在神明丁離開後的一天,我在孤島上回復了原來的生活。587Please respect copyright.PENANABvKqpBIqi3
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摘水果,抓山雞,望海,躺下來睡覺……587Please respect copyright.PENANAtFsu4q8aT3
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起來就散步,看看樹木。587Please respect copyright.PENANAn7ySYB1OQQ
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不時坐在樹蔭,感受穿過葉片的稀疏光線。587Please respect copyright.PENANA4VqVunsJxi
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對於神明丁說的話,有一些我是聽不懂的,包括祂所指的離開方法。587Please respect copyright.PENANAQPXWtWD45u
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由於聽不懂,所以也沒有多想。587Please respect copyright.PENANAvoxliqoM71
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到了夜晚,我帶著孤島日記走到山頂。587Please respect copyright.PENANAZPRhoEZKSI
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日記只剩最後一頁,手上的原子筆,也僅餘一點點墨水。587Please respect copyright.PENANAJ268ytODyh
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我應該寫嗎?寫這幾天發生的事?587Please respect copyright.PENANAUvJAbP6iFF
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記述神明丁的出現?記下我跟陸傾兒之間的回憶?587Please respect copyright.PENANABQqhNtaxH3
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神明Son,神的兒子,這樣的話祂也編了出來,真是的……587Please respect copyright.PENANA4J1jrz8hkJ
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不想寫祂!587Please respect copyright.PENANA2KVPnSX2E0
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那……寫她嗎?587Please respect copyright.PENANAEoSEAQykLY
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沒有動筆的意欲。587Please respect copyright.PENANABuK8DgivqS
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也許,現在寫,還是太早了。587Please respect copyright.PENANANfSKByKjW5
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屁股坐在岩石上,手翻開葉片所夾的那頁,是第26天的日記。587Please respect copyright.PENANArprirUjWGP
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假如神明丁是為了實現我這一頁的願望而出現,那就有趣了。587Please respect copyright.PENANAfvc7IKc9RT
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我抓住右頁,往左一翻。587Please respect copyright.PENANAwdKUdBkgvd
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--------- 孤島日記 第27天 ---------587Please respect copyright.PENANAcrBXYdmuby
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心情:黑暗過黑洞587Please respect copyright.PENANAISRESahQAn
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來到孤島之前,男同事趙超賢,曾經問我最近怎麼了,為什麼不去健身、打拳,也不去狂歡派對。587Please respect copyright.PENANAbFiUWwCbNV
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「點解好似同人保持距離?」587Please respect copyright.PENANAXs8DFx4C5r
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內心湧現無限的罪惡感,逼使我要過一個人的生活。587Please respect copyright.PENANAsQub4lsgcr
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「你同我地上司個大客,到底發生過咩事?」587Please respect copyright.PENANAEyJ1Ec6fbt
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不懂得回答這條問題,我就無視了。587Please respect copyright.PENANAflBY9jNAW8
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我快要被商業的黑暗所吞噬。不是因為不擅長做骯髒的事,而是我發現自己太擅長了。我處事圓滑得可怕,什麼手段都不惜使用。太可怕了。我不是一個八面玲瓏的人,因為沒需要討好所有的人,只需要討好關鍵的人物就可以了。587Please respect copyright.PENANAUoXaG0oDhC
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為什麼我會變這樣?從17歲開始計算,7年了,我的性格到底扭曲到什麼地步?我長得太骯髒了,滿身都是罪,面前都是黑暗的日子。587Please respect copyright.PENANAVy2sv0Cl2p
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假如,這個世界有神……587Please respect copyright.PENANABSfaNHAPBD
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請你聽我的禱告,我希望587Please respect copyright.PENANAhqsU5Oapon
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--------- 閱讀中斷 ---------587Please respect copyright.PENANApILJYS116D
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突然,一道神聖的白光出現,把天際照白,抹煞了所有的星光。587Please respect copyright.PENANAcM1QHDqzTQ
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「光芒芒芒——」神聖的光輝落下,潔淨著一切的心靈。587Please respect copyright.PENANAftiSELJ55t
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白光體著地後,身上的光茫才逐漸甩走。587Please respect copyright.PENANAmJzFNClsh7
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「你就係孫正直?」一把男人的聲音問,是熟悉的聲音。587Please respect copyright.PENANAtd3FN5unI4
