「好。」589Please respect copyright.PENANAvKeMyXGOad
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他們行街市,他們行超市,買了幾舊姜,買了一盒無核青提。589Please respect copyright.PENANAlKA3CULxE1
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阿朗捧着它們,思思挽着他的手,一路走回家。589Please respect copyright.PENANAyZwojMMqfv
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她和他說東西又加價了,好像貴了一點點;他點頭,和她一起歎物價高企,即使他不清楚原先的價錢。589Please respect copyright.PENANAIqixzemdgH
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她煮飯,他們吃飯,他洗碗,全程很和諧。589Please respect copyright.PENANA3JpnazbY4E
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和對方生活,說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼,進門出門前的小動作,糞便聞起來是什麼味道,長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。589Please respect copyright.PENANAhwSRyAkr3u
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「落街行吓好冇?」阿朗問。589Please respect copyright.PENANAcBREj4qfcy
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思思明白:「好。」589Please respect copyright.PENANAmyidhW1nZh
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於是,他們像拍拖一樣,下樓到處逛逛,二人都沒有說話。589Please respect copyright.PENANAj5Ti3l4c9V
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是因為享受閒適嗎?恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿,正默默練習,演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作,不可以有任何差池——即使,他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化,仍怕一旦有細節處理不好,就會前功盡廢。589Please respect copyright.PENANAx69Pi8YTLA
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行一行,又返回樓下公園,坐在那張長椅上,微風正好。589Please respect copyright.PENANAhL2VNcMV8K
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阿朗首先開口:589Please respect copyright.PENANAix7kgy6nlw
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「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」589Please respect copyright.PENANAdJ19OlCTcL
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「嗯?」589Please respect copyright.PENANAzimVlZB83H
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「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋,好似同以前好唔同咁。」589Please respect copyright.PENANA6WwfTJOgU0
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「覺。」她看着他,坦白承認。589Please respect copyright.PENANAVqSgRcU7s8
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「其實,我覺得,我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗,但好似冇以前咁開心。」589Please respect copyright.PENANACdYApnkwW4
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「嗯。」589Please respect copyright.PENANAqSPNHWj4ND
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「啫係,我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢,少傾咗偈,係呢一兩日先多啲。平時,都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」589Please respect copyright.PENANAjYmqnKDjC8
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他回想,除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服,只得訕訕地問好。589Please respect copyright.PENANA9IGiyapBDo
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「好似係,連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」589Please respect copyright.PENANAQcZWzOUHsQ
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她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪;阿朗也笑:589Please respect copyright.PENANAhjPfUlxKcy
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「但係,我哋當然熟。」589Please respect copyright.PENANApjGAw2geTn
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「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋,好似有啲怪。」589Please respect copyright.PENANA8n2Xvo3eVS
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他們已經很親,說不說話也有親厚情義,但確實不安於此,熟悉感正在剝落。589Please respect copyright.PENANALHYrKTY09y
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「都係。」589Please respect copyright.PENANAseGnGDgJ5d
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她深呼吸:589Please respect copyright.PENANAAeIwO2zV1Y
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「我明你意思,我都係咁覺得——」589Please respect copyright.PENANAelF76o6Tgk
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「嗯?」589Please respect copyright.PENANAeEYIxT52BH
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她直直地看着他,像背誦課文一樣:589Please respect copyright.PENANAoTXXTTbgoK
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「我好唔開心——真㗎,因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦,但係,我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話,如果係喺以前,我會覺得都幾合理?但宜家,明明我哋都好好㗎……」589Please respect copyright.PENANAHpXR6LvKnU
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他見她已說不下去的樣子,順着手肘牽起她的手,替她補充:589Please respect copyright.PENANAbBEhT76A9k
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「嗯,我哋係好好,過得幾好,個女又咁生性,又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁,所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係,冇太多進步空間,甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩?589Please respect copyright.PENANAPrzV7Y5ASv
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變咗,好似好悶咁?」589Please respect copyright.PENANAtXUulJevUQ
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他們達成共識。589Please respect copyright.PENANAMb6ocgNiKZ
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她表達意願:589Please respect copyright.PENANA4SBwypTKsW
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「嗯……但係呢,我真係唔想再咁。」589Please respect copyright.PENANALP0bCbBCyr
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「我都唔想。」589Please respect copyright.PENANA0gTeBjZPvF
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「其實,我之前就想同你講,但係每次去到口唇邊,就講唔出咁……589Please respect copyright.PENANAxBB8at5bfY
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我認我係有少少細膽,但係嗰陣時,我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心,甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗,就會番唔到轉頭,啫係——」589Please respect copyright.PENANAkcJyt0XBhv
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「係咪驚我唔係咁諗?或者,我都係咁諗,但係講咗,就番唔到轉頭?」589Please respect copyright.PENANAwmPhc58hbb
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他忽然心寬,因為,他也有過這樣的思慮過程。589Please respect copyright.PENANAQwy75MPYtR
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「係。」589Please respect copyright.PENANA8NkJ1itCrH
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「明。」589Please respect copyright.PENANAk7K4YHIqvB
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「嗯,唔係所有嘢講出嚟,就可以趨向解決㗎嘛,可能一講,連原本咁樣都冇埋呢?咁到時點?」589Please respect copyright.PENANAGkGfvUYFNW
