他一大清早,就只在說些有的沒的。167Please respect copyright.PENANA5Htug7o50W
沒有說奇怪的話,沒有說日記的事。167Please respect copyright.PENANApKuuscqHx6
就像當作我是路人,將是敷衍我的。167Please respect copyright.PENANAqlwh34QnXT
他想故意迴避某些話題,但同時又想提起。167Please respect copyright.PENANAoDv2EbAD9j
換句話說,他想要我自己提起話題。167Please respect copyright.PENANAG7ZW21EAD9
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就是迫我要做醜人就是了。167Please respect copyright.PENANAVUwOa1NlMR
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「我記得好像學校也試過一次這麼亂的。」167Please respect copyright.PENANA5kCnuAzuwD
那時候的確很亂,我們還花了好幾天才完全清理好。167Please respect copyright.PENANAvt2GLj7ohO
只是那時候多點顏色就是了。167Please respect copyright.PENANAGOEjsVXZRy
「咳咳⋯⋯對不起⋯」167Please respect copyright.PENANAdc0oR0ZHC6
這句對不起,是他隨便丟下的一句對不起。167Please respect copyright.PENANAP8PsQta6HK
不小心碰到別人又說,不小心踏到別人又說。167Please respect copyright.PENANAGFkUUXxgqS
但這一下咳嗽,不是不小心的,是有意無意的。167Please respect copyright.PENANAigijmxrIuV
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是他下意識迴避的方法,是他裝病的後遺症。167Please respect copyright.PENANAj1xF2JxASQ
跟他說話這麼久,說話的習慣早就能看破。167Please respect copyright.PENANAWV4xAyaS01
每次說到什麼他不想記起的,不想提起的事;167Please respect copyright.PENANAakEeocEeeO
是他總會下意識地咳嗽,問他為什麼卻說是不為意。167Please respect copyright.PENANAbQRC3vA3tv
這是他的壞習慣,是習慣成自然。167Please respect copyright.PENANAdUpo7fBmJz
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但是他想說的對不起,不是他常說的對不起。167Please respect copyright.PENANAsL6XrWnecB
我是想聽他主動說的話,不是他被動模式下的話。167Please respect copyright.PENANAjdYt4z15ag
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「那時候,你替我背上黑鍋,但我什麼也沒說,對不起。」167Please respect copyright.PENANADyuB0RgJDd
不是你的錯,那時候應該是我受罰的。167Please respect copyright.PENANAdiuPE82BIN
即使你做錯,也不應該是你受罰。167Please respect copyright.PENANAZHt0kYA25B
而且如果我沒有這樣做,除了我對不住自己,你也會被踢出校。167Please respect copyright.PENANAJJyRKSLMKr
「對不起,那是因為自己的思想未成熟,而自暴自棄,最後連累到你。」167Please respect copyright.PENANA08Svg0TjFR
不是你的錯,這是情有可原。167Please respect copyright.PENANAnTqMqt2lT3
我是應該受罰的,我是欠了你的。167Please respect copyright.PENANAKLWpxOiBAI
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「為什麼?為什麼都不是我的錯?」167Please respect copyright.PENANAPokcDvrPdA
因為⋯總之不是你的問題。167Please respect copyright.PENANANYF6wWVFXw
因為這是一件不怎麼快樂的事。167Please respect copyright.PENANA5Vk3pp5mdO
不怎麼有趣,也是不想說的事。167Please respect copyright.PENANAxhpk0g09Jj
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這是你不喜歡的事、不開心的回憶;167Please respect copyright.PENANAhm7CAU6Vpk
所以你才把它寫在日記上,然後忘掉了。167Please respect copyright.PENANA39Ds5caA05
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真的要說嗎?167Please respect copyright.PENANAjP2UxWI8CG
