫Alvin打氣!」她說。95Please respect copyright.PENANAT6hZTjbBIR
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「唔止Facebook,你個 IG都有好多人留言幫佢打氣。」她接著說。95Please respect copyright.PENANAyD195l88Nv
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為了工作關係,我也開了一個工作用的Instagram。95Please respect copyright.PENANAgwzCTgYnev
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我馬上拿起電話瀏覽這些留言,更多的人生經歷被記錄下來。雖然我跟他們素未謀面,他們短短的幾行字並未讓我了解他們當時的痛苦,但是,卻令我感覺到,他們都能成功地從陰霾逃出來。95Please respect copyright.PENANAu5GUsrSVYP
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「你睇下,阿彤個傻妹都有留言。」我笑著說。95Please respect copyright.PENANAXgSsKbE9kt
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「係喎!」Sally驚嘆道。95Please respect copyright.PENANA3vXeV7nsaY
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阿彤也是其中一位能夠忘掉過去的幸運兒。95Please respect copyright.PENANAj1wSO9izom
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又是一個普通的道別,把她和她的好朋友永遠的天人相隔。95Please respect copyright.PENANApb1GX575jf
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很多時候,痛苦都是很突然的打破我們生活的美好,突然得不能讓我們及時作出防備。95Please respect copyright.PENANAYsyUN8Ann6
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但往往我們不能做任何的事,除了接受。95Please respect copyright.PENANAX5T9XAO2IX
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學會接受很困難,但也是我們必須學會的。95Please respect copyright.PENANAaJ4J64UAUD
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到了翌日,仍不斷有新的留言在Facebook出現,雖然已經少了很多。95Please respect copyright.PENANASZfyOahY5M
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Sally是FacebookPage的管理員,橫豎我也不怎麼喜歡做這些事。95Please respect copyright.PENANAFBbxkRjjAa
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她不斷的回覆網友的留言,起初只是循例說聲「謝謝」之類的說話。95Please respect copyright.PENANArHKpO0wKPm
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豈料她越回越起勁,後來更一起參與討論。95Please respect copyright.PENANAIN7kSOwCK5
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「咁你覆得小心啲,唔好亂講嘢。」我在電話叮囑她。95Please respect copyright.PENANAxglghLFVN9
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「放心啦,你亂講嘢仲多過我啦!」在電話另一端的她說。95Please respect copyright.PENANAv1frPlABGr
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那倒是,我所認識的Sally說話都很有分寸,也很一語中的。95Please respect copyright.PENANAY1XMqnQYYL
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我只是害怕她的直率會傷害到別人。95Please respect copyright.PENANA7yo1NaBQhj
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這樣想來,說話也真的是一門藝術。有時候說話已不是對與錯那般簡單,包含很多意思,並不是說著事實便代表你說得對。95Please respect copyright.PENANAvxaJzEiwVu
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能夠把說話的技巧發揮得淋漓盡致,恐怕世上只有阿強一人做到。95Please respect copyright.PENANAFHA1IOtsM4