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It may have been the best New Year party I have ever had in my life because Eliot bought a blueberry pie, Raymond got some roasted chicken and salad that he proudly prepared and I bought some drinks to complete the evening. Well the whole shabang made me nervous because I only had a few bucks to spare so I only bought a cheap champagne, tequila and vodka which actually disgusted Raymond. I knew he was reacting negatively because he's usual poker face was molding into something sinister.. well he only lifted a brow but it was disturbing nonetheless. Raymond offered to improve the drink by cooking it with some herbs, spices and FLOWERS!!!! the fuk? Either this guy is hiding some gud gud or he's just spectacularly high. Surprisingly or shockingly, it did make the drink a hundred times better and though it was hot, I loved it! It was perfect for winter and Eliot can't stop complementing Raymond about it like the man is turning into a tomato, please stop! Maybe it's just me or maybe there was weed in the brew or maybe I was just soooo drunk but I think Raymond is very attractive as well. He's asian, korean to be exact and he's jaw is so sharp that I can cut metal with it. And his smile is soooo gentle that it is almost like doesn't know how to react to my jokes. And he smells really good as well- his cologne might be too expensive in my opinion. I was having the time of my life when I sat between them while we were all drunk and blabbering nonsense about a topic that we could not even remember and what made me stay woke about the moment was that Eliot's arm was around my shoulder a bit too tight while Raymonds left arm was too damn near my crotch when he finally laughed.127Please respect copyright.PENANAC1u5aLwMtb
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Eliot has been talking about getting out of uni and trying the airforce. He's said that he dreamed about his late gramps more often than usual. Also he mentioned that the repeating memory of him ridin an old plane while his gramps let's him drive the plane through the blue cloudless sky, made him extremely happy while engineering gave him nothing but pointless homework over pointless projects. I understood his pain, I mean, his course is much harder than mine but even with what I have now, I just wanna kill myself. Only if I could afford a life insurance, I'm sure I can come up with something so that my mom can benefit from my shenanigans throughout the years. But let's go back to the topic, what I really want to say to him while he was lookin into my soul like I have the answer to every question in the universe is, GO FOR IT. YOLO! If I was in his place and if the choice was as clear as his- to be happy or to let life suck- I would choose to join the airforce without a second thought. But I am not Eliot and I don't really know much about him beside his hobbies, what he likes, not like, how he bites his nails when he's nervous, how much he loathes geometry and how he tries not to laugh at every fart joke I make.. well shit I guess I know a lot about him. Well I can't be blamed since we hang out almost everyday ever since he invited me to his favorite bar. In conclusion, I think I should just tell him about what I think he should do before he will be driftin in a ocean while being a chicken in a pot.127Please respect copyright.PENANA4Ctj0lNoJZ