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在他搬屋前的那一年,在他還未忘記我的時候;167Please respect copyright.PENANAAwZDNZGoKK
我們曾經是朋友,我們曾經是同班同學。167Please respect copyright.PENANAKHNra8N9UZ
那時候也像是這樣的,不在上數學課也在聊天。167Please respect copyright.PENANAjelboEssty
也是說著對方不知道的事,也是說著最有趣的事情。167Please respect copyright.PENANApt2VN5zlXx
很幼稚的快樂,很無聊的解悶。167Please respect copyright.PENANAWKG9Jgstv9
雖然不是維持了很長,雖然是忘掉了的事。167Please respect copyright.PENANAkl2ocdrb5s
但這是我跟他最快樂的回憶。167Please respect copyright.PENANANRC8ZaGO6A
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有一天,我們談到日記的時候;167Please respect copyright.PENANA5hUm6AuAtK
我問他有沒有寫日記,寫了些什麼。167Please respect copyright.PENANAsAqn6ZumqN
「沒什麼呀⋯就⋯日記。」167Please respect copyright.PENANAlv2jpdGbnH
那時候他的說謊技巧還沒有這麼利害,雖然也沒說什麼。167Please respect copyright.PENANAwAsthXlKxv
但還算是小朋友的我,聽到這句話好奇心就起了。167Please respect copyright.PENANAlVlUulyuqJ
然後我就提議,要不要交換日記。167Please respect copyright.PENANAwBxyRKU0Dw
他似無力反抗的,好像妥協了。167Please respect copyright.PENANAsas243FkiX
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不出乎所料,第二天他就帶來那本日記。167Please respect copyright.PENANAylcQjGFROZ
那是我第一次——無數次中的第一次看到他那本叫作「忘記日記」的筆記本。167Please respect copyright.PENANAPcXAlZHM2i
那時候詐作聰明的我,便説那是不是備忘錄。167Please respect copyright.PENANA9zcuw4Q17W
「有點不同吧⋯這是要記錄下準備忘記的事來的。」167Please respect copyright.PENANA2GYjvyDM6g
第一次聽他解釋當然是不懂,但現在的我很清楚。167Please respect copyright.PENANANup82mD986
那是要記下要忘記東西的備忘錄,說出來的確是有點諷刺。167Please respect copyright.PENANAfPckeSluOm
明明是要準備忘記,但偏偏卻要把它記下;167Please respect copyright.PENANAbyEWoTmkPZ
那忘記的意義在哪裏?167Please respect copyright.PENANArVXi7xrYj2
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但那時候的我不管,因為實在聊得無聊了。167Please respect copyright.PENANAsz8IQRAgGs
想要更加實在地認識這個人,想要知道他的事。167Please respect copyright.PENANAYv1TEP9UTe
於是就想看他的日記,想從日記裏面認識他。167Please respect copyright.PENANAcKUdRgo7OV
只是沒想過他的日記,對他來說是垃圾堆填區。167Please respect copyright.PENANA4rdcW3UpXK
拿個好一點的比喻,那是他專屬的焚化爐。167Please respect copyright.PENANA0bsFVyEl83
什麼可燃垃圾不可燃的,通通都得燒一燒。167Please respect copyright.PENANAXJ9m1UbFHk
而那一本日記,正是燃燒後的灰燼。167Please respect copyright.PENANAvI2rHKo7mh
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因為沒聽他說過自己的父母,於是就問直接問他;167Please respect copyright.PENANAFja1Sj30o4
你有沒有在日記寫過你的父母?167Please respect copyright.PENANAtlvCW1D0t0
「不記得呢⋯好像是有吧。」167Please respect copyright.PENANA8TbdlispSA
既然說是好像,那即是代表有吧。167Please respect copyright.PENANARnn7D2NRE6
於是我就在那頁數不到的日記裏,找到那被撕成一半的那頁。167Please respect copyright.PENANAcklZHlZTOH
中間用膠紙黏着,如一道橫著的傷痕。167Please respect copyright.PENANAWbOsjwDfAd
為什麼要撕掉這一頁?167Please respect copyright.PENANAu40zG6TPJO
「應該是發現這件事沒什麼好忘記的吧。」167Please respect copyright.PENANAMsCRt7IfSw
