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熙來攘往的路，很讓人窒息。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1vcjKldhf
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失常只不過不習慣背後隱藏的事實，這句話，終究會明瞭。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIidGx4ZI5x
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水泄不通的西洋菜南街，萬人空巷中是一副副土色的臉孔，陌生得竟萌生熟悉感。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfPgT2fnRr
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每副面紗的背後，承載獨一無二的經歷，當中揪心萌生的懼與恨，久久藏於世界的某處……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ52ZpRA4to
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人卻不打算面對那赤裸的事實，於是築起高高的牆，予以華麗包裝，把那真實的皮肉以虛偽的外殼永遠掩蓋。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzXQEjubkf
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因此，就幸福了，就幸福地麻木了。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjttEWrCJX
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當那華麗的衣裳要破出一個洞口，目睹真實的自己時卻陌生了，畏懼了，認為那皮膚噁心、險惡……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhCh8ZMIc8
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他忘記了，她忘記了，他們全都忘記了。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnqtPUtdJS
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那是自己。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74KgqK23VT
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被遺忘、被捨棄的每一個自己。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1G8KZe8lSu
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失常的，從來就是根本。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAK7RA3IfmK
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天色逐漸暗淡，周邊閃閃生輝的廣告招牌，卻無力照亮每個人的心扉。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8H9U9nRGO
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社會，大舞台，七百萬個演員，沒有觀眾。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvooPNh9F83
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男孩於人群裏穿插──路人似乎並不打算讓獨臂的他有更多喘息空間。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhbUKtIi5w
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越過一個又一個路口，男孩終於離開了侷促的西洋菜南街，踱步前往洗衣街的方向。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVRVEwBBMw
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橙黃的天，柔柔的慰藉著心靈，可有多少人曾花兩秒抬頭感受卑微的心意？174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXRxnFXHiP
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漸漸離開人群的擁擠，拐了個彎來到了行人稀少得多的洗衣街。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxI6vWpDzy6
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我回頭，尋找著那纖小的身影──174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mFbPIIKgj
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「喵。」174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZawevB2pul
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這隻貓善於在人群裏穿插──家貓通常畏懼密集人群。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqz8hq4O47
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或許遺憾之中，唯一能讓人會心微笑的，就只有這隻奇蹟倖存的貓。醫生跟我說，警方發現我時這隻貓在露台的旁邊不斷地叫嚷，似乎認識我，左眼受傷卻沒有大礙，更因為最後一刻在身邊守護著我而於網路被瘋傳為「灰毛天使」……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNNw9mRu7z
174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTeeprZ3nJ
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上萬個讚好的背後，他們渾然不知背後的故事……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxC2UQhvCQp
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儘管事發已經兩個月，當中的片段歷歷在目……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTZFtoQ8jW
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我注視著脖子上的十字架吊飾，不禁苦笑。這段不堪的經歷改變了我太多，性格上、言行舉止上……然而，我依舊並非一個信神者。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63suXCE40F
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這片大地是一片被詛咒的荒涼，我實在無法篤信……不過正因如此，我實在渴望有神的存在……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkyrkM6w53
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小貓熟練地走在我面前，這時候人群已經越來越少，前路剩下數個孤獨的人影，月已經無法映照他們的外相，也許只因他們從不會抬頭。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27LG9wd68J
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每個人，終究是寂寞的，一切的笑顏，不過是虛假的面紗──174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwGGwDd9Lu
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朗朗停在前方的轉角位，捲縮著。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7hUMI9Qq7
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夜幕低垂，終於可以躲起來，暗自嚎哭，嚎哭世界的荒誕……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoM7lOPyrPs
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我凝望著路邊的遊樂場。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9RFILDAfs
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這個殘舊的小天地，承載過的回憶，無法量度……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRC1Ow2mQJW
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今天不在嗎……嗯……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeREqu8FJVq
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正當我欲遠離那初中經常逗留的滑梯之際，眼前目睹的情景卻讓我改變了主意──174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGFNgTl9Li
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遊樂場設施背後一個隱蔽的角落，一個身影正──174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy77s5U4D8w
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不要。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaok4QpXGeA
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我氣急敗壞地拼盡全力奔向那熟悉的身影，她就坐在玩具小屋的底部，獨自一人。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡva4zcfQ0HN
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「你做咩──」女孩凝視著我，先是驚愕──絕對的驚愕。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoY6T1j2jT
