乘了差不多一小時的巴士,我終於快回到我的䁔窩。661Please respect copyright.PENANAiJyhIXyiZ2
途中買下了一包安眠藥,家裏的又差不多用光。661Please respect copyright.PENANAknT445yKqC
沒了它,我根本不能睡得着。661Please respect copyright.PENANAnrNRAFBMlc
看着店員空洞的眼神,冷冷地說下「麻煩你二百四十元」。661Please respect copyright.PENANAM3JV9B9JKN
這明明是正常的,但我卻感到失望。661Please respect copyright.PENANAgrbszrkXth
彷彿期望着她會說些甚麼,就如問我為何買安眠藥。661Please respect copyright.PENANA7WaLQhyjI5
我到最後一秒還是期望着,直至最後她跟我說「多謝光臨」。661Please respect copyright.PENANAJijqqFom8B
嘛,也是我太自私了;661Please respect copyright.PENANApLFYqqWT2O
也許她也希望着我會說些甚麼。
我緩緩地打開家門,還是那老樣子。661Please respect copyright.PENANAeslGU38Ibw
看一看那喘息的時鐘,原來已經十一點半了。661Please respect copyright.PENANAwvSyZaIavh
本想去沖洗一下,看到時鐘後我已全身無力。661Please respect copyright.PENANA4u6lq4qDaq
我走到窗口前,看着樓下車來車往的公路;661Please respect copyright.PENANAgbgBDJx2Kf
還吹著冷冷的微風,不禁令我回想起當時的你。661Please respect copyright.PENANARx7bSKrRXL
你說過的話,還是不時浮現在我腦海中。661Please respect copyright.PENANALKnyf4ZRAk
我嘆了口氣,把窗口柔柔的關下。
我用盡全身的力氣,把那包沉甸甸的木碳拖到房中間。661Please respect copyright.PENANAUQPSNr2GI5
我把它們全都倒了出來,一不留神把手都染黑了。661Please respect copyright.PENANAIpLmNOHEk6
我拿起了那份無聊的娛樂報紙,點火後把它放進木碳堆內。661Please respect copyright.PENANACLcWMFnra8
拿著電風扇一陣狂吹後,木碳燒得啪啪作響。661Please respect copyright.PENANAmrDiq4xfPx
看着那發紅的木碳,回想起那時你和我一起燒烤的時光。661Please respect copyright.PENANAWxbAcUYkjA
仔細一看,原來木碳也是這麼美的。
我把包裝着安眠藥的膠紙拆封,把裡面四粒安眠藥倒出來。661Please respect copyright.PENANAYKz4Ze6msR
第一次吃也已經半多年前的事了,現在的我早已習慣了。661Please respect copyright.PENANAKwxuzAaKjh
把藥吞下了後,我到書桌拿起紙和筆到床上。661Please respect copyright.PENANA9Vt8V0PtyN
在這之前我一直試著為你寫下封信,但一直下不了手。661Please respect copyright.PENANAaHITHiQp4d
雖然我現在也想不到該寫什麼,但我不斷叫著自己專心。661Please respect copyright.PENANAPRrkESmWAt
就好像之前跟你一起說話一樣,試着寫下一段段的肺腑之言。661Please respect copyright.PENANA5GX3W2tE0s
每段的開頭卻久久不能下筆,就像每個字都有着自己的重量。661Please respect copyright.PENANAcNBk5sbdez
自己也開始發懶了,雖然知道自己的時間不多。661Please respect copyright.PENANAVr8nl3aRIv
看著那皺折的白紙,你能看到我有多努力嗎?
身旁火堆的啪啪聲,就如被撲滅一樣消失。661Please respect copyright.PENANA9wePQfag7p
卻換來了一陣陣海風的味道,輕輕的吹著。 661Please respect copyright.PENANA9f3AdPKzgi
那陣熟悉的味道,我很自然地我轉了個身;661Please respect copyright.PENANAzoLgyFxSqc
期望能再次見到你,我卻找不到你的身影。661Please respect copyright.PENANATReEF36qji
我低頭嘆了口氣,卻彷彿同時也聽到你在嘆氣。661Please respect copyright.PENANAyzSBtlRQRy
我很想再跟你到海邊,說我未説完的話呢。661Please respect copyright.PENANAXEVq9tz8Qs
很想再跟你一起呆坐,一起傾訴。661Please respect copyright.PENANAx7fgjauYM5
明明早就知道你已不在。
房間的燈早已關掉,只剩下火堆搖曳的光影。661Please respect copyright.PENANACr55gU0ZS5
在暗黑的房間裏,彷彿看到了你的眼睛。661Please respect copyright.PENANAYX78LsxGsR
我躺在床上,看着你坐在我的床邊;661Please respect copyright.PENANAOnMl7t8G3E
是你在一直看守著我嗎?你還在我的身旁嗎?661Please respect copyright.PENANAX96jJfF040
我很想開口跟你說話,卻只能一直呆望著你。661Please respect copyright.PENANAZl3kNH0Kmi
你知道我有多掛念你嗎?你送給我的零食那剩餘的包裝我遲遲也不敢掉去。661Please respect copyright.PENANAC9td9pzOyA
你知道我有多少話想跟你說嗎?除了你我也不知道可以再跟誰說了。661Please respect copyright.PENANArDQUlYZtFg
由你不在直到現在,你知道我有多麼想再見到你嗎?
在煙霧離漫的房間中,我終於把信寫完了。661Please respect copyright.PENANADMCBD4QsTG
我看著照片中笑得燦爛的你,慢慢地閉上雙眼。661Please respect copyright.PENANAaFqkFTvtxp
腦海中不斷浮現著你的聲音,我卻越來越頭痛。661Please respect copyright.PENANAPHLMszwXs3
我把被子翻一翻,試著入睡。661Please respect copyright.PENANAcqM4IfvlGE
你的聲音越覺模糊,思緒也越來越依稀。661Please respect copyright.PENANApY09ZAHPu2
呼吸也開始有困難呢,着來我們快可以一起了。661Please respect copyright.PENANASlkOewhr9H
快可以一起了。
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