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這一頁上寫的,看上來都像是一個普通的故事。167Please respect copyright.PENANAfWNpy8nevJ
一天,他跟他的媽媽到主題樂園玩。167Please respect copyright.PENANAIVffUndEeL
「不要忘記這一天哦。」她是這樣說。167Please respect copyright.PENANAOYqMqyG4Ki
他們又坐摩天輪,又去看水族館;167Please respect copyright.PENANAbWnZOPCWeR
「最重要是你開心。」日記寫著她是笑着的。167Please respect copyright.PENANArgBxHwVplj
他們很開心,渡過了快樂的一天。167Please respect copyright.PENANAjHGesWlHuJ
最後,他媽媽在樂園的餐廳請了他吃最貴的雪糕。167Please respect copyright.PENANAViJbNTdMlO
「我上一上廁所,你在這裏等我哦。」她最後是這樣說的。167Please respect copyright.PENANAOfl3hjB1Vl
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「林卓維小朋友,你的爸爸在找你。」167Please respect copyright.PENANAnbV5e4QmsN
公園的宣布系統,宣告這一則小朋友尋回的信息。167Please respect copyright.PENANAc8QNcECac6
他一時三刻沒有理會,繼續吃着媽媽買給他的雪糕。167Please respect copyright.PENANAqHX8RXYo4i
然後,有一個職員走了過來。167Please respect copyright.PENANAckNQhc3Pys
問他的家長在哪裏,把雪糕全部吃完的他,忘了怎樣回答。167Please respect copyright.PENANAH4PP3ZT6ob
然後職員就把它帶到,他爸爸的身邊。167Please respect copyright.PENANAyH4tXVAqCb
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然後發生什麼事,我不知道。167Please respect copyright.PENANA5fH1UN0obn
但是我能夠的,就只有自私的猜。167Please respect copyright.PENANAfkVKoroofy
因為即使問他,他也答不到我。167Please respect copyright.PENANAitdxRYCiIl
「我忘記了不知道,可能只是我作出來的⋯」167Please respect copyright.PENANAaymU62PO30
雖然我不同意他的猜測,但既然本人也不知道的事;167Please respect copyright.PENANAcPiRHRcj4M
即是代表這是模糊不清的灰燼,這是怎說也說得通的故事。167Please respect copyright.PENANACKGH6KNxmS
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於是無聊的我,有空就在想這件事。167Please respect copyright.PENANAxXIURBCjEF
會不會是他的母親去世了不告訴他?會不會是他的父母離婚了弄的一場戲?167Please respect copyright.PENANAFdzmEdX0VH
越想就越投入,越想就越為他擔心。167Please respect copyright.PENANAxadNViKUsf
沒有結尾的故事,非常的吊人胃口。167Please respect copyright.PENANAoxdaGU7FgJ
一不小心就把事情想入腦,就連說話也在想。167Please respect copyright.PENANAVMegoc3uji
有點誇張對吧?畢竟那時候我的好奇心可是很大。167Please respect copyright.PENANAdy1uvnAeaG
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由這一刻開始,我就開始犯下了無可挽回的錯誤。167Please respect copyright.PENANAyiL9bjX4gm
把事情想得太多後,很自然地把這件事流傳了開去。167Please respect copyright.PENANA6rVnhyF3zW
初時只有告訴一兩人,但是在其他人互相散播之後;167Please respect copyright.PENANAExaxRFyWL3
差不多整班也知道他的事,差不多整班也在想他的事。167Please respect copyright.PENANAzfD1OKdZyh
初時我還是沒想過會這樣,但自從他開始被人戲弄的時候便不得不後悔。167Please respect copyright.PENANA4s6UIbEaSx
我後悔了告訴其他人這件事,我後悔了這麼用力的想被他焚化的事。167Please respect copyright.PENANAeRwtFPMwKN
我後悔了因為自己無聊而去問日記的事,我後悔了因為自己連累了他。167Please respect copyright.PENANApdIIvnI5FE
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但是更令我後悔的,是那時候我不明所以的感情。167Please respect copyright.PENANAzepnhvWmDC
