第三十七章:問與答509Please respect copyright.PENANAaOxJEOhRmZ
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「琴日做咩搵我搵得咁急,然後又要我打比你啊?」509Please respect copyright.PENANAoPPFuyHQEo
我在一大清早就問道剛好返回學校的依玲。509Please respect copyright.PENANAtsSF0KIs3E
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她剛回來並放下了自己的背句,然後就轉身向我說道:509Please respect copyright.PENANAU7PAM9u6hs
「無啊,琴日有啲急事……但喺搞掂咗啦。」509Please respect copyright.PENANAjr7RsWl8dC
她的語氣與以往略有一點不同。509Please respect copyright.PENANAS06YgwkJ9q
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「做咩啦?心情差?」509Please respect copyright.PENANAwM77mo8fWm
我察覺到她的不妥,於是再追問。509Please respect copyright.PENANA14F5G4eE6C
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「無嘢就無嘢啦!」她明顯變得有點煩躁起來。509Please respect copyright.PENANALqvS0b6Wpd
我看見她這樣,都沒有再追問下去。509Please respect copyright.PENANAsxs7Govrm8
避免令她感到更煩躁。509Please respect copyright.PENANAp1plTdZtQo
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然後依玲都很快就轉回身,開始從背包拿出來一會要遞交的功課,並放到了桌上。509Please respect copyright.PENANAwulaVO2nUR
而我看著她突然的情緒轉差,只是感到有一點摸不清頭緒。509Please respect copyright.PENANA84KFJmcM6h
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然而接下來的一整天,我與她都很少有交談,今天就是樣慢慢地過去了……509Please respect copyright.PENANAy13Ibn5wzg
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直到放學時,我最後一節的生物科與以往一樣,比其他選修科更早下課。509Please respect copyright.PENANAp9vy1799O3
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我拿著課本在樓梯上慢慢地走回課室的樓層時……509Please respect copyright.PENANAvceuJKVy2T
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「喂!Alvin!」509Please respect copyright.PENANAMrcYOwXKAW
我立即轉向後方,發現原來是一樣選讀生物科的Rita叫道我。509Please respect copyright.PENANAl1LoYG72k1
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「等埋我一齊行啦!」Rita說道。509Please respect copyright.PENANABzxC8J3dxf
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我站在了原地,等待著她走到與我同一級上。509Please respect copyright.PENANAKu2IC2FN70
然後我們二人就慢慢地走下樓梯。509Please respect copyright.PENANAtxgpAtjtID
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「今日好似喺第一次Bio堂落堂之後,我哋一齊行翻課室。」509Please respect copyright.PENANAtF2xO6W6O9
Rita在我一旁繼續說著。509Please respect copyright.PENANAxyf3CuFoox
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因為以往生物科下課後,我都是往往自己一個走回課室的。509Please respect copyright.PENANAAmbK0nrmNV
不是因為我不想與其他人有交談,而是我想享受這段只有自己一個的短暫時光。509Please respect copyright.PENANAK2xW3nQAKP
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「都好似第一次……你平時會同June一齊走架,今日做咩得自己一個?」我問道她。509Please respect copyright.PENANA7hYyHwnQVh
而June是以前我與Rita初中時,同班的其中一個同學。509Please respect copyright.PENANA0apMOqbJLJ
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「June佢有嘢想問老師,所以叫我走先……Alvin你喺有心事啊?」509Please respect copyright.PENANAH7c2MfgBTM
Rita走到比我下級的樓梯,然後抬頭看著我問道。509Please respect copyright.PENANAqXo1pW7mNl
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「你又知我有心事?」我直接回答她。509Please respect copyright.PENANAfpeapq1Kzf
雖然我都不知道這刻自己是否真的有心事……509Please respect copyright.PENANAR9Ng2qEoJt
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「咪傻啦你!我哋第四年同班架啦!一早睇穿哂你啦!」她笑著說。509Please respect copyright.PENANAHvex8GBcMY
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「咁你又睇到我有咩心事啊?」我反問她。509Please respect copyright.PENANARDqGDYwuHY