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我笑了,手把上一頁的葉片拿出來,夾到目前的一頁裡,才緩慢地合上日記。587Please respect copyright.PENANAv0Rltu4j9C
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「明知故問。」我答。587Please respect copyright.PENANAsLujPSrlXU
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「你好,我係神明丁。」神明丁說,左手仍拿著一堆書。587Please respect copyright.PENANATG5Z5DUtX2
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「一日冇見,你還好吖嘛?」我問。587Please respect copyright.PENANAoRkpZXFagJ
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「還好啦,係有少少忙。」祂答。587Please respect copyright.PENANAUibKnqo8FK
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從左手的書裡,找出一張清單,祂仔細地核對一下。587Please respect copyright.PENANAzEHLyOaTPh
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「今次搵我咩事?」我問,仍坐在岩石上,「唔係……又有神死咗掛?又出現空缺?」587Please respect copyright.PENANAKcgybcnFHr
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「傻啦。」神明丁笑了,摺好並收起清單,「點會同上次一樣呢?」587Please respect copyright.PENANAh5sXiPaa2s
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「今次搵你係因為神嘅工作量太多,我地眾神經商量後一致決定,加開『大天使長』哩個神聖職位,畀非常願意去幫人,又有慧根去幫助世人嘅人去擔任,以分擔神嘅工作。」神明丁一本正經地說。587Please respect copyright.PENANAnIZhH73m5M
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我也配合地裝出一本正經的樣子。587Please respect copyright.PENANAf9qITMtNmG
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「即係今次同神魔大戰之類冇關?」我問。587Please respect copyright.PENANASogNZDLyfc
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「係冇關嘅。」神明丁一本正經,「不過呢,都需要做一個測試,而且要合格先可以進入下一步嘅遴選。」587Please respect copyright.PENANAV7WMtRlMmm
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「因為始終,你明啦。我地每位神明,都只可以提名一個人。」神明丁尋求理解。587Please respect copyright.PENANAtxDx019q5q
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「明嘅,我明嘅。」我點頭說,「嚟啦,咩測試都好,我都參加。」587Please respect copyright.PENANAh6rPPyFi2P
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「夠爽快。」祂走到我的面前,拿出了一本書。587Please respect copyright.PENANApgcoYo4vqf
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我站了起來,不敢相信自己的眼睛。587Please respect copyright.PENANA4SBz7S9cyR
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這本書的頁數,比之前的練習簿厚了好幾倍。587Please respect copyright.PENANAZUcsO3AcRq
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「其實你左手拎住嘅哩疊書,係咪……都係個案?」我好奇。587Please respect copyright.PENANA1b5Zt4nTGm
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「係啊。」神明丁苦惱地抱怨,「我就嚟過勞喇。」587Please respect copyright.PENANAEcmugxuefP
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「唔好講咁多嘢住,你願意參加大天使長第一步測試嘅話,睇一睇條題目先。」祂把黃色封面的書,交到我的手上。587Please respect copyright.PENANAGrQ3On7A53
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我雙手接過,封面馬上顯現了「孫正直」的名字。587Please respect copyright.PENANAR3G2HGFcLn
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這一切,都跟上次一樣。587Please respect copyright.PENANAgfebCAr9rX
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手打開第一頁。587Please respect copyright.PENANA0Q1sXimuvt
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「歐陽派,17歲的少年,願望共有三個:587Please respect copyright.PENANAhk49MxsZSj
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1. 可以同陳菲菲拍拖。587Please respect copyright.PENANAgNaow2Re8M
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2. 不再為瘦弱而自卑。587Please respect copyright.PENANAxndldt1WMC
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3. 父親可以走出事業的低谷。」587Please respect copyright.PENANAB2SlLZQiEx
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看了這三個願望,我當場呆了。587Please respect copyright.PENANAGkJqRIJkGZ
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這次,我沒有馬上翻去第二頁。587Please respect copyright.PENANAQEgrupuT3J
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「原來佢話同傾姐身邊一個姊妹好熟,又搞曖昧,嗰個對象就係陳菲菲?」我問。587Please respect copyright.PENANAg28OdKrzWf
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「冇錯,而陳菲菲有男朋友,所以佢最多只可以去到曖昧嘅階段。」神明丁說。587Please respect copyright.PENANA2uuHagnr8O
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「係囉,喂,陳菲菲有男朋友喎,我點幫啊?」我問。587Please respect copyright.PENANAOn6fOYdDXs
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「啱啱分咗手喇,原因你自己查啦。」祂說。587Please respect copyright.PENANAiGXsAhbAcF
