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This lecture is fukin boring and I just wanna die!!!!!! The only good thing about it is my seatmate! He's freaking cute but I don't think he's gay. I mean I am not into men as well but damn, he's really really attractive. He's like the guy being sang about in close to you - ocean blue eyes with natural blond hair and a smile that will light up the whole town as taylor said. Lucky me, I've talked with him a few times but it's nothin but small talk. I hope we could be friends at least so the girls would also think I'm cool and charming.. but damn I'm sooo not in his level.
3/14/18
I'm not into writing since I was a kid but I just have to express my feeling someway or another. I think Eliot and I are friends now because he asked me to hang out with him since he got ditched by his friends. They were suppose to go to this new club near uni but they just ghosted him for no reason so he called me and asked me if I'm not busy blah blah blah then he asked me if I wanted to drink some smoothies at his favorite bar. Hell yeah I wanted to and I might score tonight! not with him of course! with a girl! When we got there the place was almost deserted, well we were too damn early, like we arrived there at 8pm or something. Then we began drinking some sweet stuff but what I didn't expect is that it's spiked through the roof. So, just like that, I was hammered a few seconds later. I might have vomited here and there but Eliot was nice enough to deny and when I woke up on the next day, I wasn't in my room! I was in his dorm that he shared with this sharp lookin guy named Raymond. Of course his roommate was annoyed so I had to get out as quick as I can but my clothes were allover the floor so I have to awkwardly grab and wear them in front of him. By the way, how did I get naked in the first place? Did something happen between me and Eliot? And Raymond was just a heavy sleeper or did he have a fun time watching us? I was quite smaller than Eliot so it would be obvious that I will go under his niddle but I don't feel any pain in any part of my body so it just means that nothing happened and Eliot is just a saint. He's so perfect! shit!
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