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「喺咪因為今日Elaine心情麻麻地,所以連帶到你都心情差啊?」509Please respect copyright.PENANA1AS3sEeVy9
嗯……她說出我今天的其中一個煩惱。509Please respect copyright.PENANATbZ7z2Mx16
但我沒有回應她。509Please respect copyright.PENANAIjuXdHtb3q
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「唔講嘢!姐喺係啦!」509Please respect copyright.PENANAT16lQcbKNt
她如同名偵探猜中了真相一樣指著我說。509Please respect copyright.PENANANvIliCpAFY
「Elaine我就唔知咩事啦……不過我反而有啲嘢想問下你……」509Please respect copyright.PENANAa5ULQdit9W
她再繼續說道,並在說最後那句時語氣變得略有一點沉重起來。509Please respect copyright.PENANAaa3PShPRJh
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我看見她的語氣變了,於是便開口問道:509Please respect copyright.PENANA6plzlmstPd
「問咩啊?問到語氣都變哂嘅?」509Please respect copyright.PENANA6unWci17bI
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「其實你放低咗Mandy未?」她看著我說。509Please respect copyright.PENANAhcPFPBtzGv
我聽到後頓時都一同沉默下來了……509Please respect copyright.PENANApI7p6CjVDa
在這一剎那,如同空氣都靜止了一樣。509Please respect copyright.PENANA13tr5u3rWz
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「我諗……我放低咗……掛……」我支支吾吾地說。509Please respect copyright.PENANAqeZnTf07pE
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「我都知喺要啲時間嘅……但喺如果……我話如果啊!」509Please respect copyright.PENANAofW6NnyR8S
她思考了一會後再說。509Please respect copyright.PENANAx6L4VmfaFo
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「如果啲咩先?」509Please respect copyright.PENANAt3aUhPwMp5
我發現她沒有把話說下去,於是便問道。509Please respect copyright.PENANARcmWubdMpF
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「如果……如果Mandy同你講佢都一樣無放低到你呢?」509Please respect copyright.PENANAYJ0pH5Yc1i
她略有點大聲地把這個「假設性」問題說了出來。509Please respect copyright.PENANA9W5HwhRq2o
使得我嚇一嚇,並立即向樓梯上方及下方看一看有沒有其他人在。509Please respect copyright.PENANAIIbVobnfbg
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確認沒有人後,我就開始思考了一下Rita剛剛的「假設性」問題……509Please respect copyright.PENANABStEdfFbXc
「咁我哋……我哋都分咗手啦!咁繼續留戀落去都唔喺辦法……咁我緊喺希望佢都快啲放得低啦……」509Please respect copyright.PENANAOZt4Pjlg2G
我笑著說,但我都相信自己這刻是在強顏歡笑著。509Please respect copyright.PENANA5h1UKH3i7A
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始終在與Mandy分後,經過了七月及八月情緒低落的洗禮。509Please respect copyright.PENANAq2xXxZ70v0
直到升上中四後,前往了新環境及認識新的朋友們。509Please respect copyright.PENANA4IBHlQRMap
才使得與Mandy分手一事的悲傷慢慢地淡化……509Please respect copyright.PENANAfGJJL6Kt9E
雖然不時都會一些對她的回憶,斷斷續續地出現在腦海中。509Please respect copyright.PENANAaFewZ7KSOL
我都不清楚自己是否真的放下了對她的感情……509Please respect copyright.PENANAdQq0tRjmcs
所以我都不能確實回答。509Please respect copyright.PENANAP918lzBdZj
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「你睇得咁開嘅……」Rita對於我的答案,似乎有些保留。509Please respect copyright.PENANAI6L3JH73a5
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「咁因為佢依家喺澳洲嘛,就算佢仲鍾意我……都做唔到啲咩架!」509Please respect copyright.PENANA1B6HUrWXMJ
我直接與她說。509Please respect copyright.PENANAmaU4QSBMWC
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始終我與Mandy分手的原因就是因為我們將會分隔異地。509Please respect copyright.PENANAAqDL82P5Xb
而大家都沒有信心去維繼續繫這一段長距離感情……509Please respect copyright.PENANAERrhR0PykI
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「除非佢突然話翻咗嚟香港啦……唔喺呢啲都只喺假設性問題……我哋快啲行啦。」509Please respect copyright.PENANAFNPBUIA86O
我不想再纏繞在這個「假設性」問題上,於是便催促Rita快點一同返回課室。509Please respect copyright.PENANADc58SMlfHp
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而Rita並沒有回應我剛剛的說話,只是點一點頭後,就與一同繼續往樓梯下方前進……509Please respect copyright.PENANAak70vbwFfB