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我注視著她背後的物事，壓低聲量：「果樽野唔係──」174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9aOI77tpC
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「冇野啊……」女孩臉色蒼白，咬著下唇，「先生你──」174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GGPNk9goD
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我撲到地上，失去右手後無法平衡身軀，可我還是竭力地爬向她的背後：「比我……」174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcZ82U8pav
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「冇野啊……」女孩的神色更顯不妥。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FRQLm9iDK
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「比我！」我難以按住內心的悲傷，左手已伸到她的背後，柔弱的她卻捉住我的手，情緒繃緊：「你唔好煩我喇……」174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8clKX9kk3M
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「點解你要咁做……你答我！」我的喘息越趨強烈，左手擺脫女孩，欲奪過她身後的東西──174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56OTlAUOIq
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「夠啦！」174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoJtObR7ba
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我愣住，凝望著用刀片指著我，身子劇烈顫抖的夢瑤。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfN5WHAVyM
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時間彷如凝結於一秒，我盯著那刀片鋒利的尖端，那尚未乾掉的鮮紅。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDWdCtgwTC
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她雙腿由牛仔褲伸延至膝蓋的淌血傷痕，此際終於映入眼簾。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeJ6CvWQU4
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內心由洶湧的憂心與憤怒，瞬間注入虐心的顏色。女孩持著刀片的幼手，由輕微的抖動，到乏力的鬆馳，刀片「啪」一聲掉在紅色的膠質地上，繼續染紅。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8S70AAELha
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我也再沒有搶那樽藥物的欲望，無力地靠在玩具小屋的鐵柱支架，承受著急促的心跳。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLU1YAFNNHA
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剛才若非及時阻止，此際必然無盡後悔……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyNCjOTakn
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因為，剛才我在行人路上目睹女孩正舉著一個藥物樽準備往嘴裏灌……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNioZcwbKZ
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女孩背後的，是安眠藥，裏面至少三十顆，一次過大量服食必然致命。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHfx1Ebwam
174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrgBYT3UDf
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幸好，今天我來得早了一點……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBMj7v8ZWi
174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pvvEdPPTo
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沒錯，每晚來公園經已成為我的習慣。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe63rSPtgvg
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儘管遠離女孩，然而出院後不久的一個傍晚，我便目睹她在這裏獨自抽泣，其後卻發現原來每晚都是如此。當下我真的很揪心，然而卻無法踏入她的世界……只能每晚躲在公園的暗角，偷偷窺探著女孩，生怕有一晚她會在公園傷害自己……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMCkM7p0BF
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今天，遺憾差點兒便無可挽回。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoe6ZLgkWAD
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「點解你要咁做……」我聲線沙啞，反正路人聽到也只會將之當作男女的打情罵俏。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfS0MiNp3q
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女孩低下頭，淚珠在眼角滾動，不聲不響。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkhhnjhxgS
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「唔好……」目睹著她的兩道淚痕及顫抖的雙肩，眼角莫名地沾濕。我竭力自制……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pYT0fq5in
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數秒後，卻不爭氣的，與女孩一同地抽泣著，甚至渾然崩潰。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ehxHTrowF
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這兩個月，簡直就是煎熬。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9XPBxGLD6
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近乎每晚睡覺也夢見小瑤，然而她卻總是悲鬱地哭號。我深知，她的內心空虛、寂寞，我卻清楚必須遠離她，無法慰藉她那脆弱的世界……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHnkOrDWDK
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我真的很想念……每一分，每一秒。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNcset0c0H
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「點解你要咁做……我仲以為……我仲……」174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqNg6h5ib4
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我還以為，我的離開會為她帶來幸福。那條交叉線的距離終於無法量度之際，得到的卻是如斯的悲涼……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxltaB3140Z
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女孩抽泣得不成聲：「對唔住……唔係因為我，你就唔需要受咁多苦……」174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOg24KkFv3d
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「點解……」174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WB3xZekdS
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「我同你係墮樓前一定身處大廈天台……點解……點解我係天台你係露台……係因為我既錯，你先會斷手……唔係我……可能你宜家四肢健全……我……對唔住……我無法原諒自己……」脆弱的女孩涕淚俱下，催下了我更多的情緒。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6Go4LlyHB
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一切都錯了。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzeRKDlSYk
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當初在醫院時，我滿心打算瞞騙夢瑤，讓她不去理會大廈遊戲的經歷，一心一意地予以守護……我卻沒有思考過，為何當時她會鍥而不捨地追問遊戲的記憶……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXOtX716A3
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原來，她對我的嚴重傷勢感到疑惑了，更妄想是自己害得我斷臂，於是欲找我弄清事情的來龍去脈，釋除那無法承受的愧疚……我卻……我卻……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyHkRLALv8
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我卻怒責她一番，擱下一句乾脆的「永別了」，便轉身離去。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDPiEytloa
