由我懂事那天直到現在,我都很害怕這天的來臨。670Please respect copyright.PENANAwXgvJtBro1
由那天開始,我就很害怕在家吃最後一次晚餐。670Please respect copyright.PENANAiOZQjBagH8
不是怕我會忘記那曾經住過的唐樓,而是怕再也吃不到祖母的廚藝。670Please respect copyright.PENANAauxZO54d0y
那僅有的傳統鑊,和那傷痕纍纍的碗碟;670Please respect copyright.PENANAqhw8CQ6ESM
還有那十年如一的飯餸,都是世界上絕無僅有的。670Please respect copyright.PENANA1dY8WppHMq
我害怕的,不只得一餐的飯餸;670Please respect copyright.PENANAuoxQg7NGRm
而是唐樓內無可代替的感情。
我的父親在一次意外中喪命,母親亦早已遠走高飛。670Please respect copyright.PENANAdP2YazBjz6
留下原本父親存給我讀大學的錢,剩下三歲的我和祖母相依為命。670Please respect copyright.PENANAq8TeXtI27S
每天的生活很簡單,沒玩具沒電腦也沒特別的慶祝生日。670Please respect copyright.PENANAzotcHLn7pd
每天的飯菜也是十分簡單,雖然沒比餐廳的好,現在卻令我回味無窮。670Please respect copyright.PENANAfLha6pZeeM
那時希望和祖母過更好的生活,使我十分重視自己的學業。670Please respect copyright.PENANAp2euMvWwVp
希望自己有好出頭,能夠有能力照顧祖母。670Please respect copyright.PENANAG6QA5EoBOf
但是那時沒有補習老師,祖母也是無能為力;670Please respect copyright.PENANAESYqUg2qHy
幸好,世界上還有些不問回報的鄰居。
初時,唐樓內的住客都很冷漠;670Please respect copyright.PENANA0B3VfdFdSz
即使見到鄰居都直行直過,一聲招呼都不打就走掉了。670Please respect copyright.PENANAeCz3G7WVYd
但自從我問功課開始,我們慢慢變得人性化。670Please respect copyright.PENANAvLezcKAfaT
我們試過停電,試過點起蠟燭拿起電筒檢查電表房。670Please respect copyright.PENANA4U3Ydq3Wyo
我們試過水浸,試過住在地下的鄰居上來暫避。670Please respect copyright.PENANA6c85fEU53J
我們試過颳風,試過漏夜檢查哪裏有漏水。670Please respect copyright.PENANAr2GeeCKmMS
試過遇到小偷,試過遇到火燭;670Please respect copyright.PENANAh6GoQkSuxl
我們什麼都試過,就是未試過離別。
有一次,住在我樓下的王先生要搬走。670Please respect copyright.PENANAS9nO0378VK
他要退休回加拿大,因為他很多子女親戚都在加拿大工作。670Please respect copyright.PENANAFKJYGSeF2z
就是有那麼的一刻,我們嘗過什麼是離別。670Please respect copyright.PENANAil5Yt95Fs3
被人叫作「老王」的他,曾經是一名維修員。670Please respect copyright.PENANAu8lObzNQwW
他工作的那間五金舖,退休後不久就被收購變成連鎖店。670Please respect copyright.PENANA2cpNOH73dO
過去我們有什麼電器壞了,都來找他幫手維修。670Please respect copyright.PENANABi1aHm7zNr
他不收我們一毛錢,也盡全力的幫我們把電器起死回生。670Please respect copyright.PENANAmE7kt9TXm4
除非真的已壞得不能再修,否則多難多爛他也幫我們維修。670Please respect copyright.PENANAD2cRRP7JBN
即使為人粗魯,他待人卻十分和善。670Please respect copyright.PENANAARH3EP0ghR
他離開的時候,也有很多人跟着護送。670Please respect copyright.PENANAv1j1xHXXEp
但我只能跟他說聲謝謝,沒法目送他離開。670Please respect copyright.PENANA6hceT0fKAr
未能像他對待電器般,那是對我來說也算是一種遺憾。
自從老王的離開,身邊的一事一物都慢慢改變。670Please respect copyright.PENANAetIPk9bAj1
樓下原本是食店雜貨鋪與小店舖的天地,現在一間一間的變成連鎖店首飾店藥房的基地。670Please respect copyright.PENANApZEZClZZlF
我原本就讀的小學被殺校,原本的菜市埸亦被改建得不倫不類;670Please respect copyright.PENANAmETHTmFezK
不但沒了原本的人情味,價格還比原先的貴。670Please respect copyright.PENANAVhX8aOf8D8
附近一楝又一棟的商場大廈落成,又一楝一棟的舊樓被收購拆除。670Please respect copyright.PENANAnRc0XduTBG
我童年的惡夢成真,被拆卸的舊樓下一楝也許就是我的家。
讀上了高中,認識了一個經常教我功課的鄰居;670Please respect copyright.PENANAeY53horEmi
他在中學比我高一級,很多的試題功課都是請教他。670Please respect copyright.PENANA9ppTw7gfQv
正是他,我開始懂得談戀愛。670Please respect copyright.PENANAeJRplHFDDF
對象不是他,但他卻不為意的給了我很多愛情知識。670Please respect copyright.PENANAuZtOKkb1S0
我初戀,他教我怎樣去吻一個人。670Please respect copyright.PENANAUwaNr0m4dr
我失戀,他教我怎樣去冷靜思考。670Please respect copyright.PENANAEdNDPVRmDG
唯一他未能教我的,就是離別。