一個小六生,所懂得的愛情是很幼稚的。167Please respect copyright.PENANAfg2o83vuvz
就算是早熟,就算是如何的清澀也談不上是愛情。167Please respect copyright.PENANA9PkGvbStfj
因為自己不可能分清楚,到底如何才算是愛上一個人。167Please respect copyright.PENANAgN3VZuzKWT
跟他每日談天算不算是談戀愛?對他的事情日思夜想算不算是愛上他?167Please respect copyright.PENANARTqpEbhJCa
這些問題一個小六生搞不懂,一個中六生也搞不懂。167Please respect copyright.PENANA7fxuKn6uiy
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但偏偏那時候,我武斷決定行動。167Please respect copyright.PENANAOM99dVICrx
我決定跟他好好的道歉,然後向他「表白」。167Please respect copyright.PENANAUg6OrY8dQI
我找了個小休,叫他到後梯談天。167Please respect copyright.PENANAcHsHVQAcNo
理所當然的,因為後梯比較少人行走,說什麼話也方便一點。167Please respect copyright.PENANAFQxFvLWfET
而自從被別人取笑後,他說的話少了。167Please respect copyright.PENANA3Dzp9wVzE6
跟別人如是,跟我亦如是。167Please respect copyright.PENANAoz22gNNG7e
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我緩緩的開口說話,跟他先好好地道歉。167Please respect copyright.PENANALvMbdlcF4H
但是我還未把說話講完,他就忍不住說:167Please respect copyright.PENANAuJSimzxAzM
「原來真的是你在傳那些謠言⋯」167Please respect copyright.PENANACqXHqln4vX
我當然是想立即更正他,因為作故事的不是我。167Please respect copyright.PENANAt4obVc1KgU
「夠了,那你說的第二件事是什麼,快快的說了。」167Please respect copyright.PENANAdpDkrBMiUt
被他這麼突然地提起,我一是說不出話。167Please respect copyright.PENANAqN7HUqUBsR
我深呼吸一口氣,鼓起勇氣的說出了自己認為最有意義的話。167Please respect copyright.PENANAIEz8cLey2D
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「等等,你是不是想再玩我一次?」167Please respect copyright.PENANAbYC0jOzlG4
我當然回答自己認真的,從來沒有想過想玩弄你。167Please respect copyright.PENANApI4zURwx3R
「你覺得能相信你嗎?認識你這麼久,你就只是為了知道我的醜事。」167Please respect copyright.PENANA4EhTXcJZL0
不不,你誤解了。167Please respect copyright.PENANA07fAbCgcOB
我不是為了找你黑材料才認識你的,我也不想你被欺凌的。167Please respect copyright.PENANAlAS3GHlGlj
「現在還說你愛我,你是不是想玩到我死為止?」167Please respect copyright.PENANAF4oOCsiA79
不是,我是真心想愛你的。167Please respect copyright.PENANABbzcKbtFc3
只是我笨拙的弄巧反拙,我也不想這樣。167Please respect copyright.PENANAopagA5uxiy
「你騙我,你明明說過不會說出去的!」167Please respect copyright.PENANAVmhXVsb0q4
對不起,我錯了好不好?167Please respect copyright.PENANAMIqM8u4bcb
「不!你一直是在騙我的,根本由一開始已經是這樣!」167Please respect copyright.PENANAJnyVcM7HWC
我——我是想跟你做朋友才想知道你日記的事!167Please respect copyright.PENANAwAJONmYjYF
「你沒一句說話是真的!一邊你在傳我殺了我媽,一邊你有跟我說愛我,你是有人格分裂嗎?」167Please respect copyright.PENANA3xzr7d6wfQ
不要說得這麼過分!不要冤枉我沒做過的事!167Please respect copyright.PENANAPhNPOVpK8V
「我真的是受夠了你,根本一直都在騙人!」167Please respect copyright.PENANAa3OLcQgRNI
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這一刻開始,我和他的理智已經不存在。167Please respect copyright.PENANAO8saOLvRJ6
在語言上衝突後,難免身體上也開始有衝突。167Please respect copyright.PENANAnyzuqvil0r
他越說越激動同時,亦開始指著我、捉住我。167Please respect copyright.PENANALHyF6bDDmL
不是色情上,是真的一副打架的樣子。167Please respect copyright.PENANAmyagNB6CgX