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「我都係咁覺得。」589Please respect copyright.PENANAVTh3HAFXaE
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她有些不好意思地捽捽手指:589Please respect copyright.PENANAH1fS8Su0CL
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「我哋,好似、好似都幾廢。」589Please respect copyright.PENANA1hgvAsJYd1
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「係,垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口,係可回收㗎啦喎。」589Please respect copyright.PENANAkBaQGslp2W
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他指着不遠處的三色回收箱;而她沒好氣地笑一笑:589Please respect copyright.PENANAq0OlWu7KXQ
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「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅,個問題啱啱先有啫。」589Please respect copyright.PENANAISXBasADZM
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「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾,你係想……?我係因為想解決,所以先想同你講出口,我唔想再係咁啦,我諗,我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」589Please respect copyright.PENANAqp4ULvvruw
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二人的語調平緩,聲線都是輕輕的。589Please respect copyright.PENANAUgZIEJo5t6
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她點頭:「嗯。589Please respect copyright.PENANAGDqLN795X0
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我啱啱咪話,之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日,嗯,我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」589Please respect copyright.PENANApnVbvBMw9W
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「係,我記得。」589Please respect copyright.PENANA6xaEOuTa90
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他想起,那天她比往常熱情,笑容燦爛,像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。589Please respect copyright.PENANAWjK9DDgaQe
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「嗰次呢,就係因為佢同我講完,我就覺得,其實,我好愛你。589Please respect copyright.PENANAvxJWPMwoMQ
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或者係,你真係好愛我——哈哈,有啲肉麻添。」589Please respect copyright.PENANAN1d6umdKvb
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這個太清晰的她,阿朗清楚知道,並且予以認識、擁抱、接納,未曾離開。589Please respect copyright.PENANAxXqilpDKV1
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「係,少骨痹。」589Please respect copyright.PENANAEDomHuEbeQ
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「就係咁啦——我聽完之後,唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢,我都太多謝你啦。」589Please respect copyright.PENANAIFmyt4dbgg
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她越說越小聲,很久沒有告白愛意,突然覺得有些難以啟齒;將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上,微笑。589Please respect copyright.PENANAoQDzoEkrUq
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「噢,對唔住。」589Please respect copyright.PENANAdApmJusb0s
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他摸摸她的頭。589Please respect copyright.PENANAliIwFgzWHs
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他記起,當時他打斷了她,因為他生氣於他們陌生,而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。589Please respect copyright.PENANAeggTHfhpm6
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「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」589Please respect copyright.PENANAdY8qaUmn9e
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她的決心竟然在融化。589Please respect copyright.PENANAy22u507iHR
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她補充:「我當時聽緊佢講,但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺,我只係諗起你,諗起你對我有幾好。」589Please respect copyright.PENANAMEL8wtzYOm
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「你都對我好好啊。」589Please respect copyright.PENANAbdGjNG4XO1
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「係唔錯㗎。」589Please respect copyright.PENANAHHWPpj8yVy
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「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣,我諗多咗。」589Please respect copyright.PENANAtdoaFKZKp2
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「係囉,嚇到我唔敢講。」589Please respect copyright.PENANAMiXH6bCOjY
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「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾,」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼,他說:「但係,我都有作出反思,都想改善……589Please respect copyright.PENANAqjT9RGL8h3
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我諗,我哋都有同一個感受,譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好,只係有啲無力。589Please respect copyright.PENANA90RJGJoRlx
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咁耐以嚟,我番殯儀呢,成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人,其實都幾令我珍惜生活,始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係,我好似——因為太有安全感?覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改,有好過冇,好過大家連平淡都唔得。589Please respect copyright.PENANAiwhj3IlvvI
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所以,雖然珍惜生活,但係,就唔太珍惜……我哋。」589Please respect copyright.PENANAKbPnjIpB0K
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明明說珍惜生活、好好活着,第一個主觀感受是「好煩」,珍惜生活,卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動,只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。589Please respect copyright.PENANAWeLbyNuLen
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「嗯,明白你意思。」589Please respect copyright.PENANA7fOd1MODHI
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「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣,我都唔太舒服。你呢?」589Please respect copyright.PENANAF2ialQyjJI
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一切醞釀已久,終於不止困於無力腦袋中。589Please respect copyright.PENANAJEKjE9ifU0
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「我都係。」589Please respect copyright.PENANAfcssOCCav7
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「咁……就好啦。」589Please respect copyright.PENANAaqXrI5anzr
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小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲,他們只聽見自己的心跳,像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂,但無以為繼,只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——589Please respect copyright.PENANAfZ0hIRjSi4
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說完了,之後呢?589Please respect copyright.PENANAJlpLXISdEG
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「我想盪鞦韆,推我吖。」589Please respect copyright.PENANAPtGjsELbsL
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思思站起,向阿朗笑笑。589Please respect copyright.PENANAbAwzOZPkeJ