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單從當下的證據，實在無法推斷出我被女孩害得失去右手，世上也許只有我一人知悉斷臂的真相。這一切，不過是女孩自責萌生的不合理幻想。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJRVa2jv0l
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我還以為，自己的苛責，會讓女孩不再接觸那危險的真相，怎知她卻墮入錯誤的深淵，差點兒……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSqIJb5KXR
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「自殘……我知道無補於事，但每晚瞓覺都夢見你因為我而斷手……我真係好辛苦……好辛苦……但我發現……原來以前既方法唔奏效……」174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkiYDzuEmE
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之後的事情已經不用加以描繪也極之赤裸，女孩自殘後發現原來自殘也無法對氾濫的自責麻木，最終步上服藥自殺的路途……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5auQllAT9
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「點解你要咁傻……」我含淚凝望著水汪汪的眼睛，抖動的身軀。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAL4EpgleTc
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傻的，其實是我，女孩從來清醒，處處為我思慮。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsqV0Cttoh
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怎麼她會為了我的傷而自責，是因為她還記得我。本來我沒有為意，知道目睹她大腿由刀片割出的血紅。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJMyU7sRk4
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上一次自殘，應該是中二的時候吧？174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhIEgg1ohG
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我，以為女孩的失憶嚴重得把高小初中的我也忘掉了。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHWQ1sX6Po
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原來，她不過遺失了大廈的記憶，因此必然不知我在大廈期間已記起她，在醫院不認識我的舉動，不過是撒謊……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡId9DXYzeEp
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Toby……不是叫我好好保護夢瑤的嗎？現在我幹了什麼好事……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl08TAR6ltG
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「你係咪傻咗啊？咁對自己？你個蠢才！」女孩無力地奪過我手中的刀片，拋往遠處，朦朧的雙眸狠盯著我，卻透露著洶湧的憂傷。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1G3lw5hzj
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「如果你明白我既感受……」我苦笑著，因撕裂般的痛楚而喘氣不斷，「將心比己，點解仲要咁傷害自己啊小瑤。」174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkfClZR3yz
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接觸女孩後，我必然不能透露任何關於遊戲的事情，以後的人生，就默默啞忍，或許……就當作發了一場驚心動魄的夢吧。只要女孩不知道就好了……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Yx5XuQeWI
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孤身默默承受一切委屈，也是一種幸福。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkpIxAMJai
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「隻貓……叫咩名？」夢瑤終究開口，凝望著旁邊捲縮的灰毛貓。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGhGDrPM14
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女孩拭乾眼角的淚，咬著下唇，晶瑩的雙眸真的很美……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lJHFWmLzr
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「你應承我，要好好保護自己，唔好受傷。」我隨口補上一句， 「唔准食言。」174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aQfaLBep3
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儘管那遼闊的天空就像那無止盡的明日174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKuLcw7i7Z
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女孩本來乾淨的臉蛋霎時再次淌下兩道痕跡，可她勾著我的左手尾指，溫柔的淚是甜絲絲的。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fHgyJ0mBK
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逃不出去，只因那救贖的出口並不存在。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEZJT4CVdR
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這個光怪陸離的社會，真相從來是絕望的，不過憑著灰空的那顆亮點，還是願意走下去。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZWaWlRnnX
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窒息的絕境之中，我幾近肯定，若果唯一的亮點也要熄滅，我會隨即放棄一切……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWccSplgBs
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然而，星星卻總掛在天上，從不離開。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxw5WI1Z59
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那是星星，那是堅執的愛，那是舒夢瑤。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROy0QC67Js
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經歷了多少，從相遇一刻，到黯然的離別……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCM4iDSYgns
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此際，卻終於重逢了。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHCEopWyQn
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而這一次，我再沒有勇氣放開那溫柔的身影……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wCQDEstRs
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人，總是麻木地掙扎，為了那莫名的愛。愛是什麼，世人不斷予以解讀，事實上卻不得而知。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVXc5ca2uz
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或許，愛並非如想像中波瀾壯闊。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUrTGNB6qN
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或許，愛不過非理性的衝動……174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiYpGirVNf
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嗯，情感總是令人誤闖危險的領域。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFM9QRpQ17T
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那是讓人不敢摒棄生活的詛咒，但詛咒外殼裏，或許滲著甜蜜的幸福吧。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Rswb0VLyn
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「你個衰人，肯講隻貓叫咩名未啊？」女孩拭乾了眼角殘餘的哀傷，柔然地笑了。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ276yOEEbxX
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我依舊笑而不語，讓她淘氣地擊打我的大腿。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqzZAVURhf
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笑著笑著，卻再次哭了。174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc07RG95s7U
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