本身這樣已經危險了,但沒人制止的情況;167Please respect copyright.PENANAA5maem2xDc
大家只會越說越激動,越打越用力。167Please respect copyright.PENANAulwgjs4ktj
他終於忍不住推開我,是很用力推開。167Please respect copyright.PENANAYv6a19QR1K
雖然沒推得很遠,但心理上已經把我推到極限。167Please respect copyright.PENANAmfKN1j7OwN
是還擊也好,是自我防衛也好;167Please respect copyright.PENANAjHQzrSM7Z7
我把他推了下樓梯去。167Please respect copyright.PENANAsGjx8VvTK4
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樓梯很危險,所以老師才每次叫我們扶着扶手走樓梯。167Please respect copyright.PENANAxfUnbBYPxh
如果不小心跌跤,後果可大可小。167Please respect copyright.PENANAIBJGyWpnRw
在那之後,我看到他在樓梯底動也不動。167Please respect copyright.PENANAxWGjfqdsXp
原本在互相指罵的聲音,化為烏有。167Please respect copyright.PENANAFVVB1Uu1nb
就像沒有吵過架一般,在後樓梯裏;167Please respect copyright.PENANAoNwzc15K9z
就只剩下昏過去的他,和站着發呆的我。167Please respect copyright.PENANAz56OaDlOuQ
但是留在原地站着不是辦法,但我想不到要做什麼。167Please respect copyright.PENANAZdXbpISdfe
因為被嚇怕了,一時不懂怎樣反應。167Please respect copyright.PENANAAc3qO164j9
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未幾,在小息的鈴鐘響起前我回到班房。167Please respect copyright.PENANAoLYobVoU4i
沒有告訴給老師,沒有告訴給任何人。167Please respect copyright.PENANASkGrN47qn2
這,可算是犯罪吧?167Please respect copyright.PENANADY90T1Mxsg
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再見到他的時候,是在中一開學日的時候。167Please respect copyright.PENANA11gOnajsTB
自從那時後樓梯後,我就沒有看過他上小學。167Please respect copyright.PENANAGSw2iVEuYU
可能是另外上了別間小學,也可能在我不知道的情況下上了學。167Please respect copyright.PENANAi1o0csbCSG
但是那時候我的一推,沒有任何人向我追究。167Please respect copyright.PENANAOWkzIk5f6s
老師沒有,同學沒有,連他的爸爸也沒有。167Please respect copyright.PENANAxpp00KSUfK
我也不清楚發生了什麼,到底為什麼自己的罪行沒有結果?167Please respect copyright.PENANAgmdidPKoE9
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見面的時候,是他主動跟我說話的。167Please respect copyright.PENANAeae63WyWYb
還記得上一句還是說什麼去死的,但他現正卻跟我說早上好。167Please respect copyright.PENANA5q46zcRe0k
我一時被他的友善嚇倒,也是呆了不懂得反應。167Please respect copyright.PENANA3iqT5SqEGA
是他失憶了,但是他原諒我了?167Please respect copyright.PENANAqx8K9IMFcU
不不,這麼的一推沒有人可以原諒,即使是沒人知道。167Please respect copyright.PENANAfCdPPYHNIC
他見我沒怎麼的理他,緩緩走開了。167Please respect copyright.PENANAevlrmkd238
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不久,他有空就想找我搭話。167Please respect copyright.PENANANmuTmdHCrj
就似回到小學那時,什麼事也未發生的事。167Please respect copyright.PENANASfP0HfryOi
但也不見得維持很久,因為很快就被別人說閑話。167Please respect copyright.PENANAu5vcnZdUbd
沒錯,就是被人說我們談戀愛。167Please respect copyright.PENANAFXE6RNp4t3
覺得很諷刺,但同時害怕悲劇重演;167Please respect copyright.PENANA1byJMDonaH
所以我就開始疏離他,開始不想理他。167Please respect copyright.PENANA7y6NTJOKCh
然後同時,他就開始裝病。167Please respect copyright.PENANAZqZaqoRPjD