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「仲有點解今次有三個願望咁多?同埋……第三個係咩嚟?」我覺得莫名其妙。587Please respect copyright.PENANAluFfu6ehmI
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「歐陽派屋企好窮,係因為佢爸爸經營小店,但鋪租年年升令佢入不敷出。」祂提示,「所以你要去幫佢爸爸手,用你擅長嘅『商業手段』,搞好啲生意佢。」587Please respect copyright.PENANA0Z0adJ9Dlk
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「放心喎,學校方面會繼續停你學,直至聖誕節假期結束為止。」祂說,「哩段時間,你可以去佢爸爸到做兼職,係做任務之餘,賺下零用錢。」587Please respect copyright.PENANAYuXdmhmHtU
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我想了一想,覺得有點不對勁。587Please respect copyright.PENANARd5ispf5TN
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「點解要畀歐陽派嘅願望我?」我指著祂手上的書,「應該仲有好多願望格。」587Please respect copyright.PENANAbKAcUl7Q7x
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二話不說,神明丁取出了一本粉紅色書。587Please respect copyright.PENANAjJ86v19ZlM
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「定係你想做哩個?」祂打開第一頁給我看。587Please respect copyright.PENANAXOeDDdkAnZ
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「陳菲菲,17歲的少女,願望是心想事成。」第一頁的文字。587Please respect copyright.PENANAs0vQ8u39dL
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「嘩,頂。」我看不下去,「心想事成,點實現啊?」587Please respect copyright.PENANAhk4FogIow8
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「咪係囉……」祂垂頭喪氣,一副歷盡滄桑的樣子,把粉紅色書收起。587Please respect copyright.PENANAYDlNAnKAqC
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「你就接哩個啦,最啱你去做喇。」祂說,「順帶一提,哩本書嘅厚度,夠你住四個星期,期間每星期先會返嚟孤島一次。」587Please respect copyright.PENANArmGunlAHE5
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「明白。」我握緊手上的書。587Please respect copyright.PENANAStR82c8Jbj
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「細節嘅嘢,你有經驗你知點做啦。」祂說,「咁你出發之後,我就繼續做其他工作先,下星期再返嚟睇你,OK?」587Please respect copyright.PENANAW8CBP8WxT1
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「OK……」我回答,「但我仲想問一樣嘢。」587Please respect copyright.PENANAHFK7syIio1
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「問咩?」祂在等待。587Please respect copyright.PENANAwSjZ5swruC
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「點解陳菲菲、歐陽派同傾姐,佢地都咁啱係五年前許願嘅?」我想知。587Please respect copyright.PENANAbBelCbNM5D
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「因為佢地係同學,而去木村許願樹,係學校旅行日嘅活動。」神明丁面色灰沉,「所以個個都許咗願。」587Please respect copyright.PENANAfLoL9CgY4I
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「辛苦……晒。」我安慰說。587Please respect copyright.PENANAmlo0KV3hYD
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「唔好講喇,你準備好就出發啦。」神明丁說,輕輕微笑,「今次要再做好啲啊,同時要記住,神幫人係好間接!」587Please respect copyright.PENANAbViHeEQ0vj
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「知道。」我點頭。587Please respect copyright.PENANAfNYY6tULrn
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隨後,我屁股坐上岩石,再次把厚皮日記放在地上。587Please respect copyright.PENANAVPSCORWU2x
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閉上眼睛,我深深地吸了一口氣。587Please respect copyright.PENANAVggzDZ1alI
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陸傾兒,我要來找你了。587Please respect copyright.PENANAn5yUmrxrtX
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大膽地翻開第二頁,意識隨即被書本牽引。587Please respect copyright.PENANAB0BLnzw9zX
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數秒後,意識消失——587Please respect copyright.PENANABcJpA0qAuA
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經過沒有時間觀念的狀態後,意識漸漸重塑,再次……587Please respect copyright.PENANAWclJaKqvyk
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凝聚在一個17歲的年輕身體裡。587Please respect copyright.PENANA7G54qtWp0U
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夜涼的風,吹著吹吹過。587Please respect copyright.PENANAc9FxllSjKk
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我半睜開眼,發現自己站在上次消失的位置。587Please respect copyright.PENANAvi7upXu5Q5
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也就是海邊和傾姐住所之間。587Please respect copyright.PENANA4bl7ZmbTIn
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沒想到,有這樣的機會,能夠再次回來。587Please respect copyright.PENANAqoVw4aq5nt
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一時感動,雙眼就忍不住泛淚。587Please respect copyright.PENANAEtNxpqdBC5
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但我忍住了!587Please respect copyright.PENANA3SDunnghWr
