「媽,」36Please respect copyright.PENANAR8bDldpy0K
「嗯呀?」36Please respect copyright.PENANAHOLsNaf5kz
「我不想喊你媽了。」36Please respect copyright.PENANAhXRI1PU5wa
「是喔,那你想喊甚麼呢?」36Please respect copyright.PENANASYPknW6KAc
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她抖了一下煙灰,煙灰漫不經心地沿著石礡滾下去,消失了在霧後面的海浪聲中。36Please respect copyright.PENANAfwWrNp66X1
本來想問她怎麼不問理由,但想了想又算了,畢竟她不在意、無所謂。36Please respect copyright.PENANA7QvdiCdBvz
我跟她一起看著那消失的煙灰,因爲消失了,所以看著哪處都可以,只要想著煙灰就好了。36Please respect copyright.PENANAwVyUyGhNOo
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「因爲我不想跟其他人用同一個喊法。」36Please respect copyright.PENANAukRhhPfcYZ
「嗯嘛,這倒是個好理由嗱。」36Please respect copyright.PENANA2xTUafxgDu
我知道她會喜歡。我喜歡她稱讚時的聲音,跟海很搭的磁音,喜歡聽那延綿到海浪處的尾音。36Please respect copyright.PENANAzVAHvhT5C0
海的聲音。36Please respect copyright.PENANAg1oRzgVN9i
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「那你要叫我鳯華嗎?」36Please respect copyright.PENANAKLCP1psh23
「不要,土。」36Please respect copyright.PENANAJBb8avRaMo
「嗯,我也覺得。」36Please respect copyright.PENANAFU2YcVtVTM
「嗯呀。」36Please respect copyright.PENANAg9XEKRhFQj
她呼一口消失在霧裡的煙,那煙跟那束夾著白絲的長髮一樣,有種不做作的飄逸感。那輕垂地夾著煙枝的左手有種性感,一種乾淨的性感。36Please respect copyright.PENANAwZ79ePbgWS
這樣的她居然叫作鳳華,居然在那夜被粗魯地強暴,居然帶著強暴犯的種子到海邊抽煙。36Please respect copyright.PENANA5Dme3TX4Es
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除了關於名字,另外兩個意見是其他人的評論,下課時偶爾聽到同學媽媽們的話。她們以爲我沒聽見,因爲她們覺得我得顯得很激動。36Please respect copyright.PENANAVUol4FWTdR
我不太明白,強暴不過是一個夜晚的事,帶我來海邊很好,海和煙的味道我都喜歡。36Please respect copyright.PENANARzWEz30pFZ
我沒有跟任何人講這些話,我雖然總是不懂別人想什麼,但我大概知道說出來不太妙。只有她懂就好。36Please respect copyright.PENANA7NjdtgGMpc
她。36Please respect copyright.PENANATKjx1F1tgL
「海娜。」36Please respect copyright.PENANACvZlFQnJk0
第一次聽她講這個名字時,那時是最清脆的海浪聲,海浪跟海娜的尾音一起躺成最平靜的海面。36Please respect copyright.PENANAj64tq7YAog
海娜。36Please respect copyright.PENANAevGQxR8kBP
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「喜歡嗎?」36Please respect copyright.PENANAADdtFjUAiq
「嗯,海娜。」36Please respect copyright.PENANAcMYy9OlmOa
海娜瞇著杏眼淺笑,被淺霧遮得很美。36Please respect copyright.PENANAo5A68tEY2P
「玲,你可以喊我作海娜,可以喊這枝煙作糖棒,可以喊這石礴作地毯。不需要理由,最好不要理由。」36Please respect copyright.PENANAqZ9NYVSmrQ
海娜在海邊說話時總感覺不只是在跟我說話,海娜總看著霧中的某個人,可能是只有海娜看得見,可能是不知道在哪裏所以看著霧。36Please respect copyright.PENANAZc74DRLVjv
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「你說那是什麼?」36Please respect copyright.PENANAt9EwpnZH00
海娜的煙枝指著霧的一處,煙從上面淡淡地飄,可能飄在海面周圍,但其實不太重要。36Please respect copyright.PENANAaDsh6rFFsL
「那是煙灰。」我說36Please respect copyright.PENANA53q2oIVBLB
海娜。