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回到家後,我立即躺在自己的床上。509Please respect copyright.PENANAn5bUteFt5q
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「未換衫就攤上床?!快啲換翻屋企衫先!」509Please respect copyright.PENANAHzr1JNzhL8
在我房間門口走過的姐姐看見我仍然穿著校服後,就命令我立即去替換衣服。509Please respect copyright.PENANAt6wIgyAVQt
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而我正在換衣的時候……509Please respect copyright.PENANAY9yWn9q1NP
「鈴—鈴—」509Please respect copyright.PENANAv2UQKGpMlj
突然手機鈴聲響起了。509Please respect copyright.PENANAqyhEKnzMu5
於我便快速地更換好衣服,並拿起了手機查看是誰致電給了我。509Please respect copyright.PENANAx0mxyezuaZ
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當我一拿起手機,發現是依玲的來電。509Please respect copyright.PENANA6Z546Nv1Xp
我二話不說就接聽了。509Please respect copyright.PENANAh8ipwrQs1a
「喂?依玲?」509Please respect copyright.PENANA2wWXjCbm2a
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「喂?阿侑啊……你做緊咩啊?」她有點支支吾吾地問道我。509Please respect copyright.PENANAnUqCnJWIxH
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「我啱啱翻到屋企換完衫啊。」我如實告訴她我剛剛做了些甚麼。509Please respect copyright.PENANAjOtp2KWzlo
「哦……我都啱啱翻到屋企啊……」她繼續吞吞吐吐地說著。509Please respect copyright.PENANAoECtsJyvSK
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「做咩突然打比我啊?」我還是把話題帶回為何她會突然打給我。509Please respect copyright.PENANA7BpF2NtSqQ
「無……因為今日我對你啲態度好似麻麻地咁,所以想打嚟同你道歉……Sorry啊。」509Please respect copyright.PENANACXmkHzLPHI
她向我道歉起來。509Please respect copyright.PENANAR5opjWpmtX
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「哦……好少事嚟……我都無hard feeling,同埋你心情差嘛……所以我無事!放心!」509Please respect copyright.PENANAP5Lw5pDb9s
我希望她不要太過介意。509Please respect copyright.PENANAyMPrN4y5EG
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但當我說完後,她立即沒有回應我,反而是沉默了一會……509Please respect copyright.PENANAkESre6LQLj
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「其實呢……阿侑你喺咪鍾意Venus啊?」她突然問道我。509Please respect copyright.PENANAjNUyB4GFPO
為什麼大家今天都會有這麼多的問題……509Please respect copyright.PENANAvEVIDyTBjl
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「唔喺啊,我同佢喺friend咋嘛。」我連忙為解釋起來。509Please respect copyright.PENANAvqsMIQ2GVV
但其實這個問題真的有待我去再思考一下……509Please respect copyright.PENANAOe62uVyeq3
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「因為琴日Poppy話見到你兩個一齊上咗架出港島嘅巴士……所以我先問一問。」509Please respect copyright.PENANAVe7KJ0X453
她又開始支支吾吾地說著。509Please respect copyright.PENANAxzhd1PaUjw
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「哦!因為琴日我要出去我媽公司到攞嚟緊Venus件戲服嘅布袋,而我媽又想幫佢做埋度身,所以先叫我帶埋佢出去。」509Please respect copyright.PENANAoF8LPbccL5
我把昨天的事情如實告訴了她。509Please respect copyright.PENANA7fDnnCU6Va
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「原來喺咁……」她說。509Please respect copyright.PENANA8eFDmqcvOd
「所以我哋真喺普通朋友嚟。」我立即再補充多句。509Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5erc1IGgc
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「我會咁問其實喺因為見你兩個近排啲互動都有啲埋,覺得你兩個有啲夾……」509Please respect copyright.PENANAVCeHcfXJYr
她這句的說話方式及語氣都感覺似曾相識的……509Please respect copyright.PENANAKqI8tdd1KG
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莫非她是在介意在我與Venus的事?509Please respect copyright.PENANAL504iPv2yQ
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「雖然你知道他並不屬於你的,但你仍然會時時刻刻為他在著緊」509Please respect copyright.PENANALO0aamYDN1