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路人從旁走過,沒有在意站在路中的我。587Please respect copyright.PENANArlqNkfG81m
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手從褲袋裡掏出手機,亮起屏幕,104個未看短訊。587Please respect copyright.PENANALNRFY4xRvH
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除了同學發的6個短訊外,98個都是傾姐發的。587Please respect copyright.PENANA6bFGIP0mfB
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在人生的路上,我經歷了很多波折,大部分都記錄在孤島日記裡。在孤島日記裡,有著我對世界的質疑,也有著我軟弱的時候向神的依靠。587Please respect copyright.PENANA30XivHkCb8
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這幾天,我奇蹟地遇見了神,祂給了我很多機會去面對自己的缺憾。祂沒有催促我,而是用上間接的方法,讓我在幫助別人的同時,重新體驗生活下去的勇氣。587Please respect copyright.PENANAuj0FkhqQjx
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更值得讚美的是,祂還讓我重新體驗愛情的美好。587Please respect copyright.PENANAeLHrMwEsIp
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「不愧係傾姐。」我眼睛紅了。587Please respect copyright.PENANAIwZiBUPLeR
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真是個了不起的女人。587Please respect copyright.PENANABVGNz1hQa4
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此時手機震了震,再收到一個新訊息。587Please respect copyright.PENANAhFdTUsBexP
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毋需點擊開來,我已經從列表看到:587Please respect copyright.PENANAf0aTyFmzBV
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「每晚我都會去海邊等你」587Please respect copyright.PENANALetIEbwjkz
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關了屏幕,仍緊緊握著手機。587Please respect copyright.PENANAhEvEGDQFKv
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跑啊,孫正直!有人正在等你過去!587Please respect copyright.PENANADg6k0GQXDP
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「噠噠噠噠……」587Please respect copyright.PENANACsQPwIUEcZ
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我淚奔了起來,跑一步,跑著一步,往海邊跑去。587Please respect copyright.PENANAMK3L3VHw75
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來到海邊,長椅上沒有任何人。587Please respect copyright.PENANAXSaCNQ4cL5
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然而——587Please respect copyright.PENANAk2lnhYzodt
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矮欄外面的大石堆上坐了一位石灰色外套少女,她喝著可樂,卻像醉了一樣,右手不停揮動著米黃淺啡間條頸巾。587Please respect copyright.PENANALJka15NqgZ
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「孫正直係超—級—衰—人!」傾姐對著海面大喊。587Please respect copyright.PENANAABTvCgLlaq
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「但係我都,」她哽咽一下,繼續大喊,「好—掛—住—你—啊!」587Please respect copyright.PENANAIhKTEqbtW7
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不小心——587Please respect copyright.PENANApAW3nghGUZ
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頸巾被強風吹走了,要往岸上飄去。587Please respect copyright.PENANAI6qAojIw4q
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此時,一個人的身影出現。587Please respect copyright.PENANAefrofKxZFy
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手已經抓住了頸巾。587Please respect copyright.PENANAymlfOBTBvu
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傾姐看著地上的影子,便沉默起來,接著只問一句……587Please respect copyright.PENANABWatX9GGne
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「你見到晒?」她有點難為情。587Please respect copyright.PENANAIT5Qhz38pC
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頸巾回歸她的頸上,我圍了一圈,再窩心地替她綁好。587Please respect copyright.PENANAh6B9PDbw5s
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「嗯。」我溫暖地說。587Please respect copyright.PENANAln4InFtQdB
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屁股坐在大石上,我擅自坐在她的左邊。587Please respect copyright.PENANAMbt0vfodcl
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然後拿出手機回覆一個訊息。587Please respect copyright.PENANAcGNFijKcyq
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「我都一樣好掛住你」按下發出。587Please respect copyright.PENANAIeXF5Wx6z7
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今晚海浪並不大,再大我們都能克服的。587Please respect copyright.PENANA4eQAbBtU3M
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傾姐放下可樂,拿起手機看了之後。587Please respect copyright.PENANAfscvvPqffU
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她把頭靠在我的肩上。587Please respect copyright.PENANA7unc4gbyKu
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