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Scott was frustrated as I am. It is a hard and a hilarious fact that I can't dance but he doesn't seem to give up on me. He even tried to keep me hopeful by letting me pick a song that might inspire me, but I know that won't work. So today, I decided to spend my free time searching some good songs in YT. Well, I really like adele and banks but their more on the relaxing side so it might be too slow so I decided twirl my ass on a remix of somebody else by 1975. Wellllll it is quite relatable with what's going on with me and Eliot though it should not concern me this way because there's also nothin between us but I kinda feel this way because I think there was something until I found out, he could be this shitty. Then I listened to the song about a million times and tried to visualize some good moves that will go with it- just as Scott taught me but I just giggle from now and then because I remembered that I can't carry my own weight yet so I'm just hanging on with all I got and being stiff like a mantis. I know I have to be more fluid on my moves so I changed my thought and imagined Scott dancing instead because he seems to be made of water- heh. I closed my eyes seconds into the song and imagined that I was at the club and I was just watching him dance. He should be smiling but I picture him being serious, just like Raymond but I focused more on the steps so i won't go on that direction. The song was almost done when I felt tight around my pants; yes, I was hard. But I'm gonna ignore that too, but I wasn't able to because I'm quite perverted and I can't control myself most of the time. I was almost cummin when my cellphone started ringing; now that, I can ignore but when I glanced at the screen, it was from my mom so I immediately stopped what I was doing and answered the phone. My mom was wondering if I can come home on the weekend because she will be alone since dad will go on some sort of business trip. Well, I really like hanging out with my mom so I immediately said yes and I asked her what she wanted me to bring home since she mostly like the food here; but she ended the call after she heard my reply. I don't know what's going on but I will go back home whether or not she's telling the truth.138Please respect copyright.PENANA8r59P8vBZ8