就在上星期,屋宇處宣佈我們的唐樓需要被拆除。670Please respect copyright.PENANASY2QY1xlYR
嫲她也同意這唐樓需要被拆除,卻看見她的眼睛帶淚泛紅。670Please respect copyright.PENANAfSCUiRLoUZ
自從我在童年被她責罵後,我第一次看見她流淚。670Please respect copyright.PENANAvrQWzipNXI
現在我21歳,也是忍不住在房間內痛哭。670Please respect copyright.PENANA9J7eUn57Xd
看着她勉強地看電視,藉此忍淚引笑,我心內傳來一陣陣劇痛。670Please respect copyright.PENANAtp9Ci8yrNU
「我搬走呢幢唐樓之後,我就要搬去老人院,我已經冇辦法陪你。」她對着電視說。670Please respect copyright.PENANAbICMgDFyqC
「吓⋯⋯唔緊要㗎喎,我有能力照顧你⋯⋯」670Please respect copyright.PENANAYJBQEyBXkv
「都⋯都係唔好啦,我唔想麻煩你⋯⋯」她哽咽說。670Please respect copyright.PENANAHus4pex35F
「我唔怕麻煩喎⋯你都照顧咗我⋯⋯」670Please respect copyright.PENANAl7sUBhm7j5
「都係唔好呀⋯萬一我又煩凡親你咁樣又⋯⋯總之我自己搵得地方搞掂咪得囉⋯⋯」670Please respect copyright.PENANAqB6l3yx26m
我再也說不下去,我不忍心她去老人院,但也沒法改變她的決定。670Please respect copyright.PENANAQg7HJ90dVc
說到這裏,眼淺的我又忍不住哭起上來。
今天,所有住客就要搬走離開。670Please respect copyright.PENANAYXiO7eCFv1
上午就和一眾鄰居在那僅餘的茶餐廳聚餐,說些過去的往事,一起合照。670Please respect copyright.PENANAhSyxW87yYH
一些要搬去新界,一些就移民外地;670Please respect copyright.PENANAcUEs85prYb
大家留下聯絡電話後,就各散東西,準備收拾離開。670Please respect copyright.PENANAoWLa6wBnl4
就在那殘舊的階梯中,我再次碰到他。670Please respect copyright.PENANAPiNQdBkwTs
「點解近排都見唔到你嘅?做咩來啊?」我問。670Please respect copyright.PENANAbZVs2sqgCr
「冇啊,最近忙緊最後一個project,做完呢個project就要搬去英國做。」670Please respect copyright.PENANAX3LpNpZvrv
「搬咁遠,你會唔會唔慣呀?」670Please respect copyright.PENANACP4UE0Pt78
「慣唔慣都要過到去做嘢架啦,更何況我都鍾意住英國,嚮往嗰邊啲生活。」670Please respect copyright.PENANA9GeLipI0f2
「咁⋯你會唔會掛住而家原本嘅生活?」670Please respect copyright.PENANAfdLowOsfJI
「⋯會,即使我嚮往英倫式生活,但我都會掛住⋯甚至懷念生活喺度嘅每一刻。」670Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0mIAycIMF
「你⋯⋯會唔會掛住我?」670Please respect copyright.PENANAmhCKWftMvE
「⋯⋯你想搵我咪打電話比我囉,唔使掛住我既⋯出面愛你嘅人大有人在,唔使因為再見到我而阻住咗你嘅步伐⋯⋯」670Please respect copyright.PENANACbHw52YaME
「⋯係咪真架?」670Please respect copyright.PENANAGN1ayAu9kC
「⋯係!你信我⋯⋯唔講住啦⋯我趕住要搬野走啊,遲啲有緣再見啦!」670Please respect copyright.PENANAYuMBivXicM
「喂我都未講完⋯⋯」670Please respect copyright.PENANAWoXN0J1Qts
他不給我一個說話的機會,一下子就走了。
今晚,嫲嫲她如常的煮最後一頓飯。670Please respect copyright.PENANAz0lZM0VU9R
煮的是我最愛吃的撻沙魚,煲的是她最上手的蕃茄蘿蔔湯。670Please respect copyright.PENANA1MJ6vLDEzN
碗碟煮具依舊是那模樣,飯菜還是那熟悉的味道。670Please respect copyright.PENANA8vm1oiqxN5
卻一想到是我最後一次吃到和看到它,泛起了比平時更深刻的味道。670Please respect copyright.PENANArZ6nHmT6bb
那不能用言語來形容的味道,卻只能吃到一次。670Please respect copyright.PENANAjlKM52GIhP
這些碗碟煮具餐桌家私,這晚過後也許結束在堆填區中。670Please respect copyright.PENANAcL6DzJcBcQ
坐在對面眼光泛紅的祖母,這晚過後也許只能在安老院中結束。670Please respect copyright.PENANAN4bmFhhwHR
看着這一切的發生,自己卻無能為力;670Please respect copyright.PENANAbbJfB4qbTe
吃着最後一塊魚,喝着最後一口湯;670Please respect copyright.PENANA9QibwsUB73
都只能永遠記着這個味道,留待未來無限回想。
在想起今天在在垃圾房看見的一位男士,抱住破爛的報紙痛哭。670Please respect copyright.PENANAQDdG8pNBeu
再看到那原名叫囍帖街的街道如今面目全非,想到自己也即將面臨這樣的命運。670Please respect copyright.PENANAr96gnWPkce
至少,她在囍帖街七百年後還是找到那位他;670Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZwtiRc6XA
曲終人散後,剩下的就只有回憶。670Please respect copyright.PENANAsCehs2lqVl
這裏,再也找不到我共你。
670Please respect copyright.PENANAS04U8D4MPG