昨晚我被那些雨聲吵得不能睡,幸好明天不用上班。664Please respect copyright.PENANARp9U5PGDoJ
空氣裏卻是瀰漫着一種熟悉的味道,卻又說不出是從何來。664Please respect copyright.PENANAb91SSwivvi
又在我輾轉反側中,再次回想起她。664Please respect copyright.PENANAiOlhPBasw9
我試著再令自己入睡,換來的卻是與她零碎的回憶。664Please respect copyright.PENANAQa4HlKwlN2
我始終還是無法入睡,忍不住翻看抽屜裏早已封塵的日記。664Please respect copyright.PENANAlfuUwtLMZV
日記𥚃的頁紙也發黃了,頁間偶然還夾著些照片。664Please respect copyright.PENANAqcmidKb8AH
而裏面所寫的,都是當時每天跟你一起的細節。664Please respect copyright.PENANAlQ68Nx4EyP
一些我也不為意忘掉的細節。
聽着外面的雨水不斷侵蝕着簷篷,看着這部日記不斷侵蝕着我的時間。664Please respect copyright.PENANAJPWYqspgAP
一時寫著在她家裏插花,一時又寫著跟她談天的內容。664Please respect copyright.PENANA20gVTVKytY
裏面有各式各樣的無聊細節,卻又無可厚非。664Please respect copyright.PENANA3KLSqd9bbz
即使是看着這些無聊細節、簡陋的筆跡,我卻依然無法忍淚。664Please respect copyright.PENANA6khQ6x4Jm0
由那天直到現在,我依舊無法對她不動情。664Please respect copyright.PENANA6jr0aWCHf4
後悔,悔疚當時自己的愚蠢。
我帶淚翻著翻著,就來到最後那最愚蠢的幾頁。664Please respect copyright.PENANASGxHvAdAnY
我翻到出發前的那頁,我不想再翻下去。664Please respect copyright.PENANAfR1HekPpFv
我不想再我入睡之前,再來一次決堤。664Please respect copyright.PENANAx5E3hwpMHn
卻又突然想重回舊地,就決定明天依著日記所寫的;664Please respect copyright.PENANAAs1pzIr6cT
再逛一遍那座離島,也許我不會再如此眼淺。664Please respect copyright.PENANAmamLVsn9hx
我還是帶着尋重得無可抽離的感情,慢慢地入睡。664Please respect copyright.PENANA7AfGzPCL0m
腦海裏還是討厭地迴盪著日記最後的那句話,「真期待明天的來臨呀」
還記得那天臉上帶著暗啞,卻又裝作高雅不敢灑淚。664Please respect copyright.PENANA5uegJNYhQD
雖然今天我也是這樣哀愁,但我也盡量表現得比之前成熟。664Please respect copyright.PENANArKWncvJan5
但始終我也是重遊舊地,就算落淚也只是自討苦吃。664Please respect copyright.PENANAvSWuEPjUn2
又是坐在船上一搖一晃的,使我感到有點不適。664Please respect copyright.PENANAHvWr8jG8ah
再看看那本日記,原來我曾在這裏跟你一起拖着手;664Please respect copyright.PENANAozAzvGTuNa
一起吃著那紅豆餅,遇到暗湧手還怕得出汗。
終於下了船,還真是鬆了一口氣。664Please respect copyright.PENANAoST19Y4RIH
隨着看着那廷綿的海景,那不安感漸漸減退。664Please respect copyright.PENANARTNxsLQmEV
卻隨之而來的,就是一陣陣飢餓感。664Please respect copyright.PENANAI0Aq2Qh0le
我又走到附近的那間茶餐廳,自然地叫了碟牛肉飯。664Please respect copyright.PENANAbmy5VhTiOy
等餐的時候又再看看那本日記,原來我又曾跟她在這裏吃牛肉飯。664Please respect copyright.PENANA3j1JTinTRy
那次卻是叫了咖喱,叫了才發現她不喜歡吃辣。664Please respect copyright.PENANAQmitRuO9ck
不怪得剛剛我也不敢說咖哩,後來她唯有忍辣吃光那碟飯。664Please respect copyright.PENANAQXOKmVqzTy
回想起又是一陣後悔。
吃飽過後,又依着日記來到這家單車出租舖。664Please respect copyright.PENANAv8jByAEm3H
又是在這個位置,爭執着租雙人單車還是要分開踏。664Please respect copyright.PENANASpOxTECLD9
最後當然是分開,現在卻是希望能早些遷就她。664Please respect copyright.PENANAEttYzK0ITq
我又租了架單車,依著那條路線再逛一下。664Please respect copyright.PENANALgVEjvxx0n