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然後發生什麼的事,不說也知道了。167Please respect copyright.PENANAwjSpvkMBh8
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不是你的錯,因為自根本開始;167Please respect copyright.PENANA5t4Tfonejd
要是我沒有問你的日記,要是我沒有跟別人胡亂說話;167Please respect copyright.PENANAbaiwjKJeN8
你根本就用不着被人欺凌,甚至可能不會忘記事情。167Please respect copyright.PENANAfkHjc9PmsG
不是你的錯,因為錯的全部都是我。167Please respect copyright.PENANA7cp545sbwu
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但是,我再說下去也就只能安慰,就只有悔疚。167Please respect copyright.PENANACsQafEvqWK
上星期我在抽屜裏,找到一張日記。167Please respect copyright.PENANAFimL5txB1G
那是他單方面,寫下他從樓梯倒下的事。167Please respect copyright.PENANAIRLIgw0ndT
但是整個他寫的故事錯漏百出,前文不對後理。167Please respect copyright.PENANAQXKQRMdrbk
這是一頁不了了之的日記。167Please respect copyright.PENANAOnggsksv0I
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然後,在今天;167Please respect copyright.PENANAxXzDA2HTgH
我的抽屜裏出現了那半頁日記,那事情的起點。167Please respect copyright.PENANA6ls29MyZzS
跟記憶不同的是,紙上一面寫着「內咎」兩字。167Please respect copyright.PENANAnCR7byid1P
嘛,也是沒錯的。167Please respect copyright.PENANAGLjewitOzb
我一直以來所做的都是為着以前的事內咎,為着自己的事負責。167Please respect copyright.PENANAdyQZQzqEf3
至少我是這樣以為,這樣做就能夠填補我的過失。167Please respect copyright.PENANAwGDhh656jm
但是這樣做,就跟活在過去沒分別。167Please respect copyright.PENANAvYLJTh8txz
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我再問一多次,我可不可以愛你?167Please respect copyright.PENANAL3G8sl1VM6
「不要好了。但是關於第二件事,我原諒你。」167Please respect copyright.PENANAqzYhnEexpT
嗯,是嗎?167Please respect copyright.PENANA5TTPz9OQ0P
首先感謝你真的能夠原諒我,而其次;167Please respect copyright.PENANAVY2qhG6N6d
那你會不會,把我寫進日記裏面?167Please respect copyright.PENANA8Hf3sXIF5I
「我也沒寫日記很久了,支離破碎的日記也不能再寫了吧?」167Please respect copyright.PENANA3WlqzsOZyi
說得也是。167Please respect copyright.PENANAcQd16SfgYK
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「話說回來,我找到了這半頁的日記。」167Please respect copyright.PENANAGn1zUZWrun
呀,這樣的話就等於拼圖一樣合回來了。167Please respect copyright.PENANA1GLMbLN66u
「因為下半部被撕掉了,只有上半部的字看不到後續。」167Please respect copyright.PENANAOEFxG0xryM
是嗎?但是我得很遺憾的告訴你;167Please respect copyright.PENANAqvOZNb0Kop
你所尋找的下半部,其實是沒字的。167Please respect copyright.PENANAqS14iiwADd
回到爸爸身邊後,發生的是不得而知。167Please respect copyright.PENANALUBVfCKERa
因為根本你就沒有寫下去,不論什麼原因。167Please respect copyright.PENANA47kaGCYyBA
所謂的下半部,只是用來補完那條裂縫的。167Please respect copyright.PENANANJ5NM25uQS
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上半部的後面,寫着「就當我沒」;167Please respect copyright.PENANAjXOoEYTTNM
拼在一起,便是「就當我沒內咎」。167Please respect copyright.PENANA0u6NzSz4tR
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嗯,就當我沒內咎吧。
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