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(這是有中日翻譯版,原版中島美嘉的在這)
僕が死のうと思ったのは(曾今我也想過一了百了)571Please respect copyright.PENANAFYNzKdigks
這首歌,是在月黑風高的夜晚,帶我走進平安鄉的歌謠。571Please respect copyright.PENANA2w1ijxovDs
那段日子中,一個靜默的夜裡,獨留我哀嘆流淚。571Please respect copyright.PENANABnUmZsNCEL
那個夜晚,我想了很多、很多。571Please respect copyright.PENANAFTDpCY4XWM
很迷茫、很無奈、很痛苦。571Please respect copyright.PENANA5I9Ransw2W
壓力如影隨形,就連片刻喘息的時間都被無情剝奪。571Please respect copyright.PENANA9NZJepDzHL
生活上,學校、老師、同儕、家人、朋友、親戚、財損、工作。571Please respect copyright.PENANAJrZZsSzdj6
直直壓得我喘不過氣。571Please respect copyright.PENANAWMM873rw9L
學校課業上的壓力。571Please respect copyright.PENANA4xWE0Wqukt
老師囑託的專題負責人以及為此負出代價。571Please respect copyright.PENANACobqxZPEfx
同儕暗中惡意的中傷毀謗及陷害。571Please respect copyright.PENANA4WwiksCnqK
父母之間不和的居中調解,兄弟姊妹之間的不明是非。571Please respect copyright.PENANAHnXoKV4GPO
期中、期末時,朋友好比同林鳥,大難臨頭各自飛。571Please respect copyright.PENANApalT0hDPj4
親戚間的反目成仇。571Please respect copyright.PENANArWkxMEkbA3
車禍的財損以及趁虛而入的敲詐。571Please respect copyright.PENANAr44tuFnZju
以及因車禍曠工而被老闆數落。
世間種種,複雜,很複雜。571Please respect copyright.PENANAv7s1QPpMhx
所以,想逃避的念頭如止不住的噴泉急流湧出,我開始迷茫、發呆,只怕自己沒克制住,想起那些不公平的事。571Please respect copyright.PENANAAxxxtTE8wm
怕想起那些事,自己會承受不住。571Please respect copyright.PENANAE83OV86bE0
就這樣,我戴上耳機,聽著youtube自行循環撥放的音樂發楞。571Please respect copyright.PENANAs8jCED64NT
直到邂逅了這首歌。571Please respect copyright.PENANARoWfxPiqz7
起初,不懂日語的我,只是靜靜地聽。571Please respect copyright.PENANArqZ9DNbd7u
彷若世界隔開了我,不再有任何的情感留下。571Please respect copyright.PENANAeDxLM9htnl
直到歌曲帶著一絲絲哭腔,那一絲微弱的力量。571Please respect copyright.PENANALX1R66ylnX
是希望之火!571Please respect copyright.PENANAQc9BddsML8
是期望所向!571Please respect copyright.PENANAeOYStnzVVy
不知為何,曾經屬於我這個人的色彩——回來了。571Please respect copyright.PENANAwAicMAD7wy
或許是情緒低谷使然,我找尋了中日翻譯的影片又重聽了一次。571Please respect copyright.PENANAcsP13gHh10
此刻的我才發覺,平安的夢鄉距離我......571Please respect copyright.PENANAtxLtJeLxYI
近了......
歌詞中;
「波(なみ)の随意(まにま)に浮(う)かんで消(き)える」隨著海浪隨意地起浮消逝「過去(かこ)も啄(つい)ばんで飛(と)んでいけ」連同我的過去也一並銜起飛走
印證我人生低潮時,又何嘗不想隨浪逐流、隨風飄泊,如那被吹起的紙屑,永不回頭地離去。571Please respect copyright.PENANAAgRbkCJ42V
最有感觸的,大概是歌詞中的;
「僕(ぼく)が死(し)のうと思(おも)ったのは」曾經我也想過一了百了。571Please respect copyright.PENANAVdWfEBRlrq
一開始曲目的消沉,如我當初心中的沉寂一般。571Please respect copyright.PENANAUibWWgKcC4
但......轉折點也是因著這句子。571Please respect copyright.PENANAlePduwUa4H
曲調的變換,節奏的轉換,即便歌詞雖一樣,但意義,卻是不同了。571Please respect copyright.PENANAbzMYrNquEf
此刻,彷若人生充滿的,不再是愁苦憂傷,而是那種勇往直前的勇氣。571Please respect copyright.PENANAv5Qo5owPgk
回頭一看;571Please respect copyright.PENANAWjESefrpsn
「あの日(ひ)の僕(ぼく)にごめんなさいと」對著那一天的我說對不起。571Please respect copyright.PENANAyJXijNE0vv
並且為曾經的自己,喊聲加油。571Please respect copyright.PENANAjs1jEuGqNv