現在比過去多了很多店舖,連驅蚊貼電風扇和紀念品也有得買。664Please respect copyright.PENANAz6vxM0K4qX
過去卻是被她抱怨沒有買這些東西,使她又熱又焗;664Please respect copyright.PENANAU3bLyZzAV9
還被蚊叮得不成樣子,後來更癢得不能再騎單車。664Please respect copyright.PENANAfucTOlLkt4
途中錯過了很多風景,現在看回來卻像是無聊漫畫般略過。
後來就在那海邊餐廳停下來,就是為補救過失來跟她海邊鋸扒。664Please respect copyright.PENANA8uocRMXrHG
又有蠟燭又有香薰,那些牛排還有很多很多煮法。664Please respect copyright.PENANAzJFJDmhwSc
當然一切也有代價,最後那個費用貴得要命。664Please respect copyright.PENANAS2Apso3V0j
使得那次就只能匆匆坐船離去,原本是這樣打算的。664Please respect copyright.PENANARGGsYhve4R
現在的我當然是沒有進去那餐廳,看看餐牌就已經嚇得連食慾也消失。664Please respect copyright.PENANAttkgJRWIJa
不過直到現在,再次經過那裏還是會忍不住落淚。
那天的我在最後做了什麼?就是帶她到那涼亭看日落。664Please respect copyright.PENANA4Sq3CkOPxn
我一路帶着她,她就一直怒視著我。664Please respect copyright.PENANAC0fa4O59uM
就是帶到她上那涼亭,她才終於出聲罵我。664Please respect copyright.PENANAvWPpowLYai
說到這麼熱還要專程走上來看那落霞,說我是不是瘋了。664Please respect copyright.PENANA5lcvEuv2hT
我就只是一直跟她說一堆道理,還嘗試自嘲來令她滿意。664Please respect copyright.PENANAAp6ZVvj2Qw
但我卻是一直說錯話,一直被她全誤解。664Please respect copyright.PENANAzIG0a2dsz5
就是說着一堆廢話,一直被她罵過不停。
「算啦⋯睇嚟你都係唔適合我。」她突然冷靜下來。664Please respect copyright.PENANA9sDEzo8MMv
「就算再係一齊都唔會有咩好結果⋯我能分手嘅話大家都會好過啲⋯⋯」664Please respect copyright.PENANAz5m6CbitRY
「你放過我啦,好嗎?」她望着我說。664Please respect copyright.PENANArNLLdpb9Mb
我被她那好幾句嚇呆了,站在原地沒說什麼。664Please respect copyright.PENANAiREDgrW645
她看到我這樣,搖搖頭轉身離去。
那時的我卻只能眼白白看着她離開,什麼都不能做。664Please respect copyright.PENANAW3f09MWLOD
要是這一切能夠重來,那是說句什麼也好;664Please respect copyright.PENANAlWShGuAv4K
也不要眼睜睜看她就這樣離去,因為她一去便不再復返。664Please respect copyright.PENANAEsZTEViGHv
那時的我就這樣呆站在涼亭,直到天也快黑才回神過來。664Please respect copyright.PENANAI01A0Stzu8
那時被她弄得心碎,一邊調整自己心情卻又不知怎樣去反應。664Please respect copyright.PENANAk0q9Wh7j8F
還白癡癡的以為她針對我,難道困惑如小青蛙可稱霸?
後來我獨自搭尾班船,臉帶暗啞卻又高雅地忍淚啜泣。664Please respect copyright.PENANAGVUWer1Ggz
再看看手機裡那號碼,以前看到十分高興;664Please respect copyright.PENANARvF1eftyM3
現在卻像天塌下來一般,不堪回首。664Please respect copyright.PENANAJDfyc8HVq6
妄想著可以再親她一下,卻無法將片段再捏拿。664Please respect copyright.PENANAxyqb8s8sZd
只能看着那漆黑一片的大海,送遞遲來的情深說話。
或者我不應該再來這裏,來到了也只是看到過去的東西。664Please respect copyright.PENANAkn17y3vebP
現在再到那涼亭,看着那火紅紅的落霞,心裏自然静了下來。664Please respect copyright.PENANAnjt6J07eKb
現在想回來,或許那時她說得沒錯,我們根本不適合在一起。664Please respect copyright.PENANAcnHDQ4Z882
但我現在卻是牽掛着這老地方,無法輕易拋棄。664Please respect copyright.PENANA7isLpKhlAA
或者,就像似這落霞般。664Please respect copyright.PENANAvJqZwnr37E
等着被火化,等着被消化。664Please respect copyright.PENANA8Wy20Sqlcg
不管這天是不是真實存在,算吧。
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