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He was wearing burberry while I was wearing target. This guy and I are clearly not meant to be friends. But there we were at the mall, sharin a cup of gelato because I said that I didn't want it but it really looked delicious so I politely asked if he could share some. While we were at the escalator, he told me that he wants to buy 30 soccer balls which is enough I guess. He said that he will buy 10 from adidas, another 10 from nike and the last 10 will be from under armor since he heard that it lasts longer than other brands. Shopping for balls was not exciting at all, I would write that next to bird watching as the worst activity I've ever tried in my life. I think I would rank it bellow bird watching because at least I could breathe some fresh air not like this outlet store that just smells like everythin that I can't afford. But at least, he didn't take too long to decide which type of ball he likes. I was already feelin out of place but when pulled out his shiny credit card just a bit too slow as if he's mockin me, or tryin to show off his status like I didn't know he was a big deal. Well Raymond, I am fully aware you've got a VIP pass in life and everything seems to work according to your will so I guess loosin Eliot was somethin you deserve; so at least, there's somethin challengin for you in this hell hole of a planet. We were about to go to our last stop when I spotted a decent adult shop. It's decent because it's not that obvious what they were selling. The store looked like a lingerie shop from the outside but when I peeped inside, I saw some vibrators that look like a can of spray if you didn't stare enough. The store looked interesting and I wanted to go there but Raymond already has his eyes on the big white and glowing sign that says under armor. I was thinkin that he might not notice since he was already set to go there so I just turned back a bit and walked into the adult store. When I was behind the tinted doors, I looked back to see if he looked behind him but luckily, he didn't so I proceeded with my evil plans. Not really evil though since I won't buy a 12 inch dildo and hide it in his favorite LV bag. I'm just curious about BDSM because I kinda like its aesthetic but I don't want to torture myself; I just want somethin kinky to wear on stage. The store is actually organized well so I found what I wanted just seconds after reading some labels. I saw a bondage strap top but it's for the ladies so I moved over to the men's section but I found a unique over the top choker that was meant for kinky sex- i think it looks more like a collar actually. It was only for 8 dollars so I thought it was a great deal but I didn't need it so I decided to move my attention to the next shelves but Raymond was on the way. How the hell he knew I was in that store? Still a mystery and yes, I was shocked like my jaw dropped but I was ready to say an alibi. He asked me why I went there and it weirded me out because he did not look or sound pissed. I told him that I was planning to go to the toilet because I really want to piss but my roommate wanted me to buy some porn mags so I wanted to do that first because I might forget where the adult store was. While I was explaining, his eyes were lookin at the shelves. Then he took the collar that I liked and he inspected it. He said that it would look good on me and he wants to purchase it so that I won't go anywhere we didn't plan to go. Another thing about this dude is that, he really hates it when his schedule or itinerary is messy or messed with so I guess I placed myself on another land mine. Like a mad man, I teased him and said DO IT. And yes he did it! He even bought chains to match it, like seriously!? I was I already thinkin about running away and just forget about this fucked up friendship when he walked towards the counter. But I stayed because he stopped midway and said that he won't do it if I told him the truth about my gender. I really hesitated at first and told him that I won't wear it without a fight but he took out a 20 dollar bill from his pocket and he looked so ready to pay for that shit. I don't know why I was so scared at that moment like, he's not that strong and he does not own the whole world but I know this guy. This guy won't stop at nothin just to get what he wants. Eliot was special so he let him go but as for me, with how much we actually hate each other, I can't do anything else than to confess. I took him out of the store with the grip that I use onto a pole. He said that it hurts but fuck that shit, they have a hospital. There were some people passing by so I just whispered to him that I am still confused. I do like women but I can't really imagine dating one and I can't imagine having sex with a man as well because what I really need now is a cure for my depression. He was quiet for almost forever until he returned to the store and went back out empty handed. He apologized and said that he wants to help me. He told me that his cousin is a psychologist and I should visit him to talk about it. I know that Raymond will pay for everythin again but I said NO. Then I became hungry because of the situation so I told him that free lunch would make me forget about everything. Then things got back to normal and when we went back to the dorm, we just stayed silent.146Please respect copyright.PENANAYGrQf85fh4